New album "Trauma Response"
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Trauma Response

House Of Balloons

House Of Balloons / Glass Table Girls

Fallen

Hello (Remastered 2023)

wrote this for sum people but then everything fell apart
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lyrics:
(i take half a gram of molly x1000000)
Wake up first thing in the morning and I break right down.
Sweatin, shakin and my eyes dilated.
Gotta get this shit away, gotta calm right down.
Gotta get myself away, forget the life that I created. 
And I have trouble getting people off my mind.
Peace and happiness I wish u could find. 
I wish u could put all that shit to the side cuz ik u are more than this. 
I take half a gram of Molly so I wake back up 
but the only thing that happens is my eyes roll back
and I can’t fuckin see no more. I can’t fuckin see no more.

I remember me and u were down bad after rollin on the drugs.
I was scratching on my face and I was stressed out.
We didnt realize how far that we went out.
If I took anymore I woulda checked out.
I was thinking that im losing myself.
And I was thinking that we can't get no help.
 I looked at u and I said I was done.
U looked at me and u said u were done.
You pulled me aside, 
then u proceeded to tell me how much that I mean to you.
Told me the potential that I have.
Sometimes I forget that I have that.
You told me that we’re gonna be sumthin, we gotta move along, we needa work on sumthin.
Cuz im telling u that we’re more than nothin.
If we kept together yeah we could make sum.

If we kept together yeah we could make sum. (x4)

Idk why that I lie to u. 
All the shit that a mf hide from u.
The same things, the same friends in multiple different forms that come around me.
Don’t know why I thought this would be new to u, even after all of the shit that I put u thru. 
The same drugs, the same high in multiple different forms that come around me.

But ooooo don’t u see the problem here? 
You don’t need me to point this all out to you.

(But I)

Every time I look back at the day I think abt all the shit we said.
Looked at me then u said u were done.
I thought I told that I said I was done.
So many people have pulled me aside and then told me how much that I mean to them.
Told me the potential that I have
And how I forget that I have that.

Idk wtf’s wrong with me, everything’s falling apart.
Everything’s falling apart
Everything fell apart (x3).

Fall (Together)

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mzok03vdOP0

producers and lyrics: (press show more)

luffysome: https://www.soundcloud.com/luffysome

flower: https://www.youtube.com/@prodflower

i added sum extra shit

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lyrics:
(i don’t shoot up lol)
i take fetty and i take
i c e, in my veins.
i love everything around me for a minute
but only for a minute.
for a few minutes i feel like everything's okay.
(it's okay)

but i can fuckin barely hold a note
when i'm in this (x2)
catch me fuckin floatin thru the sky
when i'm in this (x2)

ion got nothing good to really fuckin talk about.
i been draining my account,
snorting methamphetamine,
i got it from a friend to me.
it started as some fun but then it ended up my enemy.
i'm tryna process everything u said to me.
i wish u understood it's more than u, it's more than me, it's more than her
i got my life too.
u mistake the pain that i fight thru.
(fight thru)
cuz everybody pushed me out their life 
and they told me they don't need me.
once i chose the rocks
nobody has seen me.
my only friend is the plug
and he don't need me.
i'm kinda happy cuz i don't want y'all to see me.
cuz i think i lost 20 more pounds
and to me that'll never be enough.
i got voices tellin me to work against u.

i got voices tellin me to work against u (x4)

i take fetty and i take
i c e, in my veins.
i love everything around me for a minute
but only for a minute.
for a few minutes i feel like everything's okay.
(it's okay)

but i can fuckin barely hold a note
when i'm in this (x2)
catch me fuckin floatin thru the sky
when i'm in this (x2)
catch me onna wave gettin high
when i'm on this (x2)

i'm waiting for the day,
i'm waiting for the day that i realize i ain't okay rn.
but i feel like everything is okay rn.
"maybe u should look outside for once" (x2)
if only i could see out there.
it would be nice.

it would be nice (x2)
if only i could see out there (if only i could look away)
it would be nice (x2)

hey, you.
you'll be okay tonight,
jus breathe.
i swear
you're beautiful, oh woah woah ohhhhhh.

;( <3

In This (Suicide Note) [prod. flower x @luffysome + Benzluene]

nobody needs u. i'm the only one for u.
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lyric video (youtube): https://youtu.be/RbxDJfFmB-A

Outside (My Head)

youtube: https://youtu.be/ei881eUb8K4
prod. by me
fuck da county mfs locked my mans tablet cuz i hit my vuse on the call like smd on my fuckin daddy cuz

Reverse Progression

Fuck My Face (Crashing Out) [ft. doublezz from the jail phone lol]

Depths [prod. elisxxv]

u know who u are. i'm so happy to have u in my life u make me happier than anybody in this world i can't wait to see u n show u all the love in the world <3
https://youtu.be/LM2jEAky_6s
prod:
www.youtube.com/@prodEskimos
www.youtube.com/@wertos

Looking For You (Everyday) [prod. Eskimos x Wertos]

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[$25] Atmospheric Trap Beat "Life" (CHECK DESCRIPTION)

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Mind (prod. prodbyazat)

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Gone/Away II (ft. DrugOfChoice) [prod. XENSHEL]

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i been feelin like i'm fallin apart.
turn on my phone, find somebody to talk.
that shit always go to voicemail, why does nobody jus wanna talk?
still feelin the same way i felt from the start, i go lookin for answers but nothin i find.
that's when someone came up to me actin real kind,
they said, "there is a cure for the shit on ur mind."

they said, "u do the drugs that u want. u'll feel the way that u want.
on top of the world for a couple hours, jus give it a try it won't hurt u."
(x2)

i float thru the sky, i float thru the sky.
i dont got no problems when i'm in the sky.
my friends see what i'm doin' and they ask me, "why?"
i say, "don't ask no questions jus give it a try."
we go thru the motions of fiendin and usin and my mom she said that she had enough.
i dont really think it's a problem. so u can pull me outta here bc,

i do the drugs that i want, pop on the pills that i want.
on top of the world for a couple days, im jus experimenting, think i'm ok.
(x2)

You, I cannot forget about you.
(x4)



i'm in my own world.
im safe here in my own world.
it never gets boring when u stop workin, i jus switch to the other one
it never gets boring when u stop workin, i jus switch to the other one
i feel like im trapped in my own illusion.
possessed, i am pulled by the puppet man.
a robot thats given commands, i follow.

i don't do the drugs that i want, i don't feel the way that i want.
pushed and controlled for eternity.
please pull me in, i am begging u, please.
(x2)

Yellow (Short Cover)

Define The Great Line

Moving For The Sake Of Motion

They're Only Chasing Safety

A Boy Brushed Red Living In Black And White

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In This (Suicide Note) [prod. flower x @luffysome + Benzluene]

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