I really enjoyed listening to this..very retro but so good. Well done 👏

Well, I'm far too gone for any social please
And I crushed the odds but I'm far from free
Gotta find a way to sustain
This numb feeling cause' it's always

In my head again
when I'm feeling this adrenaline
Of the whiskey that's been kickin' in
I hope that this will never end, I said
In my head again
When the problems started from within
And the truth begins a sinkin' in
I'm beggin' please just make this end, yeah

OH! I gotta feel it, getting near it all
Opened up a void that was a hole
Pour it down until it warms the soul
Gotta feel it, getting near it all

Feeling far too gone for any 'socialing'
And I'm way too young to have this disease
So you think I'm wrong? Let me tell you right
How I've all but won this fight

In my head again
when I'm feeling this adrenaline
Of the whiskey that's been kickin' in
I hope that this will never end, I said
In my head again
When the problems started from within
And the truth begins a sinkin' in
I'm beggin' please just make this end, yeah

OH! I gotta feel it, getting near it all
Opened up a void that was a hole
Pour it down until it warms the soul
Gotta feel it, getting near it all (x2)

Far Too Gone

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This song is a great guitar & drum composition, emotional melodic latin jazz. The guitar player, Adrian Aguiar is a young Cuban guitarist influenced by jazz, classical music, bossa nova, and Cuban and Latin music genres. Drummer, Fabio Abreu is 16 years old prominent from a large dynasty of cuban drummers.  The sounds of the guitar are exquisitely accomplished with the delicatessen of the drums.

Té Violeta

Adrian Aguiar,  Fabio Abreu - Té Violeta

Sure, I know we’re miles apart. Yes, I know, it broke your heart.
Were we wrong to even start, or was it worth the effort that it took?
We were young, we thought we knew just enough to get us through.
There were scares, we had a few, but we always played it by the book.
But we both know the love we had is dying.
I don’t care, I still believe in trying.

It was easy way back then, what we didn’t understand
Just how hard it is to plan for a future with unlimited subplots.
Still we thought we had it made, after all the price we paid
We assumed it’d never fade, sometimes warm, but most times burning hot
But we both know the love we had is dying.
I don’t care, I still believe in trying.

Falling in love doesn’t take much effort.
Just one look, sometimes that’s enough.
I saw you, I believed you saw me too.
Maybe not enough to fall in love.

Speculation ends right here, let me make it crystal clear.
Of all the things that I hold dear, the love I have for you is at the top.
Lovers come and lovers go, jump in deep or take it slow.
I believe we already know this is not a love that can be easily stopped.
But we both know the love we had is dying.
I don’t care, I still believe in trying.

I Still Believe (In Trying)

Music Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRrVuacf0xo
Lyrics of the song
https://www.lyrics.com/sublyric/187678/DJ+Voxelium/Dreams+Of+Youth

This version is written in retro style. Tribute to the great Marilyn Monroe

Dreams Of Youth

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Dreams of Youth (Monroe Version)

🎭 A Dream Worth Breaking 
“Not Zaun. Not vengeance. Not even freedom. Just her.”

Step into the smoke and sorrow of Arcane’s darkest lullaby. "A Dream Worth Breaking" is a cinematic, emotionally raw confessional ballad sung from the aching heart of Silco — not as a Revolutionary but as a father.

Blending haunting piano, electric cello, and ambient industrial textures, this track spirals from whispered grief to orchestral catharsis. Inspired by the hidden backstory of Felicia — Vi and Powder’s mother — this song reframes Zaun’s rebellion as a vow born of love, not just revolution.

But when that vow collides with the broken child Silco raises as his own, the dream shatters. And in the shards, he finds something more powerful than power: a reason to stop fighting. A reason to hold on.

🩸 From ghostly female echoes of “Powder” to the swelling chorus where Silco trades war cries for lullabies, this is a farewell to an old  promise and a tribute to a daughter who became the dream,His Legacy,His Daughter

✨ For fans of emotional storytelling, cinematic soundscapes, and characters too broken not to love.

#Arcane #Jinx #Silco #Zaun #OneHandedComposer #EmotionalEpic #FatherDaughter #SoundtrackForTears #CinematicPop #AestheticDespair 
✨LYRICS BELOW✨
Lyrics – A Dream Worth Breaking
Silco’s confessional to the only vow he ever meant to keep.

You made us promise in the dark
Said you couldn’t raise her in the smog.
"You're not allowed to fail again,"
That vow was more than just a joke.
We took the weight, two broken men…
But I walked the fire alone again.
With every drop they bled from Zaun,
I swore to burn the world to right that wrong.

