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Lyrics and vocal by Tatyana Zotova.
Music and vocal by Oleg Shlykov.
Arrange and mixing by Oleg Andreev.
Trombone solo by Evgeny Belin.
Photo by Alexey Zotov.

Успокаивающий блюз (Blues Duet)

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If not feeling particularly terrific, maybe something like this may help you to feel a little less alone in those moments.  It's really just about some of those thoughts we sometimes, or always, struggle to let go of.  A reflection on self-fulfilling prophecies, in some respects, too much focus on the negative, and similar treasures!

I wrote this when I was 22, 21 years ago.  Adjusted the lyrics a little bit, but only a  tiny bit (extra verse too), but was still quite surprised by them ahead of the tweak, and also sad to find myself relating to these lyrics nearly 22 years later. 

Production wise, regards mastering, I like this in my headphones, but don't like it so much played through my speakers. Needs a tweak at least.  

Lyrics

You don’t know what it’s like for me
Always trapped inside my head
I'm not even old but I’m dead
Don’t know how I survive going to bed

Quick little fixes from time to time
Mean nothing to my mind, my soul
I’m not even old but I’m dead
So far away in my head

Can’t keep giving my life away
Fallin’ to pieces day by day

It’s in my blood
It’s in my blood
It’s in my blood
Everything I’ve touched
Everything I’ve Loved
It all get’s dead
It all get’s painted red

Every time I try to hide, something 
Get’s me trapped inside my head 
Can’t seem to be heard like I’m dead
I feel like I’m cold, inside my bed

Everything I seem to like flips a 
Switch inside my mind love comes
To take my breath, I feel dead
The things I have hang by a thread

Can’t keep giving my life away
Falling to pieces day by day

It’s in my blood
It’s in my blood
It’s in my blood
Everything gets cursed
Everything I love
It all get’s red

It’s in my blood
It’s in my blood
It’s in my blood
Everything I’ve touched
Everything I’ve Loved
It all get’s dead
It all get’s painted red

Red (2002)

Part 2 of a fictional live set in an open space... say, a café. I don't have any hardware, just a laptop. if I did, and I could play impromptu gigs, it might sound a bit like this...

oh... and I'll have the eggs benedub, please.

Part 2 [Sunday Brunch Dub]

Destination Synth City

Session 2

Time to Mend

https://madrigalmusick.bandcamp.com/track/assimilation

Assimilation

Pedro Duarte improvised a piano part, Wilhelm Matthies added a mosesa part and mixed.

From the fields where we feel secure (Duarte, keyboard, Matthies, mosesa, mixing)

In-Game track from the Atari ST monochrome resolution game "Whack A Virus!"
Originally released at Sommarhack 2020
YM2149 (3 channels PSG)
The game can be downloaded here: demozoo.org/productions/280741/

Whack A Virus! (Game Soundtrack)

Whack A Virus! - In-Game

Demoscene and game music compositions, mostly on Atari ST (YM2149 soundchip).

You can also check the Youtube link here, for a video playlist of demos and games featuring more of my music, as well as tracks played in tracker and other forms of music visualization.

Whack A Virus! - In-Game

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