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BLACK SWAN

fallin love

Drowning in My Mind

Girl or guy…we all have that one or few that really messed us up with the constant mind games.

‘Bout You, Huh?

FK LOVE, FK LIFE" 💔💀🔥
Drowning in pain, lost in the smoke, and too numb to give a fuck—"FK LOVE, FK LIFE" is the soundtrack to heartbreak, self-destruction, and the demons that never leave. This emo-rap/melodic trap masterpiece blends raw emotions with hypnotic melodies, heavy 808s, and lyrics that cut deep.

From the codeine-soaked nights to the fuck-the-world energy, this album is a dark diary of heartbreak, addiction, and rage, capturing the highs, the lows, and the moments where nothing feels real. Each track is a confession, a scream into the void, a drug-laced lullaby for the broken.

With anthems like "Dead Inside," "Falling Faster," "Lost in My Head," and "FKED UP AGAIN,"** this project hits hard, leaving no room for fake love or second chances.

No filters. No fake shit. Just raw, unfiltered pain. Welcome to the world of "FK LOVE, FK LIFE"—where the only way out is through the music.

💀 Fuck love. Fuck life. Just press play

Dead Inside

Please Listen To Me

(Verse 1)
She ridin' passenger, lookin’ like peace
But I got chaos under my seat
Told her she bad, but I ain’t mean that
I’m just tryna mute where my heart been at
Pulled to the curb, got hands on skin
But my mind still loops where you been
New scent, new lips, but the same type rush
Tryna feel something real, but it’s all just hush
She moanin' like you, but it miss that pitch
I’m playin' pretend with a borrowed fix

Pre Chorus :
(Ooh,) you still in my sheets
(Ooh,)  girl, I ain’t that free
(Ooh,)  I lie with ease
But I know damn well who I wanna see

(Chorus)
It’s half past her, I’m a mess when i look in her eyes,
Playin’ love games just to feel alive
Lights down low, but I see too much
She kiss good, but she don’t touch trust
It’s half past her, and I still can’t breathe
Sayin' “I’m fine,” but I don’t believe
I call her “baby,” but it don’t mean shit
When your name in my mouth every time I spit
Ooh, ooh (yeah)
It’s half past her again...

(Verse 2)
She got her head on my chest, talkin’ sweet
But I’m countin' mistakes to this 4AM beat
Got her wearin’ your chain like it mean nothin’
Got her singin’ your song, but she bluffin’
I fake it well, Hollywood smile
But my soul been broke for a while
She like “what’s wrong?” — I say “just tired”
Whole time, your ghost got my wires rewired
Every arch, every stare, just a rerun glitch
Still stuck on you like a glitch in the pitch

Pre Chorus :
(Ooh,) you still in my sheets
(Ooh,)  girl, I ain’t that free
(Ooh,)  I lie with ease
But I know damn well who I wanna see

Chorus:
It’s half past her, I’m a mess when i look in her eyes,
Playin’ love games just to feel alive
Lights down low, but I see too much
She kiss good, but she don’t touch trust
It’s half past her, and I still can’t breathe
Sayin' “I’m fine,” but I don’t believe
It’s half past her, and I still can’t breathe
Sayin' “I’m fine,” but I don’t believe
I call her “baby,” but it don’t mean shit
When your name in my mouth every time I spit
Ooh, ooh (yeah)
It’s half past her again...

Outro:
You the scar that don't fade when I heal
You the song that don’t skip when I feel
She got no clue that I’m split in two
Givin’ her the best of a ghost — that's you
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, I’m movin’ in place
Ooh, new body, old taste
Ooh, don’t say her name

Half Past Her

Defekt

I wanted to have fun with this album, so a lot of the songs are upbeat and lighthearted.  However, I included the song, "I Tried," on this album that is essentially what I want the last words said about me to be.  Cohesively, this is an album about making things that don't seem like they should go together prove that differences should not pull us apart.

Dead Inside

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