august 28, 2020
17 year old me got rejected by her crush and shat her pants

lyrics:

もう一度やった
あんたはあたしの気持ちをいつも弄んだ
だからこれから私の気持ちはもう言わない
私は強い女の子 だからあんたを想うのはやめる

どうでもいい
どうでもいい
どうでもいいからほっといてよ

Good riddance is all I could say to you (x2)
Good riddance is all I could say to you as you turn your back on me and laugh

どうでもいい
どうでもいい
どうでもいいからほっといてよ

Translation:
You did it again
You always played with my fucking feelings
So from now on, I'll stop saying my feelings
I'm a strong girl, so I'll stop thinking about you

It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anymore
It doesn't matter, so fuck off

ほっといてよ

i got better at counting dandelion petals
just like how i got better at saying goodbyes
but no matter how good i get
it’ll never be alright

i don’t want this to end
終わらないで
i don’t want this to end

with your side smile
i’ll get with you again tonight
and drown in your cacao tides
i’ll float every now and then

i don’t want this to end
終わらないで
i don’t want this to end

cacao

Plucking away the vomit colored sunflowers 
sprouting from my gut

Ripping the roots out won’t do me any good
If I continue to feed it blood

But it’s easier said than done
So I continue and continue and continue and continue

And continue and continue and continue 
And stain 
Those sunflowers with a little more apathy than needed
As they wilt
And exit the mouth with sweet nectar full of guilt


それでもそれでもそれでもそれでも
それでも


毎日いつも同じことを見える
何かが変わるという誤った希望位と一緒

himawari overflow

lyrics:

I’m sorry i’m not satisfied with myself
I’m sorry i’m not satisfied with many things

The saddest thing is that you’ve said
I was the most beautiful thing on the earth

The saddest thing is that it’s not enough to convince me 
to not cut myself open with a knife made of rose colored sheets

Rose colored sheets to put on to my
Rose colored glasses to make a
Rose colored world to make a 
Rose colored view of my navy blue sorrows

ごめんね
ごめんね

Cover sheets up, go to sleep and
Cover sheets up, go and dream and
Cover sheets up, float and then get lost

In the sunsets of Lake Murray
I’ll dissolve into a shade of red instead of pink

I’ll be the most beautiful thing on earth
And I hope to see that I’ll see myself as 
beautiful as you see me

Despite being red instead of pink

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