Hook
Isolated but ready for the next battle 
Circuits overloading power i must channel 
Fighting against this current 
Hot wiring things i shouldnt 

V1 
My restraints kept me quiet in the crowd 
How can pain be so silent but so loud 
Blending in but patience running thin 
A devil lives inside me aint talking kazama jin
Lemme out 
Lemme shout 
No time to pretend no more want to be freed right now 
Lemme out 
Lemme shout 
Ready for my mission you can send me as a scout 

Hook 
Isolated but ready for the next battle 
Circuits overloading power i must channel 
Fighting against this current 
Hot wiring things i shouldnt 

Verse 2 
Programmes repeating the same frequency 
New channel new characters they speak to me 
Broken trust 
Betrayal via lust 
 To transcend the pain then forget the past you must 
Ride a beat not a cycle 
Got no spin on this cycle 
Come out at night like Michael 
Dont play games less its spiral 

 Chorus
Eyes are blinded by the shadows in my head 
19 since then just felt dead 
Got put to bed 
Finally laid to rest 
System error failed the test 
27 aint gone see me  in no bathroom
Might be crazy but my egos coming back soon
Staying afloat  
Forget old bars i wrote
This is my revival on my tears i will not choke 

Verse 3 
Blocked blessings peaking through my aura 
No weapons im an avatar Korra 
Feeling lost i got a map like Dora 
Feeling hot this flow drop like Mortar 
Splitting timelines 
Healing bloodlines 
Im a demon with a reason 
Sacred leylines 
Energy grapevines 
When it comes to speaking truth no i dont waste time 

Hook 
Isolated but ready for the next battle 
Circuits overloading power i must channel 
Fighting against this current 
Hot wiring things i shouldnt 

Hook 
Isolated but ready for the next battle 
Circuits overloading power i must channel 
Fighting against this current 
Hot wiring things i shouldnt 
Hot wiring things i shouldnt

RESURGENCE (prod.clvr)

been a year since i went psychotic crazy 
been a year still been on it getting wavy 
i fuck up make mistakes on the daily 
aint got no job but not cause im fucking lazy 

had a fling or four they only sent me south 
In the end all the wanted was my mouth 
in my mind they were planting seeds of doubt 
but if they were a desert im the water in a drought

i love to give 
i got life to live 
sick n tired of this 
sick n tiring shit 
so i write a bit 
take a line a hit 
flying off the whiff 
this cycles a bitch 

kitchen plates getting radiation sickness 
doing shit dont want my family to witness 
turn my toilet red acidic on the litmus 
my friend mia tryna get rid of the thickness 

year of separation got me feeling lonely 
cold nights waiting for someone to phone me 
found myself now im going back to cody 
when i was redd always felt like a phoney

out the psych but my mind dont feel free 
got that depression comes with being gen z 
not just bipolar got disorders anxiety 
got plenty friends but im my only enemy

SABOTEUR (prod. shvde)

anhedonia got me losing interest 
no inspiration even when im on pintrest
feeling vacant cause my heart inside done been pressed
from when ive awakened till i sleep i done been stressed

my lifes a big mess 
this lifes on big test 
im in the snakes nest 
feel like im going west 
i need to think less 
i need to try my best 
imma support the best 
and just fuck the rest 

im self sedating medicating no prescriptions 
when im honest and i say it no one listens 
if im honest i cant take it in physicians 
id rather avoid them on my side quest missions 

lost my ambitions 
from my admissions 
into the psychward 
they were poor conditions 
so i write rhythms 
some compositions 
they call em hospitals
but really they be prisons 

taking potions just so i can fill the void
spending week days drinking it up in the lloyds
i got weak game when im speaking to the boys 
only seem sane cause the meds cancel the noise 
i gotta story i like toys 
i got flavour mccoys 
keep it together with poise 
my heart dont break it destroys 

anhedonia got me losing interest 
no inspiration even when im on pintrest
feeling vacant cause my heart inside done been pressed
from when ive awakened till i sleep i done been stressed

my lifes a big mess 
this lifes on big test 
im in the snakes nest 
feel like im going west 
i need to think less 
i need to try my best 
imma support the best 
and just fuck the rest