I carried your ghost like a knife,
Cut the air with speeches, sold my soul to strife.
Painted freedom in Shimmer and blood,
Told myself the ends were worth what they’d become.

Then I found her in the rain.
Tears that matched my soot and flame.
Arms around me, frail and bruised—
Powder, little girl I couldn't lose.

And everything changed.
She cracked the iron in my chest.
No longer chasing flags or flame—
She became my breath.
Not Zaun, not war, not even pride.
Just keep her safe, just keep her alive.
The dream I once set cities on fire to reach
Now cried in my arms on that rusted bridge.

I wore my mask before the crowd,
Spoke in steel and rage out loud.
But in the dark, I watched her sleep,
Listened to the chaos buried deep.
And tried to be the father I never had,
Teaching strength the only way I could stand.

They called me monster, zealot, ghost…
But I dropped it all when she needed me most.
That day her blood met Piltover’s rain,
I didn’t see a soldier, only pain.
And I knew—oh, I knew right then:
She wasn’t my weapon or a tool…
She was the end.
I felt like a fool.

And everything changed.
She cracked the warlord into dust.
Zaun could burn, I'd let it rust
If she would breathe, if she would trust.
No more crusade, no more command—
Just hold her hand, just hold her hand.
Not victory, not power, not flame…
Just the sound of her voice saying my name.

Don’t cry... you’re perfect.
Even in chaos, even in pain.
You’re the song, the dream, my legacy.
Don’t cry... you’re perfect.
Perfect...
My dream, my legacy…
My daughter.

Dream Worth Breaking

2025 05 11 Song 1113

RepostExchange Pop / Rock Charts highest position #25 (2025 05 23)

Stupidity – the new status symbol

Kiera Starr’s latest single ‘Broken Hearted’ marks the third official single from her upcoming sophomore album ‘Through My Eyes’. 

Following the release of the first two singles ‘Motel Whore’ & ‘The Great Depression’ which follow a more rock influenced sound, ‘Broken Hearted’ follows the Pop genre she is known best for. 

The self written, and self produced track, discusses topics of heartbreak, and realising a relationship isn’t working. “The song is pretty much about coming to terms with the fact that the relationship isn’t working. It also shows that the relationship wasn’t meant to be as we are polar opposites. We hurt each other, we drain each other mentally”.

Broken Hearted

legenden

denn legenden können sich nicht selber schreiben.
denn legenden können sich nicht selber schreiben.

ist es wie eine party,
 wenn wir uns wiedersehen ?
oder wird es mehr weil wir uns gut verstehen?
oder weniger, weil  draussen mit uns so viel passiert?
oder ist es einfach gut, wie es jetzt funktioniert?

wir brauchen geld, gegen die welt.
denn das was zählt, ist nicht das was gefällt, 
mittendrin gibt es sonne, sonne  oder regen, 
zischt es durch trifft es alle, jede  oder jeden.
geht die reise weiter, dann nicht die gleiche leiter. 
denn für das death valley gibt es keine reisebegleiter
jetzt ist  klar, ich glaub du weisst noch wie es war, 
in dieser geisterbahn auf eigene gefahr.

denn legenden können sich nicht selber schreiben,
müssen sie selber bleiben,
sie müssen sich entscheiden, 
müssen sich entscheiden.
ah hahaaa

denn legenden können sich nicht selber schreiben,
sie müssen sie selber bleiben,
sie müssen sich entscheiden, 
müssen sich entscheiden.
ah hahaaa

denn legenden können nicht sich selber schreiben,
müssen sie selber bleiben,
 müssen sich entscheiden, 
müssen sich entscheiden.
ah hahaaa


kolkhorst 2025

legenden

She smiled a smile that can break you.
She breathed in, and I lost my breath.
Her eyes saw everything. 

She heard, she heard what I’m saying. 
She spoke out, and my ears were listening. 
Her voice gave way to wind, at one, the two of them 

She dreamed, but I was not sleeping.
She felt, but I was just numb.
Was she even real, the way she made me feel? 	

Her skin looked to me to be as a pearl. She seldom looked my way
And I can still remember - 

She hoped, but I lacked ambition.
She spoke, I covered my mouth. 
So much I want to say, but words got in the way, but I said them anyway.  



She Smiled

“What If” is a guitar-driven ballad about impossible truths, quiet hope, and the courage to speak what no one believes. Two guitars, soft drums, and one unanswered question: what if…?

What if

where grace once fell

1992-1998 DJ in night clubs
1998 - 2013 songwriter, musical producer, sound engineer on TV
2013 - 2024 3D generalist, game developer
2024 - Resuming career as songwriter and DJ

Dreams of Youth (Monroe Version)

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