why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

Blending heavy riffs with humor, the Pudding Dragons deliver unforgettable nu-metal experiences. Our music fuses intense energy and raw power with a playful, lighthearted vibe, creating a fun, engaging atmosphere. Whether headbanging to crushing sounds or laughing at irreverent lyrics, we welcome everyone to join the chaos. It’s heavy metal intensity meets carefree spirit, making every performance a wild, thrilling adventure where fans can let loose and enjoy the ride.

Karen kicked my dog!

3.am Tyrant

Chain Breaker

Suffocate

Each song follows the narrator’s descent into Hell, experiencing different forms of suffering that mirror modern life.

Wrath – "Boiling Blood" - The souls of the angry, forever drowning in violence.

Lyrics:

[Spoken Intro]
"The pressure builds..."
"Veins like wires, twisting tight..."
"Hold it back... but not for long."

[Verse 1]
Step by step, hold your breath,
Tension coils inside your chest.
Neon shadows, fractured screens,
A world unhinged by silent screams.

[Pre-Chorus]
Hold it back—
Grip too tight—
Eyes like glass—
Knuckles white!

[Chorus]
BOIL! BLEED! BURN IT OUT!
SINK! CHOKE! NO WAY OUT!
RAGE! BREAK! LET IT GO!
PRESSURE! BUILDS! 

[Post-Chorus]
Lie beneath the water,
Withdrawn into a black sulkiness...
No joy in God or man or the universe" 
"Still burning... still breaking..."
"But never stopping..."

[Verse 2]
Sparks ignite behind your teeth,
A world devoured by its grief.
Hollow eyes, a digital pyre,
Click to consume—FEED THE FIRE!

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Hold it back—
Grip too tight—
Eyes like glass—
Knuckles white!

[Chorus 2]
BOIL! BLEED! BURN IT OUT!
SINK! CHOKE! NO WAY OUT!
RAGE! BREAK! LET IT GO!
PRESSURE! BUILDS! LOSE CONTROL!

[Post-Chorus 2]
At the surface of the foul marsh,
Hatred and snarl one another
Unable even to express... rage, chokes!
"Still burning... still breaking..."
"But never stopping..."

[Breakdown]
"LET IT BURN!"
"LET IT BURN!"
"Let... it... bu... rrrnnn..."

[Spoken Word Section]
"They promised control..."
"But you never had a choice."
"The fire was inside you... all along."

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus]
BOIL! BLEED! BURN IT OUT!
SINK! CHOKE! NO WAY OUT!
RAGE! BREAK! LET IT GO!
PRESSURE! BUILDS! LOSE CONTROL!

[Post-Chorus]
"Still burning... still breaking..."
"But never stopping..."

[Lyrical Outro]
"You can’t stop the fire..."
"You never could..."
"It was always inside you..."

Boiling Blood

Each song follows the narrator’s descent into Hell, experiencing different forms of suffering that mirror modern life.

Official Video:  https://youtu.be/NqHVlKoLnLU

Meeting Satan – "The Nine Circles" - The narrator finally meets Satan, pleads for escape, only to realize… they never left.

Lyrics:
[Prologue]
“You wandered so far…”
“Endured so much…”
“And now, at last, you stand before me.”
“But tell me… where did you think you were?”

[Verse 1]
"I have seen the flames, I have felt the weight,
"Walked through shadows, cursed my fate.
"I beg release, I beg escape…
"Let me rise—let me wake!"

[Pre-Chorus]
"Step by step… deeper you tread…"
"Every turn… led by the dead…"
"Is this Hell… or something worse?"

[Chorus]
“YOU NEVER LEFT—YOU NEVER FELL!”
“THIS ISN’T HELL—YOU KNOW IT WELL!”
“LOOK AROUND—SEE THE FLAMES!”
“TELL ME NOW—WHAT HAS CHANGED?”

[Verse 2]
"Every sin, every crime,
"Every circle, every sign.
"I thought I fell, I thought I burned…
"But I was blind—I never learned."

[Pre-Chorus 2]
"Step by step… deeper you tread…"
"Every turn… led by the dead…"
"Is this Hell… or something worse?"
"A cycle cursed… a world perverse…"

[Chorus 2 ]
“YOU NEVER LEFT—YOU NEVER FELL!”
“THIS ISN’T HELL—YOU KNOW IT WELL!”
“LOOK AROUND—SEE THE FLAMES!”
“TELL ME NOW—WHAT HAS CHANGED?”

