Just turned the tv on . What the hell ? Trump has bombed Iran ! God help us

Shadows burn

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soon we'll be leaving for new adventures but waiting for someone somewhere to share them together always has its charm...🔥🦋🔥

 
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Emotional, haunting ballad. 
Lyrics by DjSas song by Joy 

Remastered to be a story told. New. 

-Left Me To Die  ( Why?)

This pain in my heart. It continues to this day. 
This is my story.

Twenty years have passed, have passed
Since that day,And I still I don't know
Why.It's hard,Not to forget,That you didn't
Care.You didn't Try To see if I was Alive.
Why?
Why?
You left me All alone To die.
Why?
You left me , to Be with Someone else.
Why?
Twenty years have passed,have passed,Since that day,And I still,Still to
this day,I don't know.
Why?
Not knowing,If you knew,That you left me,
You left me to die.Why?. 
Why?
 You left me,to Be with,Someone else
Why?
Not knowing,If you knew,That you left me to die.You left me,to Be with,Someone else.
Why?
Not knowing,If you knew,That you left me to die. You left me,to Be with Someone else.
Why?
Not Knowing If You Knew That You Left Me to  Die .You Left Me to Be  With Someone Else. You Didn't Try To See If I Was Alive. You Came Back Into My Life Telling Me About Your Love For Me, To Tell Me That Wedding Bells Rang For You When it should have been You And Me. Should have been you and I!
 Why?
 You Left Me To Die To Be With Someone Else Not Knowing If I Had Died.
 Why?
 Twenty Years Have Gone By Since That Day And I Still Don't Know Why To This Day That You Left Me To Die. 
Why?
Wedding Bells rang For You When it was meant to be, you and i. You Didn't Care About Me So You Left Me To Die. My Life has Never been The Same. Able To Forget.Able to forgive. Able To Truly Love. To Believe That Someone Who Said they Loved You, Left You To Die .
Why Did You Leave Me To Die? To Be With Someone Else, wedding Bells rang For You. You Came Back Into My Life To Tell Me You Still Loved Me.
 Why? 
You Left Me To Die. Is That What You call Love?. A part of me died inside, that day. Died.
I STILL HAVE NEVER GOT A REASON, AS TO WHY YOU LEFT ME TO DIE…….Closed the door behind you.

Left_Me_To_Die_( This Is My Story - Why? )

A powerful emotional gut-punch wrapped in an immersive, high-energy sonic trance. Where Time Went is a heartfelt letter to the moments we missed—capturing the pain of watching children grow while life pulls us away. With hypnotic bass, trippy textures, and tear-streaked lyricism, this track is made for late-night reflections and tear-soaked headphones. For anyone who's ever blinked and realized the years ran faster than they could follow. Save it, share it, and let it hit home.

Lyrics:
I found your old drawings in a box by the door
Crayon hearts and dragons sprawled out on the floor
I smiled like I used to, then the silence hit hard
Can’t remember the last time I held every part

You were small, then you weren’t, and I don’t know the day
That the bedtime stories started slipping away
I was there but not always, caught up in the fight
Trying to keep us afloat in the middle of night

And I told myself, “One day, we’ll get all this back”
But life doesn’t offer no second-hand tracks

Where did the time go?
It slipped through my hands
Like sand in the driveway, or footprints in land
I missed the small voices
I missed the soft calls
And now you’re taller than pain ever was

I blinked—and you grew
Now I talk to your door
And wonder what pieces of me you ignore
I swear I was trying
But trying ain’t proof
So I sit with this ache
And hope you know the truth

I still hear your laughter in rooms I don’t stay
And your coats still hang where they used to play
I missed a few birthdays, I missed a few games
I missed the whole version where you learned my name

And I never meant to be a ghost in your skies
Just a man with too many “maybes” and tries

Where did the time go?
It slipped through my hands
Like water from promises nobody planned
I missed your soft mornings
I missed your last tears
Now I measure my love in the sum of the years

I blinked—and you grew
Now you drive past my street
And I wave to a shadow that used to be me
I swear I was fighting
But I never won
Just hope when you look back, you see more than “gone”

If I could go back, I’d drop everything—
I’d sit on the floor, hear every story
Watch every show
Laugh at every joke
And hold you like I should’ve known how

Where did the time go?
It lives in your eyes
In the way that you smile when you’re hiding goodbyes
I hope you remember
Some part of me stayed
Even when distance was all that I gave

I blinked—and you grew
Now I write songs instead
And sing them to moments that live in my head
I swear I still love you
That much is true
If time stole me from you—
Let this bring me back through



Where Time Went

Lyrics from a poem I published in High School. 

