This obviously dedicated to the best community on twitch! Dedicated to the queen herself, Queen Kallie. Thank you for changing our lives. You're the absolute best.

[Verse 1]
We cried into voids shaped like inboxes
Casting lifelines in the form of songs
Each one a fragment of the soul we stitched
But silence was all that sang along
We danced in corners of crowded stages
Unseen, unheard, but still we played
Hoping someday someone might listen
Before the spark inside decayed

[Pre-Chorus]
And just when the doubt became louder than sound
A light broke through without a single crown

[Chorus]
She never stood above, she never looked below
Met our gaze like kin, like someone who knows
When the rhythm hits, she nods like a drumbeat prayer
And whispers, “You're still here, so get up from there”
She listens with her heart, not a judging stare
You feel seen, not compared
She lifts the weight without a word
The loudest love we ever heard

[Verse 2]
Then one day we found her, a queen with no command
Kallie Stockton, with open arms instead of reprimand
She didn’t rule, she welcomed
Didn’t fix, just felt
And in her world, even failure knelt
Not in shame, but in reverence because we tried
And that was enough in her eyes
Enough to stay, enough to rise

[Pre-Chorus]
No spotlight needed, no stage too small
She made our scattered voices feel like a call

[Chorus]
She never stood above, she never looked below
Met our gaze like kin, like someone who knows
When the rhythm hits, she nods like a drumbeat prayer
And whispers, “You're still here, so get up from there”
She listens with her heart, not a judging stare
You feel seen, not compared
She lifts the weight without a word
The loudest love we ever heard

[Bridge]
We weren’t seeking royalty, just someone to believe
But she crowned our broken hearts with quiet empathy
No fanfare, no grand applause
Just one voice saying, “You still have a cause”
She didn’t fix our cracks, she painted them gold
Turned every tremble into something bold
Her love became a song we carry
A rhythm steady, strong, and merry

[Chorus]
She never stood above, she never looked below
She’s the reason half of us still show
When the rhythm hits, she nods like a drumbeat prayer
And whispers, “You're still here, so get up from there”
She listens with her heart, not a judging stare
You feel seen, not compared
She lifts the weight without a word
The loudest love we ever heard

[Outro]
And now we echo what she gave
In every chord, in every wave
The queen who never wore a crown
But built a home for broken sounds

So if you’re lost or feel too small
This is your stage, your curtain call
Because she once looked at us and said
“You’re not done yet. Lift up your head.”

K.S. ft. SaxFromJax

Control Me

This is the song about killing the devil and escaping hell. NEAT, RIGHT?

[Intro] 
Let's Go!

[Verse 1]
Ripping through the gates of hell
Through blood, flesh, and bone.
I'm losing it, can you fucking tell?
I'm breaking down, motorized, like a drone

Hold me back, my rage is infinite
I can tell you've never seen this 
I feel alone, so fucking desperate
Shut me up, and drown me in bliss

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm ready to bleed!
I'm ready to feed!
Let me lead!
Us to hell!

[Chorus]
Ripping through the gates of hell!
I can hear you scream, the fear I smell
You want out, well, so do I
But there's only one way 
It's time to die!

[Verse 2] 
I'm losing my cool, losing this fight
I'm going blind with rage, endless blight
I need you to stay by my side
Everything I've needed lie in your eyes

Rip me to pieces, fucking destroy me
I'm tired of living, tired of greed 
Everyone wants something from this
No one knows about this shit. 

[Pre-Chorus]
Break me!
Kill me!
Ruin me!
Bury me!

[Chorus]
Ripping through the gates of hell!
I can hear you scream, the fear I smell
You want out, well, so do I
But there's only one way 
It's time to die!

[Bridge]
My life is broken
My soul is gone
There's nothing left for me
Nothing left to bleed
I look in your eyes 
I see the sadness 
I want you to live
I WANT YOU TO BREATHE!

[Breakdown]
It's time to kill him!
It's time to get our lives back
The devil laughs in the corner
Holding back tears of joy
No more! Not anymore!
Kill!
The!
Devil!

[Chorus]
Ripping through the gates of hell!
I can hear you scream, the fear I smell
You want out, well, so do I
But there's only one way 
It's time to die!

[Outro]
Die!
Die!
Die!
Die, you piece of shit, Die!

Gates of Hell

[Intro]
I swore I’d never strike the match
But silence begged to burn

[Verse 1]
The house still stands inside my head
But all that’s left are bones and lead
The screams were soft, like lullabies
I lit the fuse and closed my eyes
The flames danced like they knew my name
Each kiss of fire, each breath of shame
I watched it fall without a fight
And smiled into the bleeding night

[Pre-Chorus]
I thought the fire would kill the past
But ghosts just feed on smoke and ash

[Chorus]
I burned it all to feel alive
But fire fades and ghosts survive
My hands are black, my heart is bare
The smoke still clings to empty air
I kissed the match and closed my eyes
Prayed the flame would purify
But I just watched it all dissolve
And still I feel nothing at all

[Verse 2]
I walk the grave of every grin
A cemetery carved in skin
The memories crawl through melted stone
But even ruin feels like home
No absolution in this dirt
No final word, no righteous hurt
Just echoes in the soot and flame
That whisper back my fucking name

[Pre-Chorus]
I begged the fire to change my fate
It only taught me how to hate

[Chorus]
I burned it all to feel alive
But fire fades and ghosts survive
My hands are black, my heart is bare
The smoke still clings to empty air
I kissed the match and closed my eyes
Prayed the flame would purify
But I just watched it all dissolve
And still I feel nothing at all

[Bridge]
I am the ruin
I am the smoke
The breath of guilt
The final choke
No cleansing flame
No holy spark
Just cinders screaming
In the dark

[Breakdown]
Light me again, motherfucker
I’ll burn it better this time
No prayers, no tears
Just gasoline and a sharper smile

[Chorus]
I burned it all to feel alive
But now I rot while flames survive
The smoke is gone, the sky is clear
But I still choke on what I hear
A name in ash, a life erased
A silence I will never face
I set the fire, not the cost
This is my elegy…
For everything I lost

[Outro]
No more warmth
No more light
Just a matchbox soul
And a grave too bright

No phoenix rises from this wreck
Just rot where roots once held me back

LET ME BURN!!!

