Blending human resilience with a touch of mathematical wonder, this song celebrates the journey to becoming the best version of oneself.

Check out other versions—the Defiant, Rock Anthem, and Seeker editions.

Lyrics and production by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD; vocals and music AI-generated with full rights, mixed from stems by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD.

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My Spirit’s Fire

[Verse 1] 
I feel so lost in a sea of variables, 
My tangled thoughts seem so unbearable, 
Life’s weight, dulls my spirit’s shine, 
Lost in shadows, a muted line. 
The currents swirl, no footing stays, 
My inner fire wanes in the haze, 
I search for one to still the storm, 
A steady light in human form. 

[Chorus] 
Longing for a constant’s call, 
A voice to light my spirit’s fire, 
With strength to rise, my light shines forth, 
To become who I was meant to be. 

[Verse 2] 
Others criticized my own pace, 
Adrift where dreams lost every trace, 
But you met me where I stood, 
Seeing potential where I saw no good. 
Your calm ignites with every word, 
A constant guide, my vision stirred, 
You lift my gaze, I start to see, 
A power born to set me free. 

[Bridge] 
Oh, through the chaos, your peace prevails, 
Sparking my flame where doubt assails, 
A road unfolds with every breath, 
Courage grows beyond my depth. 

[Verse 3] 
The world still shifts, its variables churn, 
But with your light, my lessons learned, 
An inferno roars to forge my might, 
Mastering all, doing what is right. 
False evidence appearing real, 
Afraid no more is how I feel, 
I’ve seen the light, my path is clear, 
Belief in self erases fear. 
[Melodic Interlude]

[Bridge] 
Oh, when challenged, your wisdom I recall, 
Lighting my way where shadows fall, 
I see the truth, my strength takes root, 
Ready to stand on my own pursuit. 

[Verse 4] 
In darkness deep, I wait in vain, 
No rescue comes to ease the strain, 
Alone I stand, no hand to hold, 
My light must rise; I break the mold. 
[Percussion Break] 
Your guidance lit my inner spark, 
Now I ignite my own bold arc, 
Strength swells within, I lead my way, 
A fire born to light my day. 

[Chorus] 
Longing for a constant’s call, 
A voice to light my spirit’s fire, 
With strength to rise, my light shines forth, 
To become who I was meant to be. 
[Melodic Interlude, Percussion Break] 

[Outro] 
The storm fades at the break of day, 
My inner flame lights my own way, 
Now a constant in the sea of variables, 
I found my light...

and became who I was meant to be.


© 2025 Lyrics by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD. All rights reserved.


My Spirit's Fire

A haunting indie ballad drifting through a quantum abyss of variables and probabilities, where consciousness seeks a lost reality amid mathematical wonders.

Lyrics and production by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD; vocals and music AI-generated with full rights, mixed from stems by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD.

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Lost Reality

[Intro]
Numbers swirl in endless dance,
Equations whisper, haunting trance,
Lost in a sea of variables,
Drifting through the intangible.

[Verse 1]
Fractals bloom in my mind's eye,
Dimensions shift as time flies by,
Quantum waves crash all around,
In this realm where logic's drowned.

[Chorus]
Caught between the real and unreal,
Consciousness expands, I feel
Adrift in fields of probability,
Searching for my lost reality.

[Verse 2]
Symbols morph and rearrange,
Laws of physics seem so strange,
Infinite possibilities unfold,
As mathematical truths take hold.

[Verse 3]
But in this abstract landscape vast,
I feel my sense of self surpassed,
Struggling to find my way back home,
Through equations, I must roam.

[Chorus]
Caught between the real and unreal,
Consciousness expands, I feel
Adrift in fields of probability,
Searching for my lost reality.

[Verse 4]
I trace the paths where numbers lead,
Dead ends loom where hope recedes,
Deeper still in equations’ maze,
Farther lost in the matrix waves.

[Chorus]
Caught between the real and unreal,
Consciousness expands, I feel
Adrift in fields of probability,
Searching for my lost reality.

[Outro]
Will I find the path again?
Or forever lost in this quantum den?
Caught between the real and unreal,
Desperately trying to find my way back home.

Home...

© 2025 Lyrics by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD. All rights reserved.


Lost Reality

A powerful rock anthem blending resilience and mathematical wonder, this song fuels self-betterment with faith’s fire. 

Lyrics and production by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD.; vocals and music AI-generated with full rights, mixed from stems by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD.

Check out other versions—the original, Defiant, and Seeker editions.