ANHEDONIC (prod. 2ukko)

smoke 
smoke 
smoke 
smoke 

I smoke 
I lay 
i eat 
i do it on repeat 

I smoke 
I lay 
i eat
I do it on repeat peat peat peat 

spark up my joint while his face in my pussy 
he eat it so good 
yh he eat it like a cookie 
pussy so fine he take his time on this pussy 
pussy so fine can’t take his mind of this pussy

after I smoke he take a line off my pussy
pussy so wet he needa powder my pussy
fuck was that ket 
tranquilisered my pussy
pussy in a coma 
he ain’t tired of this pussy 

pink hair brown eyes 
slim thick nice thighs 
im hot you’re ice 
you’re hypnotized 

always stand out 
in any crowd 
i am that bitch 
get the message 

smoke 
lay 
 eat 
I do it on repeat 

smoke 
lay 
eat 
I do it on repeat peat peat peat

got shit to say then let’s get it cracking 
nothin i love more when a bitch need slapping 
put em on the floor meanwhile im laughing 
show that bitch the door if the vibe ain’t passing 

don’t need therapy just pass the blow 
don’t have to be winter for it to snow 
only when it comes to coke am i a hoe 
if you ain’t about it then get to know 

call me hot headed but atleast im hot 
all it takes is a mirror just to show that your not 
stop chatting shit just show me your cock 
wanna be my bitch imma take ya for a walk 

put on my jams and shake my boobs 
get his dick up like hot air ballons 
he love it when dance to rachet tunes 
n he love it when i fuck him in restrooms

im differently 
different you see 
got it like that 
im thicc not fat 

real life bad bitch 
real life savage 
stand on business 
dont take the piss 

i love to smoke 
yes i love dope 
the ganja queen 
from the rave scene 

pink hair brown eyes 
slim thick nice thighs 
im hot you’re ice 
you’re hypnotized

SMOKE (prod. a0rta)

look in the mirror, but reflections they deceiving
don’t trust myself, who else can I believe in  
Yes I’m alive but I forgot the meaning 
Can’t pick a side am I an angel or a demon

Everyday it’s like my heart ain’t got no feeling  Deep inside, I hear it’s shallow beating
Time goes by, and my energies depleting 
But I go on cause expectation needs defeating 

People think I’m hollow 
Really I’m filled with sorrow 
I blame it on those pills, that I didn’t even want to swallow 

Psych wards fractured my mind 
N stole my precious time 
19 to 22 them years were meant to be my prime 

im on a different path 
but i got time to laugh 
the trauma that consumed me i just left it in the past 

now im blinded by the light 
looking for my next fight 
stability’s uncomfortable cause something don’t feel right 

still I cling to the change 
forget how I was chained 
grateful for all the knowledge that i managed to gain 

friends all went separate ways 
memories begin to fade 
the scars on my heart are the only things that fully stayed 

my tears are running dry 
constantly getting high 
they tell me speak my truth but the truths I wanna die

K!LL SW!TCH (prod. Gxm)

Alexithymia
Subclinical deficiency in understanding, processing, or describing emotions
Alexithymia, also called emotional blindness, is a neuropsychological phenomenon characterized by significant challenges in recognizing, expressing, feeling, sourcing, and describing one's emotions. It is associated with difficulties in attachment and interpersonal relations.

ALEXITHYMIA

longing for days that there is no confusion
wrong in my ways for living in delusion 
im such a waste might as well be pollution  
hole in my heart thinks that youre the solution  

times are real tough when I realise I miss u
ive cried so much i ran out of the tissue 
thinking bout that time that i got to kiss you 
you felt so awkward afterwards i did too


I’ve been walking for miles thinking thinking thinking bout youuu
and all you put me through 
and you don’t even have a clue 

time after time I did not learn my lesson 
all that I wanted was your love confession
im in dark place but with you it’s heaven 
don’t need a gun when your heart is the weapon 

chest is so cold all it needs is your warm head 
nights are so lonely when you’re not in my bed 
all that I feel for you I’ve already said 
you’re hearts in pieces then let me be the thread 

I’ve been walking for miles thinking thinking thinking bout youuu
and all you put me through 
and you don’t even have a clue

CLUELESS (prod.7stxrs)

I need you on the nights when im cold and all alone 
locked up in my room just longing for your phone call 
ya phone call 
I want your phone call
the line is stone cold 
done playing solo 

missing u like trees miss their leaves in the winter 
can’t get you out my mind, stuck in me like a splinter 
im pining after u can’t I just be your mr 
deep down in my heart i understand that you still miss her 

my biggest weakness be wear my emotions on my sleeve 
it’s tearing me up inside everytime i watch you leave 
can’t stand when we’re apart your like the air so I can breathe 
I just want your touch without it know im gonna freeze 

your loves a frost 
in it im lost 
but at what cost 
is it my sanity 
won’t you hold hands with me 