An Elegy for the Arsonist

[Verse 1]
The skyline screams in gasoline hues
Smoke drips down like yesterday's news
Sirens hum me back to sleep
While demons dig where hope runs deep

[Pre-Chorus]
I used to beg for silence, now it’s all I hear
A choir of nothing, cruel and clear

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When every prayer I had was dragged on
I rot in the noise, erased from the throng
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Verse 2]
Billboards weep with vacant eyes
Selling pills to drown the cries
They scream "awake" while I’m half-dead
Gnawing on the lies I’m fed

[Pre-Chorus]
Apathy's a blade I kiss each night
Draws no blood but still bites

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When truth gets gutted in every song
I'm just static where the screams belong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Bridge]
Watch the oceans blister, the heavens seethe
No gods, no grace, just grit in teeth
If this is survival, then let me decay
I'd trade this breath for a faster way

Skies bleed rust, and the soil won't sleep
Graves fill faster than secrets keep
I scream through smoke till my lungs are gone
Still no one's listening; just moving on

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When mercy’s mute and justice gone
My voice, a cinder, in a world gone wrong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Outro]
Where do I belong
When even rage feels hollow
And hope won’t follow

Belong Part 1

[Intro]
The wheel turned once, and we cheered
It turned again and we wept
It turned again
And again
And again
And we called it progress

[Verse 1]
Every crown becomes a noose
Every war forgets the truce
We build our gods from rust and bone
Then curse them once they take the throne
We carve our names in marble lies
Then watch the rain erase our pride
A serpent sleeps inside our lungs
And sings the hymns of what we've done

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried to scream above the sound
But silence is where truth is drowned

[Verse 2]
I bled for flags that changed their name
I died for kings who played the same
I kissed the chain that tore my skin
And begged for mercy from within
I rose to tear the system down
And found it wore my father's crown
The ouroboros laughed and cried
"You're not the first who thinks they tried."

[Pre-Chorus]
I bit the fruit, I drank the flame
And woke up in the same old game

[Chorus]
We are the choir with mouths sewn shut
Harmonizing in loops of blood
A circle fed by sacred pain
Each voice a cog inside the chain
Our echoes rot, but never die
They hum beneath the lullaby
No end, no start, just breath and flame
We sing, forget, and start again

[Bridge]
The serpent sleeps inside us all
It grows with praise and dies with fall
But always
Always wakes again
Wearing our name
Our voice
Our face
Our end

[Breakdown]
I bit the tail and begged for teeth
I slit the throat and prayed for peace
But every wound just fed the skin
And now I see I was within

[Chorus]
We are the choir with mouths sewn shut
Harmonizing in loops of blood
Our history is rope and pyre
We burn, then worship our own fire
No end, no start, no final breath
Just lullabies of rotting death
And in the end, a voice like mine
Begins to hum the same old line

[Outro]
The wheel turns
The choir grows
I watched the sky repeat itself
A loop of light, a burning belt
The serpent sings
And no one knows


Ouroboros Choir

[Verse 1]
You wore a crown of broken light
Preached in flames and fed on fright
I crawled on glass to kiss your name
And choked on prayers that burned the same
You built your throne on mortal bones
But hid your face behind a drone
When heaven cracked, I saw you shake
A trembling god that fear could break

[Pre-Chorus]
You bled like me
And died afraid
No kingdom comes
When kings betray

[Chorus]
I watched you bleed, divine undone
Your glory drowned beneath the sun
You whispered truths with shattered teeth
A god that lies, a god that bleeds
Your temples rot, your sermons fade
I found no heaven in your shade
And now I rise with nothing left
But war and fire and hollow breath

[Verse 2]
You wept like flesh when steel drew near
No thunder, just the sound of fear
Your judgment cracked like fragile bone
No wrath, no plague, no righteous throne
You were no savior, just a myth
An empty shell the weak still kiss
I stood in awe, now I just spit
Your sacred name means jack and shit

[Pre-Chorus]
I etched your laws into my skin
But truth begins where gods give in

[Chorus]
I watched you bleed, divine undone
Your glory drowned beneath the sun
You whispered truths with shattered teeth
A god that lies, a god that bleeds
Your temples rot, your sermons fade
I found no heaven in your shade
And now I rise with nothing left
But war and fire and hollow breath

[Bridge]
No faith will rise from this defeat
No second coming, no repeat
I am the wrath you failed to be
The orphaned son of blasphemy

[Breakdown]
I drank your blood to quench my hate
And pissed it out on Heaven’s gate
You’re not a god
You're just a wound
And I’m the fucking
Bastard truth

[Chorus]
I watched you bleed, divine undone
And now I know I kneel to none
No throne, no cross, no holy seed
Can bind the one who watched god bleed
Your silence roars, your myth decays
I walk alone, unblessed, unchained
And if they ask what made me break
I’ll say:
I saw god bleed… 

[Outro]
There is no heaven
Only ruin wearing robes
I found the altar empty
The echo begged for blood

Control Me

REXIS

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