DARK 

Gospel soft soulful beat 
Spoken word intro 
Lyrics concept by Sas 
Duet 

You won’t know
Death
Till you stand 
At the gates
Of hell 

Its Meaning The saying suggests 
that the fear of death, or the understanding of its inevitability, 
is a concept we can only truly grasp 
at the moment of death itself.

Its Origin It is a witty twist 
on the traditional Irish saying,
‘May you be in heaven half an hour before the devil knows you're dead," 
which blesses someone with a long life 
that takes them to heaven before death's final moment.

Contrast to Biblical Texts say.
The phrase is distinct 
from the biblical concept of, 
“the gates of hell" .
in Matthew 16:18, 
which refers to the powers of death 
and evil 
not prevailing against the Church. 
It is a modern phrase 
rather than a direct religious teaching about the afterlife.

It implies 
that true understanding of death's finality only comes 
at the very end of life, 
or upon entering the afterlife. 
The expression is often used 
in a lighthearted, ironic, or poignant way to comment 
on the unknown nature of death. 

You won’t know, 
Until, until, 
You are at its Gates. 

Which gates? 
Heaven or Hell.

the-gates-of-hell ( Smooth Soul Gospel mix )

😞DARK😞
Soul Gospel Choir feel 
Lyrics concept by Sas 
Duet 

You won’t know
Death
Till you stand 
At the gates
Of hell 

Its Meaning, The saying suggests 
that the fear of death, 
or the understanding of its inevitability, 
is a concept we can only truly grasp 
at the moment of death itself.

Its Origin, It is a witty twist 
on the traditional Irish saying,
‘May you be in heaven 
half an hour before the devil knows you're dead," 
which blesses someone 
with a long life that takes them to heaven 
before death's final moment.

Contrast to Biblical Texts say.
The phrase is distinct 
from the biblical concept of, 
“the gates of hell" .
in Matthew 16:18, 
which refers to the powers of death 
and evil 
not prevailing against the Church. 
It is a modern phrase 
rather than a direct religious teaching about the afterlife.

It implies 
that true understanding of death's finality only comes 
at the very end of life, 
or upon entering the afterlife. 
The expression is often used 
in a lighthearted, ironic, or poignant way to comment 
on the unknown nature of death. 

You won’t know, 
Until, until, 
You are at its Gates. 

Which gates? 
Heaven or Hell.

the-gates-of-hell ( Choir Gospel Soul mix)

RAW

Hip hop soft rap Sas style 
Powerful Cinematic Spoken feel to it. 

RAW

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body parts here. 
Parts of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix [ laugh ]
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
Instead of growing up
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing [ laugh ]

what-a-waste ( The Hip Hop Rap Sas Mix )

RAW

The hip hop rap duet mix
Lyrics concept design by Sas 
Duet powerful cinematic Piano 

😞❤️

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body parts here. 
Parts of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix [ laugh ]
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
Instead of growing up
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing [ laugh ]

what-a-waste ( The Hip Hop Rap Duet Mix)

I had to try this track and I think it deserved a soulful R&B smooth mood.
Think I achieved this. 
                             RAW
Lyrics song by Sas 

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 
Instead of my sister offering,
To help me ( why should she ? ) ( really why ?)

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body part here. 
Part of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. ( when my gut warned otherwise ) 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix 
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
Instead of growing up
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing

What_A_Waste ( Extended Soul R&B Sas mix)

RAW
Soft piano drum soulful mix 
Lyrics song by Sas 

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 
Instead of my sister offering and 
Helping me. 
To help me ( why should she ? ) ( really why ?)

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body part here. 
Part of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. ( when my gut warned otherwise ) 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix 
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
To not think that ending, 
Your life , solves everything.
Not growing up, 
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing

what-a-waste ( Piano drum Version)

What A Waste  The Greek Version 
Beautiful soft rap Soulful Love 
Lyrics song concept by Sas
Duet

Ω,
Συχνά σκέφτεσαι
Θα μπορούσα να κάνω αυτό,
Ή εκείνο;
Μακάρι να ακολουθούσα αυτό το μονοπάτι,
Αντί για εκείνο το μονοπάτι;

Ξέρω ότι το κάνω.
Συνεχώς.
Πώς,
Τα χρόνια πέρασαν,
και
Τι έχω κάνει;
Τι έχω πετύχει,
σε αυτόν,
Χρόνο;

Καταφέρω.

Τι σπατάλη,
Η ζωή μου ήταν,
Τι σπατάλη.
Τα χρόνια έχουν,
Πέρασε
Και τι έχω κάνει,
Πραγματικά;

Οι άνθρωποι μπορεί να λένε,
σκέφτονται,
Για αυτό,

είμαι σίγουρος.
Σας, είσαι
Παντρεμένος,
Υγιής (αν μόνο το ήξεραν πραγματικά)
Έναν Γιο,
(Δεν μπορώ να έχω κανέναν δικό μου)
Η μαμά είναι ακόμα μαζί σου,
Ακόμα,
μια,

Αδερφή (ανιψιές και ανιψιός).
Γιατί λοιπόν Σας,

Γιατί είσαι ακόμα μόνος
Και νιώθεις έτσι;

Λοιπόν, είναι κάπως έτσι...