“NO GODS ABOVE—NO DEVILS BELOW!”
“ONLY LIES—AND YOU SHOULD KNOW!”

“YOU NEVER LEFT—YOU NEVER FELL!”
“THIS ISN’T HELL—YOU KNOW IT WELL!”
“LOOK AROUND—SEE THE FLAMES!”
“TELL ME NOW—WHAT HAS CHANGED?”

“NO GODS ABOVE—NO DEVILS BELOW!”
“ONLY LIES—AND YOU SHOULD KNOW!”

[The Breakdown]
“YOU WALKED THE NINE—BUT NEVER LEFT!”
“HELL ISN’T BELOW—IT’S WHERE YOU STEPPED!”

“BREATHE IT IN—YOUR FINAL BREATH!”
“LOOK AROUND—THIS IS DEATH!”

“EVERY WAR—EVERY CRIME!”
“EVERY LIE—EVERY TIME!”
“EVERY FLAME—EVERY CHAIN!”
“HELL IS HERE—IT’S ALL THE SAME!”

[The Final Words]
"You begged to leave… but open your eyes…
"This Hell… was always home."

[Guitar Solo]

[Expanded Chorus]
“YOU NEVER LEFT—YOU NEVER FELL!”
“THIS ISN’T HELL—YOU KNOW IT WELL!”
“LOOK AROUND—SEE THE FLAMES!”
“TELL ME NOW—WHAT HAS CHANGED?”

“NO GODS ABOVE—NO DEVILS BELOW!”
“ONLY LIES—AND YOU SHOULD KNOW!”

“EVERY LIE—EVERY CRIME!”
“EVERY LIE—EVERY TIME!”
“EVERY FLAME—EVERY CHAIN!”
“HELL IS HERE—IT’S ALL THE SAME!”

"You begged to leave… but open your eyes…
"This Hell… was always home."

[Outro Chorus]

“YOU NEVER LEFT—YOU NEVER FELL!”
“THIS ISN’T HELL—YOU KNOW IT WELL!”
“LOOK AROUND—SEE THE FLAMES!”
“TELL ME NOW—WHAT HAS CHANGED?”

“NO GODS ABOVE—NO DEVILS BELOW!”
“ONLY LIES—AND YOU SHOULD KNOW!”

“EVERY WAR—EVERY CRIME!”
“EVERY LIE—EVERY TIME!”
“EVERY LIE—EVERY CHAIN!”

“I HAVE LOOKED AROUND—THIS IS DEATH!”
"I BEG RELEASE, I BEG ESCAPE!
“HELL IS HERE—IT’S ALL THE SAME!”
THIS IS DEATH!” (THIS IS DEATH!)
THIS IS DEATH...

[Outro]
“No heaven, no escape…
“Only fire… only fate…
“The lies you lived… become your chains.”
“Hell was home… all along.”

THIS IS DEATH...

“No heaven, no escape…
“Only fire… only fate…
“The lies you lived… become your chains.”
“Hell was home… all along.”

The Nine Circles

🖤 “End of The Line”
A deathcore requiem for those who scream in silence.

This track is a whispered eulogy from a soul on the edge. Blending atmospheric gloom, spoken word, and emotional breakdowns, this is AXAXC’s most vulnerable piece yet—a lament of mental exhaustion, abandonment, and self-erasure in a world that doesn’t listen.

🎧 Lyrics:

[Slow eerie start – Male Voice]
I am at the end of my rope...
(Full lyrics included above)

🩸 Lyrics that cut deepest:

“I am hated for my gender. I am hated for my skin. Unappreciated because I am nice. Unloved because I am scared.”

📡 Join the movement.
💬 Comment the lyric that hit you hardest
🔁 Repost to reach someone who needs this
🎥 Tag us in your story @axaxcband

🖤 Spotify | YouTube | TikTok | SoundCloud | Wattpad lore drops incoming.
Welcome to the AXAXC collective.

