RIP Elizabeth Nuhfer
You may have hated me in life for blowing up on you during my psychosis, but I hope we can be friends one day in paradise. 

Lyrics: 

No me quieres pero no esperes
No me quieres, como se me duele

Sorry that the night is coming
My heart breaks while yours is running dry

My parting words, my parting words

What I learned in history lessons
Has no bearing on the present cry

If I see you, I will read through 
Every little message that I lied

Nights are passing 
And I'm glancing
Into the past
And in future strides.....

A distant world

I don't need grey
And you know this
A-a-a-a-a
I never thought you would die
And I guess it's too late

(In whispers)
I had a good idea that day
I was gonna call your dad and-
It doesn't really matter...
But then it was like
I don't want to do that because I don't want to look crazy
(indistinct...)
... It would be in the worst possible way 'cause
I'm that fucking crazy, right? You know...
It's stupid...
But when I prayed to God he told me not to do it.

You will always
You will always be...
You will always be!

My hearts strings and I knew
And now I realize...

Parting Words

Doomed

Unrequited

All I Do

Serene

Song I wrote a while ago, sampled from Sarah Vaughn

Never thinking

Hmmm ya..... <3 Another ancient track salvaged miraculously on a usb drive that survived my years-long schizophrenic psychosis. <3

The Way

Broke it off a couple months ago with someone super duper cute tee hee.. It's okay; I'm very much over it. I saw so much potential in him, and I still wish him the best <3 He needs to work on his self-esteem is all ^__^ 
I wrote a poem associated with this incident which is now up on livejournal: https://slain-stimulus.livejournal.com/921.html

For part of this song, I used vocals recorded on my phone (sorry) because I had no other mic available and I needed to release my emotions quickly. So, some of the audio clips were recorded on my phone, most of them were recorded on my condenser mic. I just felt the raw emotions in my voice were so much more prevalent whilst fresh and recorded on my phone for release. :)
Enjoy!

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