I need you on the nights when im cold and all alone 
locked up in my room just longing for your phone call 
ya phone call 
I want your phone call
the line is stone cold 
done playing solo 

writing my heartfelt rhymes for them to just go unrequited 
I hate the way you heat the flame but claim it’s just one sided 
if we have a spark id say takes two of us to light it 
ive fully surrendered my feelings but you still fight it 

now there’s no denying that there’s love between us 
i really like the way we open up on the tweakers 
wanna take a trip just me and u to Venus 
you a blind spot my byakugans weakness

BYAKUGAN (prod.gxm x arson)

it’s summer 25 get ya hands in the air 
make the npcs wanna stop and stare 
can you hear that from bass from the woods over there 
get the mandem together let’s send it yeahhh 

yo fuck off the flashlight 
bring out the laser 
turn up the music 
piss off ya neighbour
pull up to the party w tequila no chaser 
don’t smoke weed but yes I got a paper 
I buy the rounds 
I’ll do it as a favour 
don’t dance to house 
im a drum and bass raver 
me and my crew on our worst behaviour 
pass me the bag fuck the comedown later 

we pop pills at festivals 
wide eyed put on our spectacles 

get down low just like decimals 
3 days no food need vegetables 
we are sesh professionals 
don’t care bout the damn federals 
got drugs drink and high decibels 
and we high up like pedestals 
run this game cleared all levels 
don’t fear pain we’re daredevils 
who needs fame man we’re rebels 
wristbands are our war medals 
got gas not talking pedals 
no beef man we’re all settled 
smoking pot call it kettled 
ski jumps kkkezzled

SENDIT (prod. PapaPedro Beats)

interlude 

yo I guess didn’t kiss you right 
left me all alone after saying you would spend the night 

got my heart strings feeling tight 
can’t escape the situation all that’s  playing on my mind 

now im looking for a brighter light 
one that keeps its glow 
and I know can survive a fight 

was never simple like black and white 
sex made it complex n now your saying that we crossed the line 

but all we need is a little time 
couple weeks couple drinks we’ll be feeling fine 
you’re hearts always got a place in mine 
even though ur distant I’m persistent 
imma play it nice 

made a mistake 
may aswell make it twice 
I miss your face 
laying up next to mine 
this ain’t a race 
but we at the finish line 
took a leap of faith now it’s looking like I’ll pay the price 

interlude 

missing the days when things were easy 
when we saw each other on the weekly 
talk about life ever so freely 
cuddles on the sofa Simpsons on the tv
 
you say it’s me that’s being off with you 
but the bad vibes they often take two 
and I don’t even know now what to do 
cause I’ve never had a love that felt so true 

and i never felt love like me and you 
but its only this love got me feeling blue 
got all your songs playing in my queue 
and all my friends saying imma loose screw

with you am alive but without aint living 
hard to explain feels like im in a prison 
deep down i knew that you felt different 
however much i said you still wouldnt listen

UNREQUITED (prod. gloyo)

when I was kid I thought life was gonna be easy 
why didn’t it turn out like the pictures in the tv 
why did my world turn upside down and just deceive me 
always tried my best it want enough I’m done believing 

so tired of running round and round in circles 
you know wouldn’t be a race without the hurdles 
feel like im loosing air my face is turning purple 
tearing out the pages of the stories in my journals 


missing who i once was 
hating what ive become 
recurring memories haunt me try to forget what ive done

im one wave in the sea 
in the eye of the storm 
this feeling that im drowning is just becoming the norm 

my visions going grey 
denying that I’m gay 
cus in my heart I know that I still want a kid one day 

I’m pushing twenty five 
barely feeling alive 
caught up in these damn cycles all I want is to survive 


when I was kid I thought life was gonna be easy 
why didn’t it turn out like the pictures in the tv 
why did my world turn upside down and just deceive me 
always tried my best it want enough I’m done believing 

so tired of running round and round in circles 
you know wouldn’t be a race without the hurdles 
feel like im loosing air my face is turning purple 
tearing out the pages of the stories in my journals 

my lyrics come from the heart 
and all of my fucked up parts 
precision im playing darts 
prescriptions comin in halves 

keep sayin that lifes a game 
these levels push me to fame 
fake eds will call me insane 
the feds want me stuck in pain 

my journey has gone so far 
from them nights sat in the dark 
lost myself high in my car 
then fell down like im a star 

my stories one of bad luck 
forever changing the book 
i aint no quack aint no duck 
no Im where lightning has struck

