The Truman Show

almost an album

I cant help it when I snap it’s like I’m goin insane
Like u could never understand what’s goin on in my brain
It’s been a minute why the fuck I really thought that I changed
I thought that I was gettin better but I’m still just the same
x2

I don’t wanna be the same don’t wanna push u away
But I don’t blame u if u tell me that u don’t wanna stay
I got some issues even tho it’s no longer every day
But I convince myself that everyone just wanna betray me 
I don’t wanna hate me 
But I don’t like me lately 
Really think that I’m crazy
It’s like somethin takes me
And fucks with my psyche
And tells me no one around me really likes me

I cant help it when I snap it’s like I’m goin insane
Like u could never understand what’s goin on in my brain
It’s been a minute why the fuck I really thought that I changed
I thought that I was gettin better but I’m still just the same
x2

U could hate me
Try not to love me
U could never save me
I just need a hug please
Someone come wake me
From this fuckin nightmare
I don’t mean no harm
Yeah I only wanna play fair

I cant help it when I snap it’s like I’m goin insane
Like u could never understand what’s goin on in my brain
It’s been a minute why the fuck I really thought that I changed
I thought that I was gettin better but I’m still just the same
x2

thought i changed (prod. johnnyfriend)

killing me slowly (prod yungspoiler)

Cursive.

Do You? (Cigarettes)

Driving With My Eyes Closed

Lies I’ve told myself since you left

your green eyes

BOYSDONTCRY

Codependent

i wish that i was alright  thanks for asking

thanks for asking

im a serial second guesser so thats why we'll never be anything.

serial second guesser

i won't ever try again

pack a day

cya l8r

cinnamon whiskey

vivid daydreams

it's so cold today

Preaching to the choir

best party ever ft. pinky (sub bean every day by worst party ever cover)

my own weapon

truman

truman (voice memo)

my own weapon (voice memo)

i hate looking at myself - doan x tommy ragen

steadily getting better

stop

Are You Sane?

your hair still covers my bed

POS (let me show you)

i'm tired of wishing that things will ever change

jenny's got a list of red flags

I woke up and you said to come over 
 Just gimme a sec 
I just can’t do it sober 
so I smoked a blunt and drove 
Straight to your apartment 
With yesterdays whisky 
And yesterdays garments

When I got there you still had prescription
Painkillers from the last time that you had surgery 
That might’ve been the only thing keepin myself from fucking mudering me

And then you asked how my trip was

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

I was always the problem child 
But I didn’t ask for these mental trials 
And it’s been a constant for more than a while 
I know I need help 
But you’re in denial 
And yeah I’ve been crazy 
Since fuckin birth 
It just doesn’t feel like my souls belongs on earth 
I can’t stand whenever I’m convinced that I’m cursed 
The first version of me was created with displaced hurt

and that’s why 

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

doan

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