Ήθελα περισσότερα για μένα.

Ήθελα περισσότερα για την οικογένειά μου.
Ήθελα να τους δώσω,
Περισσότερα.
Ήθελα να κάνω περισσότερα,

Για τους άλλους. Να τους βοηθήσω,

Οικονομικά, και να είμαι,

Οικονομικά καλύτερα.

Αντί να προσφέρει και

να με βοηθάει η αδερφή μου.

Να με βοηθήσει (γιατί να το κάνει;) (πραγματικά γιατί;)

Αλλά, εγώ,

Έχασα το σπίτι μου.

Έπρεπε να το πουλήσω,

Λόγω του πρώτου μου βίαιου γάμου.

Έχασα χρήματα.

Χρωστάω χρήματα.

Έπρεπε να χρεοκοπήσω.

Αυτό με διέλυσε.

Φίλοι,

Δεν έφυγαν πολλοί.

Έχασα πολλούς, λόγω

της θλίψης στα μάτια μου.

Κάποιοι εκμεταλλεύτηκαν

την κατάστασή μου,

Και πήγαν να σκοτώσουν.
Μερικές φορές νιώθω ότι το άξιζα.
Έκανα κάποια λάθη,
Αυτή η καρδιά μου, (αν εγώ)
Θα μπορούσα να την ξεριζώσω,
Επειδή αγαπούσα, νοιαζόμουν, έδινα,
Πάρα πολύ από τον εαυτό μου, τότε θα το είχα,
Κάνει.

Ας μην μιλήσουμε για άλλα,
μέρη του σώματός μου εδώ.
Μέρος του σώματός μου (παιδιά, ξέρετε για τι μιλάω), που κατά καιρούς,
Κυβερνούσε τη λογική μέσα μου. (όταν το ένστικτό μου προειδοποιούσε για το αντίθετο)

Οι άνθρωποι μπορεί να πουν,
«Ναι, σκέφτομαι,
Είμαι σίγουρος γι' αυτό.

Σας, είσαι
Παντρεμένος, (ναι)

Υγιής (αν μόνο ήξεραν πραγματικά)
Ένας Γιος, (δεν μπορώ να έχω κανέναν δικό μου).
Η μαμά είναι ακόμα μαζί μου.
Αδελφή (ανιψιές και ανιψιός).
Γιατί είσαι ακόμα μόνος;
Ένας πληγωμένος άντρας,
Και νιώθεις έτσι, Σας.

Γιατί Σας.;

Ήθελα να είμαι,

Ένας μαχητής,

Ένας σούπερ σταρ του κόσμου,

Τα χρήματα, η φήμη, η κολακεία (ναι).

Φυσικά και δεν θα με αγόραζαν,

Την απόλυτη ευτυχία, αλλά

Δεν θα με ένοιαζε,

Αν το σώμα μου ήταν πληγωμένο (είναι ήδη τώρα, οπότε τι θα ήταν διαφορετικό);

Ένα σπασμένο πρόσωπο (είχα πολλές σπασμένες μύτες στο παρελθόν);

Τίποτα που δεν το διόρθωσε η πλαστική χειρουργική;

Παραλυμένες αρθρώσεις (ήδη το έχω κάνει);

Αλλά δεν θα με ένοιαζε.


Να είχα την αυτοπεποίθηση

Στον εαυτό μου και να μην μισώ τον εαυτό μου.

Να έχω το δικό μου
Σχολείο.

Να διδάσκω παιδιά (μικρά),

Να έχουν την πίστη

Στον εαυτό τους.

Να αγαπούν τον εαυτό τους.

Να απέχουν από το ποτό,

Την κατάχρηση ναρκωτικών στο σώμα τους,

Να μην πιστεύουν ότι το τέλος,

της ζωής σου, λύνει τα πάντα.

Να μην μεγαλώνεις,

Ένα χάος σαν εμένα,

Σας.

Φυσικά,
Νιώθω,
Σαν η ζωή μου,
Ήταν μια τέτοια
σπατάλη.
Τι χάλια που ήταν.
Τι σπατάλη.

Ευτυχία εξωτερικά
Προσπαθώντας να χαμογελάσω (ψεύτικα).
Όλα είναι εντάξει,

αλλά,

Μαρτύριο μέσα μου.
Τι γαμημένο χάος. (συγγνώμη για τη γλώσσα), αλλά το κομμάτι τελειώνει.

τι-σπατάλη ( The Greek Version-What A Waste

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           ****DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME****
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                 My Lyrics, My Music, My Style 

I am VERY Appreciative of everyone who follows me, likes, comments and supports my music . 

A VERY BIG THANK YOU 🙏 ALL. 

Music written by me, incorporating the different styles of genre that influenced me in my music journey.

Soul, R&B, Disco, Dance, Rock n Roll, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s, 60’s, Rap, Hip-Hop, Euro, EDM, Trance, Techno. Club mix and Love songs. 

Music about life, love, hope, wishes, pain, sadness..

Written with emotion & feelings. From the heart 💓 

Songs in a couple of languages! 

I have now been able to bring my voice out ( with other voices ) and the lyrics I write has enabled me to achieve the style of music & song(s) that suits my individuality and to convey to the listener what I want to convey with each & every song I write. 

Love Sas  ❤️ aka Dj Sas .

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