DISTORTED FUTURE (prod. Gxm)

FIENIN (prod. 33process x deilas x wiggi)

intro 
“So who are you? Or what are you? Who is it you desire to be or to become ? What makes you, you ?

verse 1
when 19 i got sent to the psychward 
the medication wiped my mind like a white board  theres no telling whats reality or my thoughts 
so they had me sedated and it was by force 

verse 2 
now im at 25 barely feeling alive 
still acting the same n playing the game 
im always chasing highs 
cant do much but survive 
oh im so broke inside 
i hate this broken mind 
just wanna press rewind 

verse 3 
day to day im so stuck in this matrix 
playing on hard mode forgot the basics 
still imma keep it going stepping like asisics 
time flying like 100 on the a6 

verse 4 
ive been falling like the leaves in september 
lost parts of myself i cannot remember 
i got goals but right now im a defender 
im not fighting my problems i just surrender 

interlude 
the concept of identity in and of its self is a pardox one in which those who seek to understand it come find that who the think they are doesent exist”

verse 5 
gotta few loose screws like a dodgy controller 
they call it bipolar just to control ya 
i need my crazy like a car needs a motor 
but meds dampen me like a cup on a coaster

verse 6 
im even confused bout my own sexuality 
at this big age thought by now id have some clarity 
was single most my life will someone ever marry me
im starting to think that the problem is my sanity 
 
outro 
cant think straight 
so lost and broken 
just living a life 
with so much unspoken 
I choke on my tears 
unrequited devotion 
just hoping that one day 
ill be one who is chosen

CHOSEN (prod. kaz)

intro 
nottingham city 
nottingham city
makes me feel alive are you with me 

chorus 
N to the O to the T to the T S 
You know thats my city 
NG8 the ends Aspley 
Born n raised yh thats family 
Smoking trees on stockhill park 
Avoiding black tracks after dark 
Running back home in a hurreh 
When mum says shes cooked a curreh 

verse 1 
Man i miss living back on that estate 
Missing how things were like back in the day 
When i was 18, yh i ran away 
Packed up my bags though i coulda stayed 
Had all of my fam, living in one place 
I had it good, but i wanted change 
I got my license and switched the lane 
yh i was flying but crashed the plane 

build up 
nottingham city 
nottingham city
makes me feel alive are you with me 

chorus 
N to the O to the T to the T S 
You know thats my city 
NG8 the ends Aspley 
Born n raised yh thats family 
Smoking trees on stockhill park 
Avoiding black tracks after dark 
Running back home in a hurreh 
When mum says shes cooked a curreh 

verse 2 
come link me @ left lion 
or that statue called bryan 
robin hood nah thats far 
pints on me at lloyds bar 
after hit up rock city
ha jokes i aint no nitty 
i need to get drunk quickly 
before the rave at billys 

build up 
nottingham city 
nottingham city
makes me feel alive are you with me 

chorus 
N to the O to the T to the T S 
You know thats my city 
NG8 the ends Aspley 
Born n raised yh thats family 
Smoking trees on stockhill park 
Avoiding black tracks after dark 
Running back home in a hurreh 
When mum says shes cooked a curreh

N-O-T-T-S (prod. PapaPedro)

your face has changed but still living the same cycles 
remember that young boy excited to read bibles 
thought he had friends when really they were rivals 
put him through so many tribulations and trials 

it’s been a while, since his last smile 
eyes glazed over lined up single file
he try’s his best always goes the extra mile
sometimes he forgets that he’s nothing but a child 

compares his problems to his peers so his look mild 
when really what he’d been through was actually wild 
the dark chapters of his life he left untitled  overcame it on his own so now he feelsunrivalled 

back in the day he was never one to spiral 
instead he’d pray tell his sins to father Michael 
came out as gay the whole school knew he went viral 
next 4 years he spent fighting for survival 

do you remember eating lunches on your own 
mum paying for credit but having no one to phone 
feeling born to be alone 
waiting for the days when you were finally grown 

well guess, what the day has come 
your 25 now but still feel like a bum 
the dark days are done 
but when I look up at the sky I ain’t seeing no sun

you left school thought you were finally free 
then you had the realisation it was temporary 
there’s always more pain to see 
take what happened back then n times it by 3 

I realise now age is really just a number 
I saw the storm but couldn’t hear the thunder 
im feeling old like imma piece of lumber 
but will i burn or be built that it what i wonder

UNTITLED (prod. zpel)

25 
notts/leeds based 
uk underground experimental rap artist

JINXKST

Popular tracks