I wanna be okay but I know that I can’t
Sitting lost in my bedroom fuckin popping these xans
Can’t get my shit together like a real man
uh
Take a pill from my hand

I’m feelin so lost in my mind
I’m popping pills I think I’m running out of time
Yuh yuh yuh

I’m probably gonna overdose and die
If my ex found out I died she just wouldnt even cry
Yuh yuh

I don’t care though cause that shits done
Should I pop another perc or pop a bullet from a gun
Sounds fun
Demons in my head bouta make me run
Yuh yuh
I’m done

I won’t hide it I’ve become a motherfucking addict
I started taking pills to cope with all the shit that I did
I’m bout to overdose and end up in the ER again
Maybe this time I’ll croak and I can finally pay for my sins

But thats not all god I got more to say
Before you take me to the light just let me pray
I’m really looking forward to the fucking day
That I can quit these pills but they’re driving me insane

I wanna be okay but I know that I can’t
Sitting lost in my bedroom fuckin popping these xans
Can’t get my shit together like a real man
uh
Take a pill from my hand

I’m feelin so lost in my mind
I’m popping pills I think I’m running out of time
Yuh yuh yuh

I’m probably gonna overdose and die
If my ex found out I died she just wouldnt even cry
Yuh yuh

I don’t care though cause that shits done
Should I pop another perc or pop a bullet from a gun
Sounds fun
Demons in my head bouta make me run
Yuh yuh
I’m done

Give me another pill take it out the bottle
Ima be at the top my enemies at the bottom
They be lookin at me like I’m fucking colossal
Pop another perc and hit the fucking throttle

And even if these pills end up taking me to the light
Just remember that I told my momma that I’ll be fine 
She don’t need to know about all of the times that I lied
And if she’s listening momma visit my grave in time

Take A Pill (Prod. Futile)

Be Your King Ft. Official4IDEN

HEART BREAKS (Prod Splashgvng/Official4iden)

3:00 AM (prod. born hero)

Wait
Theres no escape
Everybody told me I was insane...
Wait
Theres no escape
Theres something wrong with my brain
Wait
Theres no escape
Everybody told me I was insane...
Wait
Theres no escape
Theres something wrong with my brain


People are confusing so I hide up in my room
Writing songs and rapping as I get closer to my doom

My parents never loved me
I was always called ugly
Maybe if they thought about it, they wouldn’t be druggies 


But,
 they never really did
They put needles in their arms while they raised a fucking kid
Taught me it was okay to put razors in my wrist
My dad was in prison and my mom called me a bitch

I was thrown in foster care with all the other fuckin children
Our lives were torn down just so that we can rebuild em

Why is it that people are just born into this shit
People thinkin if they died that they never would be missed

What is it with this world, that makes people so fuckin selfish
People don’t get shit, and then they end up jealous

I keep writing these lines because I don’t know what else to do
There is no other way I can send my messages out to you

Wait
Theres no escape
Everybody told me I was insane...
Wait
Theres no escape
Theres something wrong with my brain
Wait
Theres no escape
Everybody told me I was insane...
Wait
Theres no escape
Theres something wrong with my brain

People think it's normal to die and then go to hell
Ain't nobody ever care about me and I can tell
I been feelin insecure and hidin up in my shell
I'm insane and I wanna die so people can know how I felt

Feelin like I'm dead
Demons in my head
Take a trip inside my mind and I'll fill you with dread
Yuh I’m feelin like I’m dead



The reason that I’ll die is the demons inside my mind
I look into their faces and tell them that I am fine
I been smoking too much bud and I’m runnin out of time
I’ll overdose on drugs and hopefully I will die

Feelin like I’m dead
Demons in my head
Prolly gonna go to hell
Meet the devil himself

Wait
Theres no escape
Everybody told me I was insane...
Wait
Theres no escape
Theres something wrong with my brain
Wait
Theres no escape
Everybody told me I was insane...
Wait
Theres no escape
Theres something wrong with my brain


Insane (Prod. CapsCtrl/Dark4p3x)

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