lava

a song to listen to while killing yourself

DIE FOR ME (FT. TXKKA)

im not real
i try, so hard
i dont care
let me hate myself
i hate myself

i hurt so bad
feel so fake
sorry im a mistake
hate myself
and trapped in doubt
filled my heart with sorrow

(and i)

looking at myself
i hate the way i look (fuck)
shattered mirrors on the wall

(everything is gone, goodbye)

i miss, myself

don't call me (ft. tommy blve x txkka)

tortured soul
what you know about me?
headless crow
didn't wanna run, what you want from me
i dont even know why you talk to me
who would fucking love me
who would fucking know me
who would wanna be around me
why am i like this?
why cant i be fucking happy?

(what makes him different
why am i never good enough
why am i never good enough)

how much more can i take

lets lay together in this empty grave
sorry for last night i tend to snap
cant control my emotions
engraving my name in your skin

theres no fun in burying your corpse
six feet under i held the fucking torch
im in your walls
im in your head
everytime you lie, it dont matter, it dont matter, it dont matter
everytime you cry, dead girl, dead girl, dead girl

im just an actor in your shitty little game
drown me away
she said she would hold me close now she dead
drown me away

cutting my wrists
its the only way i cope
burning my skin
theres nothing left to hold

barreling down in the depths of darkness
holding my heart in your hands im heartless
you took it all away from me i dont care
cause your fucking useless you have none to spare
i would bury myself if i fucking could
i would put myself in my grave if i could
erase all these memories
cause i know they aint coming back

dead girl

im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

https://soundcloud.com/11kxtamine : 1st vocals
2nd vocals : me
prod. me

#44angelz

go home

go home; ft. kxtamine

guitars by wraith falls
https://soundcloud.com/wraith-falls/clement-inclemency

that night

wither

help me please ☟︎☜︎☹︎🏱︎ ❍︎♏︎ 🏱︎●︎☜︎✌︎💧︎☜︎

prod. whitecxffin x lava

lyrics:

just want to escape this fucking pain
just want someone to show an ounce of change
nothing ever seems to go my way
fight it in this bottle of endless drink
failing everything, cant you see that?
fill my cup until i can see black

EVERYTHING HURTING ME NOW
OCD RUNS SO DEEP IN ME CANT YOU FUCKING SEE?
CUT MYSELF JUST TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT ME
DROWN MY SORROWS IN THIS BOTTLE 
JUST WANTED TO FEEL ALRIGHT
YOU WENT SO FAR
LETHARGIC EMBELLISHED OBJECTS
I PUT MY SOUL IN THIS
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU

2much + @whitecxffin

faith's winter.. её зима ушла

crowlyyy - now we cry remix


and i dont even feel like myself
f ing up my health
been too long since i cried out for help
theres something wrong with all my energy
and i just long what you said to me
i cant see myself in the mirror no more
all these scars that i told yout hat f i tore

something wrong w my energy (crowlyyy remix)

nazis are just people who want to feel power, because theyre all fucking weak

FUCK NAZIS

Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

https://soundcloud.com/deletedownload

lava

The Universe