an assortment of highly rough phone recordings of vulnerable moments, work in progress as always.... best to get the cringe out of the way with the raw tracks first

album in progresssssss

refresh demos

a quick recording of a cover of a song ......comes with odd changes in timing, vocal attempts, and even a lil doggo walks into the room.

yet it's just raw...me....no editing..
all mistakes and ill release it to the ether.


to the wind with you...

#smashingpumpkins #noticemesenpai

perfect raw cover...(original by smashing of the pumpkins)

this was a concept I was sitting on for a while...

Morgan encouraged me to push to record and get it out.

this is just a demo and an initial recording that has incomplete lyrics... I mostly babble the melody out while singing.

since I wasn't able to collab with him on this, I'm am continuing on to record this myself.... my thoughts and feelings around this are centered around loss and numerous questions.

concept for morg 1(normalized).mp3

this song is exactly what it says it is....

I was crushed...broken at the time... and kept repeating that I was on my own in this despair.

yet every other line starts out with the phrase "hate to break it..".

the demo is one long stream of consciousness that I Rightly didn't remember pressing play on....but I'm glad to have captured my sadness in the Genesis of this song.

broken.aac

poorly recorded cover of "into the dark" by Death Cab for Cutie

Into The Dark cover

Games by Birthday Massacre, mmmmmm the album this is from actually got me over my inital hipster dislike for the band.... lol hot topic poser stuff? lol so unfair... and this song among others are a sorta penance for me sleeping on such a great band.... if a member of the band finds this... lemme just say your stuff is great and has helped me alot. thank you for existing, and expressing these songs. your art matters, it still matters to me... thanks

games

Love will tear us apart by The Joy Division, an incredibly poignant and deep song from a very deeply melancholic band... my 12string rang out well in this cover I was challenged with. rough demo as all the others are... and I've come a long way from this.

Love Will Tear us apart

Love takes a wrecking ball - A silent Film, quite a wonderful group that had two albums that fall within my most influential. so sad to see them break up. but this was one of my favorites.

Love takes a wrecking ball

Jumbled mash of finger picking and mumbling... Dunno something is there


Dunno may delete later lolz

Standard recording 103.wav

sorta raw SYNTHY-ROCK mix of a song that expresses my time in desert regions ending in stan.

Trumpcard V2

sorta raw ROCK mix of a song that expresses my time in desert regions ending in stan.

Dat Trump Card (1)

Part-time DJ, ArmChair Producer, all around lighting and sound guy.

I may pretend to be a folksy singer sad boi guy..

concept for morg 1(normalized).mp3

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