produced by RUINDA

(unprivated june 22, 2021)


lyrics:

leave me aside, let me die
I know the demons reside in my mind
fucked up, I'm trying so hard all the time
but it doesn't mean anything, it's all a lie
 lies, lies, everyone lies
everyone dies,
that's why everyone cries
i don't feel anything on the inside
cuz i tore out my heart, 
wasn't feeling alive

left me aside, let me die
i am so broken, i cry all the time
fight with my misery,
fight for my life
as i look at the razor
no taking your life!!
you're not a coward
you soldier of God 
even God knows 
all the demons you fought
even God knows all the battles you've lost
if you're giving up hope then just pray to your God

leave it aside, let it die
all those emotions that burn you alive
all of those feelings you're holding inside
let it all out, yeah it's ok to cry
okay to feel and it's okay to hurt
hiding emotions will damage you worse
say what you mean even if it will hurt
speak what you feel even if it's a curse

leaving it all aside
leaving it all behind x4









NON NOBIS DOMINE [prod. RUINDA]

LYRICS:
and im armed gas like fart that be my weed jar 
if you start i also start dark shit i gotta dark heart 
matter fact i got no heart play you bitch just like its darts 
rebel like im bart anarch cant restart we split apart in shards 

home invasion making my statement chop up bodies like im jason
live off hatred im insane bitch cant erase this cloud of blatance
racist faces still going to places its so fucking lame 
popping them off in the motherfucking brain 

sever all the limbs off your motherfucking torso
i dont stop there  torture you im not remorseful 
fuck the system its so trash its honestly infallable 
the substance feels incredible 
coke in my nose it feels so low
here i go hit the dope
body filled with holes 
i be at chyo addy posted 

im afraid of what i might become 
cant escape the nightmare thats infront me
fuck yo bitch until she fucking cum all over me 
fight for my ability to be fuckin free 

fuck the world its so corrupt
i hate the earth its so fucked up
my fuckin throat hurts i need a cough drop 
cuz im sick when i spit 
on the fucking track list yuh aye

i feel invisible
my demons physical
take life so literal
i just hate the world
i feel so miserable
i wanna die i wanna fuckin curl
up in a ball what the fuck

FTW (Prod. BOi BOi) -- lyrics below!

NOTHING 2 LOSE (PROD. JOPXT)

prod by dvrkness
mixed, written by yxung plague
meh song

lyrics

why do you have to keep lying to my face
im trying to not be myself just like what you wanted
what you always wanted
feeding me lies
nothing but lies
so i can hate myself more and more
til i feel like shit for the rest of my life
have to keep lying to my friends
so they cant see what my life is like 

have to keep lying to myself
so that i wont improve my health
shifting my blame and turn into self hate
stuck in a repeating cycle
dont know when to fucking break it

Rxpe

Feed Me Lies [P, Dvrkness]

Feed Me Lies [P. Dvrkness]

Inescapable industrial madness that spirals with the lever pushes of the air loom gang.

WITH: @ABORTEDAUDIO
PROD: @PRXPVNE
MIX: @ZYROM & @ABORTEDAUDIO
ART: @DYTENNA & @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Dorothy passed out on the couch needle marks in her arm
Found the black and red stained brick road
Died a million times and you'll die a million more
Swore you wasn't giving in until the slippers swept along the shore
Clip the wings off the angels
Ground em up into dust snort it up giving up
Nose is stuffed with the population of a lost land
Hands turn to stumps spread ink on a page with no end
Getting hella nervous you can probably tell
Sweat is peeling off the wet lettuce face
Weigh the torment on a metric scale just to see it break
Met with the hat man left the realm as a disgrace
But I know that you useless
Chest lacking color and it's juiceless

[SAINT SLEEP & KILL EBOLA]
Travel down that brick road without a compass
I'm lost no thought
Got caught in cot
Blisters on your soles and you look fraught
Distraught distraught
Let your feet merge with the rot and fungus

[KILL EBOLA]
I've been here before
They all staring ya
This shit scary ya
Comprehending nun
I've been here before
Dog outside on porch
Comatose in form
Guarding him he sore
They protecting core
Gotta hurt for lore
Drinking under bridge
Fuck you and your board
Raining at the door
Nothing from the store
Just been buying more
Leaking out my pores
Protect myself
Till put on a shelf
Hand in a fryer
The wire is felt

[SAINT SLEEP]
Happiness machine with no batteries included
All my gears are rusted and they stay steady bruising
Brushing off the pain I'm rusting up with the movement
James and the giant air loom in a room of corruption
All of my thoughts are influenced by undying images
Flicker through chimneys of liquor
The funniest kick to my kidneys
My liver it love me I wish it would die with my feelings
Moment of succession
Birth of a parent
Moment of repression
Closure of a labyrinth

Illustrations of Madness (Single)

Illustrations of Madness ft. Kill Ebola

Stream/Buy

Illustrations of Madness ft. Kill Ebola [prod. prxpvne]

WAVS FILE 6.66 GB 
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ZEALOT OF DARKNESS DARKKIT

I HAVE 4UT!SM FT. D!RTMOUTH

MONSTERA [EP] TRACK 4

lyrics:

dont hit me on that pocketheld beef machine
everything is normal in my dreams
pretend i am fine, camera, lights, cut, scene
i say so much, but im never saying what i mean

you know i dont sleep right
i dont look fine
you dont hit me up unless i dont hit you up
is that a fake friend? 
or do i seem like im the happy one out of this shit?

god, im broken
my doors not open, i triplecheck the lock before i sleep
im so unsafe
my mind it haunts me

i'll meet you out on the street

TAKE YOUR TIME TO GET BACK TO ME
TAKE THE SIGN TO GET BACK IN IT
IMMA DIE WITH MY GLASS TINTED 
TAKE A KNIFE AND GET HALVING IT
TAKING LIVES IS A PASSION

MISS ME ONCE
IM NO BETTER THAN I WAS LAST WEEK 

FAKE YOUR RIDE AND GET TRACK BITCH
FUCK THE NET, THIS AINT BADMINGTON 
ALL YOU PUSSIES LOOK RAD IN THAT MASK THAT YOUR GRAN KNITTED 

BITCH YOU AINT KNOW WHATS HAPPENING 
I DONT LIKE TO PLAY GAMES 
BOY YOU AINT KNOW MY NAME, WHO YOU TALKING SHIT ABOUT?

STUCK IN THAT LAB WITH THAT GLASS HITTING
I DONT EVER BITE BACK
I SPIT BLOOD FROM MY MOUTH

HATEWATCHING YOU A HAS-BEEN LIL TRAP TRASH BAG
HACK SPIN NO FRIENDS BIG MOUTH CAP KING 
IM BACK SEE THE CROWN

out on the street (prod. TRIPLESIXDELETE)

𝚁𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚏𝚝. 𝙽𝚡𝚕𝟷 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝙿𝚞𝚑𝚏)

LiL LANDMINE ft. $AILOR - OU FUCK! OU SHIT! (prod. LVNDMINE)

DREAR - Melas (prod. 5 10)

formerly known as LiL BOi BOi
TRAUMA UNIT
using my voice as a weapon since 2015
2nd page: @lilboiboi2
blowing speakers around da globe
hmu: djdiskitofficial@gmail.com
i release my music at the exact moment the track is finished regardless of the time of day
official thumbnail artwork designs by @theresmolepeople
DECATUR ILLINOIS

FTW (Prod. BOi BOi) -- lyrics below!

BOi BOi XD

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