produced by dudejeremiah

Lyrics:

so after all you’re in my head 
and everyday I think of death
but nowadays I don’t know when 
my life will soon come to an end 
it feels like everybody's gone now
don’t pretend to be my friend
I’ve had enough of you
I play guitar for you and all the stars they shine and look so small
right now we’re heading into fall
I’m stuck and dreaming after all
about you

After All

Take the hood w/ love jai

not fair w/ sage envie x kennedyxoxo (p+ shyburial)

timestamps ft sxd bxy gryƶƶy (p+ back2thepast x irby)

I cant tell a lie true religion on my jeans
can you tell me why I feel this thing when your with me 
you know i could feel it but I don't think were aligned 
you don't gotta talk I could see it in your eyes
Off white yeah that’s what I put on me
I could give a fuck that's what I'm telling me
only in the dark that's when you wanna meet
I think you were lying when you say I was in your dreams
I'm up in the sky 
cause I smoked now I'm high 
now I'm wondering why
why the fuck you gotta lie
why'd you leave me alone
after all those things you said
now I'm all in my room 
now I'm kind of feeling dead

i cant tell a lie

paulmagnet - guitar

decentboydeacy - pad

prodambien - piano

beat by treez

weirdo

Pulled In Reverse 🔮

sometime in september (dercept x shxde)

the stars in the night sky look like they're falling
everything is crashing down
but nothing's making a sound
lost inside her eyes
nothing short of gorgeous 
pools of water
let me drown
i don't want to make it out 
it's the way she says my name 
i know that i can't afford it 
it's almost like i fell in love 
the moments that our hands first touched 
i don't know why they make it so important
bounty on my fucking head
i'm just hanging with my friends


lightspeed in my koenigsegg
come find me standing at the edge
diamonds dance across my lens 
trying to find what's at the end 
like the light is bending backwards 
she said that her back hurts 
its like life is moving backwards
as im traveling through black holes 
lightspeed in my koenigsegg
come find me standing at the edge
diamonds dance across my lens 
trying to find what's at the end 
like the light is bending backwards 
she said that her back hurts 
its like life is moving backwards
as i'm traveling through black holes 


i can't really tell you where my time is always really going 
and i can't really even trust my bitch you know my heart too cold
thank god i live my life 
why baby we in different time zones 
we fucking thats all night she wanna come around like the cyclone 
i'm known like everywhere
i'm too boss i keep it player 
keep a gun, i have no fear
keep that bullshit over there
me and gang we going up we balling like the nba
i said i'm just watching faces of these niggas envy me 


lightspeed in my koenigsegg
come find me standing at the edge
diamonds dance across my lens 
trying to find what's at the end 
like the light is bending backwards 
she said that her back hurts 
its like life is moving backwards
as im traveling through black holes 
lightspeed in my koenigsegg
come find me standing at the edge
diamonds dance across my lens 
trying to find what's at the end 
like the light is bending backwards 
she said that her back hurts 
its like life is moving backwards
as im traveling through black holes

interstellar ft. xXTarxan *branwen*

prod @ilyertu x @jolst
special thx to jane for voicing the outro <33

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

4 blank walls blood splattered on em all
picking up my phone pretending like u called
tell me it’s not finished tell me everything’s on pause
or else i’d rather lay down n wait till i dissolve

everything that i ever wanted was just out of my reach
but now the only thing i want is some peace
but now the only thing i want is some sleep
but now the only thing i want is u n me

tear stained cheeks on my face when i walk thru
sometimes i wish that i never woulda caught u
smile on my face feels like i’m wearing a costume
photos of the past are like an artifact, a fossil

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

“””
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn't be terrified of creative experimentation.
"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.
"Why?" she said.
"To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
“””

tear stained cheeks (ertu x jolst)

prod. siemspark x itschrismarek
https://open.spotify.com/album/1pKg5nauxnRaFTxpVQI3Od?si=jlxaWQLzQRCXnAIqBxk7yg

i cant tell a lie

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