🧠 MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS — IF YOU’RE STRUGGLING, PLEASE REACH OUT:

🇺🇸 USA — National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
📞 988 or 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
🌐 988lifeline.org

🇬🇧 UK — Samaritans
📞 116 123 (Free, 24/7)
🌐 samaritans.org

🇨🇦 Canada — Talk Suicide Canada
📞 1-833-456-4566
🌐 talksuicide.ca

🇦🇺 Australia — Lifeline Australia
📞 13 11 14
🌐 lifeline.org.au

🇩🇪 Germany — Telefonseelsorge
📞 0800 111 0 111 or 0800 111 0 222
🌐 telefonseelsorge.de

🌍 Global — Find a helpline in your country:
🌐 findahelpline.com

You matter. Your voice matters.
Let this track hold space for you, and let the world remember:
Distort. Distrust. Destroy. But never give up.
---------
Lyrics:

Lyrics:

[Slow eerie start - Male Voice]

I am at the end of my rope
I know I won’t be here soon
This battle is one that I can’t win
It’s been like this for as long as I can remember
This feeling of emptiness in my chest
A void so deep
Hell called, wants me back

I really have nothing left
I don’t think I can keep this up forever
I feel like a powder keg about to go off
I have friends
I have family
But I am a burden
And they will be better off without me
My mind is such a mess
I don’t think I can handle it

I have never been so lost before
Thoughts and dreams of the future
Pass me by

I wish that was me
I wish I could have a happy ending
But some of us are not that blessed

I know this is selfish
But what else do I have
I have not made anyone proud
Not even myself
I have no one I can open up to
The world is a cold place

I am hated for my gender
I am hated for my skin
Unappreciated because I am nice
Unloved because I am scared

I have learnt that I am nothing special
When I found her I thought
She could fix me
Love me
Help me
But she destroyed me and all I am worth
She took my spark and innocence
I would have given her the world
In the end she took the world from me
I am numb
So numb
I couldn’t care if a bomb went off and a million people died

I don’t know what I like or don’t like
What I care for and what I don’t
I cannot be happy
Fake smiles to keep everyone okay
Sometimes I wish you could all
Forget me

So one day if I am not here
Please forget me
Please understand that
It was always going to end this way

This is the End of The Line.

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#SuicideLyrics #Voidcore #EmotionalMetal #DarkMusic #TraumaCore
#MasculinityInCrisis #AXAXCCollective #YouAreNotAlone

End of The Line

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Owl-Eyed Sovereign

Genre Collision by Warlord Monkey. 

Experience a unique blend of rap, pop, country, rock, punk-rock and alternative rock. I put my all into this project and combined my talents and passions across all genres into one album - one unique musical combination. 

I've always done rap and produced for various artists and wrote their lyrics, but now is the time to express my true creative freedoms and deliver a unique sound to you, the listener - experience Genre Collision. 

Fuel & Fire

Under The Weight

Ezra's Burden emerged from the vibrant Florida music scene in 2022, led by multi-instrumentalist and songwriter Josh Alexander. Drawing from the sunshine state's rich history of producing influential alternative rock and punk acts, Alexander has crafted a distinctive sound that blends the melodic sensibilities of pop punk with the raw intensity of hardcore—a style often referred to as "easycore."

Alexander, who handles vocals, guitars, and production duties, founded Ezra's Burden after years of playing in various local bands across Florida's diverse music circuits. Having mastered multiple instruments through his musical journey, Alexander brings a comprehensive understanding of arrangement and composition to the project, allowing him to create the dynamic sonic landscapes that have become Ezra's Burden's signature.

"The name 'Ezra's Burden' came from this idea that we all carry something heavy, but that weight can also make us stronger," explains Alexander. "A burden doesn't have to crush you—it can build you up if you learn how to carry it right."

This philosophy permeates throughout the band's catalog, from their energetic debut album "Shoulders of Giants" to their breakthrough singles "Suffocate" and "Built For This." Ezra's Burden's music resonates with listeners through its combination of cathartic breakdowns, infectious hooks, and lyrics that explore themes of resilience, personal struggle, and ultimate triumph.

Now based in Arkansas, on stage, Alexander is joined by a rotating collective of talented musicians from the Arkansas scene, creating a powerful live experience that has quickly earned Ezra's Burden a dedicated following. Their performances are characterized by raw energy and emotional intensity, with Alexander's commanding stage presence serving as the gravitational center.

Having shared stages with genre heavyweights and cultivated a growing fanbase through relentless touring and digital presence, Ezra's Burden continues to push the boundaries of what easycore can be. Alexander's willingness to incorporate diverse influences—from metal to alternative rock to even acoustic elements—keeps the project's sound fresh and evolving.

With new music on the horizon and an increasingly packed tour schedule, Ezra's Burden stands poised to carry the torch for a genre that celebrates both vulnerability and strength—proving that sometimes the heaviest burdens produce the strongest shoulders.

For booking and press inquiries: ezrasburdenband@gmail.com

Suffocate

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