Lyrics

In the garden of Eden,
I lie myself down,
to wash my throat,
full of fresh, spring water,
and I ride in the sky,
on the billowy clouds,
where is nothing to hide,
and everyone doesn't care,
they are happy at each others' work,
and I eat the good fruit,
throwing out the bad,
I sing and dance,
nobody cares,
everybody is happy,
there is love in the garden,
of Eden,
and lie yourself down,
and look at yourself,
as I have,
and you shall never be angry,
never.

In the Garden of Eden

Break Me is a powerful song about emotional struggle and vulnerability. It explores the feeling of being pushed to the edge but still holding on. With raw lyrics and intense emotion, it captures the pain of heartbreak and the strength it takes to endure without completely falling apart.

BREAK ME

When I was a boy my father took us on a trip 
And before we left he told us to be sure we drained our snakes 
He said, “Once we hit the road boys don’t you give me any lip
We’re not stopping till we get there, we’ve no time for bathroom breaks 

And of course, I didn’t listen cause I didn’t have to go then 
And we all climbed in the car and driving toward the interstate 
Now I wished I would’ve listened to him but I didn’t know then 
How urgently I’d have to pee but would be forced to wait 

We’d gone perhaps 10 miles when my bladder starts complaining 
And I cried out from the back seat “Dad how long before we get there?”   
My bladder on the verge of overflowing needed draining 
Dad said, “just about an hour son, behave yourself and sit there”   

So I thought” I either pee my pants or tame my swollen bladder”. 
And I tried to think of other things to trick my addled brain 
Its really just a case of mind manipulating matter 
Try not to think of waterfalls or pouring summer rain!  

On an intersecting highway where the interstate connects it 
There are restaurants and stations and all with toilets white and shiny 
I cried, “dad if you need gas then you should take the coming exit” 
But he drove past it and I watched it in the distance growing tiny 

I cried, “Dad I’m very sorry but I need to find a toilet 
He shot back “I told you boys before we left, you didn’t do it!”  
Your mom planned this birthday party, if we’re late we’re gonna spoil it 
We’re not stoppin till we get there, just hold on we’re almost to it 

And so I thought, “i’ll pee a little just to ease my bladder choking 
And I didn’t want my mother’s birthday party to to be spoiled 
But a river soon ensued that had my jeans and car seat soaking 
If you’re not stoppin till you get there, when you get there you’ll be soiled

We're Not Stoppin' Til' We Get There

The Last of the deep dive in to Jana's old recordings. A cover of Halestorms 2009 classic.

A Familiar Taste of Poison (cover)

Mon Agent orange
Ton amour est étrange
Mon agent orange
Forever, t’es mon Ange

Baiser synthétique
Décharge électrique
Amour bionique
Sensation utopique

Mon Agent orange
Ton amour est étrange
Mon agent orange
Forever, t’es mon Ange

Regard hypnotique
Nos amours symphoniques 
Caresses idylliques
Sensation magique

Forever, t’es mon Ange

Forever, t’es mon Ange

Regard hypnotique
Nos amours symphoniques 
Caresses idylliques
Sensation magique

Mon Agent orange
Ton amour est étrange
Mon agent orange
Forever, t’es mon Ange

Regard hypnotique
Nos amours symphoniques 
Caresses idylliques
Sensation magique

Forever, t’es mon Ange
Forever, t’es mon Ange

Sensation magique 
Sensation magique…

AGENT ORANGE

Is This the First Time

Love Like a Summer Storm

My Music, My Lyrics, My Style. 

An ‘event’ on December 16, 2024 opened emotions I kept hidden from everyone & more so myself, back 24 years ago. 

That “event” I speak of in 2001 has been the major driving force to me writing lyrics again but turning those lyrics into something much more, bigger than just music. 


I am VERY Appreciative of your likes, comments and support to my music . 

THANK YOU 🙏 ALL. 

Music written by me, incorporating the different styles of genre that influenced me in my music journey.

Soul, R&B, Disco, Dance, Rock n Roll, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s, 60’s, Rap, Hip-Hop, Euro, EDM, Trance, Techno. Club mix and Love songs. 

Music about life, love, hope, wishes, pain, sadness..

Written with emotion & feelings. From the heart 💓 

Songs in a couple of languages! 

I have now been able to bring my voice out ( with other voices ) and the lyrics I write has enabled me to achieve the style of music & song(s) that suits my individuality and to convey to the listener what I want to convey with each & every song I write. 



Love Sas  ❤️ aka Dj Sas .

Left_Me_To_Die_( This Is My Story - Why? )

Sas

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