******************************

My Spirit’s Fire

[Verse 1] 
I feel so lost in a sea of variables, 
My tangled thoughts seem so unbearable, 
Life’s weight, dulls my spirit’s shine, 
Lost in shadows, a muted line. 
The currents swirl, no footing stays, 
My inner fire wanes in the haze, 
I search for one to still the storm, 
A steady light in human form. 

[Chorus] 
Longing for a constant’s call, 
A voice to light my spirit’s fire, 
With strength to rise, my light shines forth, 
To become who I was meant to be. 

[Verse 2] 
Others criticized my own pace, 
Adrift where dreams lost every trace, 
But you met me where I stood, 
Seeing potential where I saw no good. 
Your calm ignites with every word, 
A constant guide, my vision stirred, 
You lift my gaze, I start to see, 
A power born to set me free. 

[Bridge] 
Oh, through the chaos, your peace prevails, 
Sparking my flame where doubt assails, 
A road unfolds with every breath, 
Courage grows beyond my depth. 

[Verse 3] 
The world still shifts, its variables churn, 
But with your light, my lessons learned, 
An inferno roars to forge my might, 
Mastering all, doing what is right. 
False evidence appearing real, 
Afraid no more is how I feel, 
I’ve seen the light, my path is clear, 
Belief in self erases fear. 
[Melodic Interlude]

[Bridge] 
Oh, when challenged, your wisdom I recall, 
Lighting my way where shadows fall, 
I see the truth, my strength takes root, 
Ready to stand on my own pursuit. 

[Verse 4] 
In darkness deep, I wait in vain, 
No rescue comes to ease the strain, 
Alone I stand, no hand to hold, 
My light must rise; I break the mold. 
[Percussion Break]
Your guidance lit my inner spark, 
Now I ignite my own bold arc, 
Strength swells within, I lead my way, 
A fire born to light my day. 

[Chorus] 
Longing for a constant’s call, 
A voice to light my spirit’s fire, 
With strength to rise, my light shines forth, 
To become who I was meant to be. 
[melodic interlude, Percussion Break] 

[Outro] 
The storm fades at the break of day, 
My inner flame lights my own way, 
Now a constant in the sea of variables, 
I found my light...

and became who I was meant to be.


© 2025 Lyrics by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD. All rights reserved.


My Spirit's Fire - Rock Anthem Edition

A defiant indie-R&B soul blend, fusing resilience with mathematical depth, igniting self-betterment through faith and rhythm. 

Check out other versions—the original, Rock Anthem, and Seeker editions.

Lyrics and production by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD; vocals and music AI-generated with full rights, mixed from stems by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD.

******************************

My Spirit’s Fire

[Verse 1] 
I feel so lost in a sea of variables, 
My tangled thoughts seem so unbearable, 
Life’s weight, dulls my spirit’s shine, 
Lost in shadows, a muted line. 
The currents swirl, no footing stays, 
My inner fire wanes in the haze, 
I search for one to still the storm, 
A steady light in human form. 

[Chorus] 
Longing for a constant’s call, 
A voice to light my spirit’s fire, 
With strength to rise, my light shines forth, 
To become who I was meant to be. 

[Verse 2] 
Others criticized my own pace, 
Adrift where dreams lost every trace, 
But you met me where I stood, 
Seeing potential where I saw no good. 
Your calm ignites with every word, 
A constant guide, my vision stirred, 
You lift my gaze, I start to see, 
A power born to set me free. 

[Bridge] 
Oh, through the chaos, your peace prevails, 
Sparking my flame where doubt assails, 
A road unfolds with every breath, 
Courage grows beyond my depth. 

[Verse 3] 
The world still shifts, its variables churn, 
But with your light, my lessons learned, 
An inferno roars to forge my might, 
Mastering all, doing what is right. 
False evidence appearing real, 
Afraid no more is how I feel, 
I’ve seen the light, my path is clear, 
Belief in self erases fear. 
[Melodic Interlude]

[Bridge] 
Oh, when challenged, your wisdom I recall, 
Lighting my way where shadows fall, 
I see the truth, my strength takes root, 
Ready to stand on my own pursuit. 

[Verse 4] 
In darkness deep, I wait in vain, 
No rescue comes to ease the strain, 
Alone I stand, no hand to hold, 
My light must rise; I break the mold. 
[Percussion Break] 
Your guidance lit my inner spark, 
Now I ignite my own bold arc, 
Strength swells within, I lead my way, 
A fire born to light my day. 

[Chorus] 
Longing for a constant’s call, 
A voice to light my spirit’s fire, 
With strength to rise, my light shines forth, 
To become who I was meant to be. 
[Melodic Interlude, Percussion Break] 

[Outro] 
The storm fades at the break of day, 
My inner flame lights my own way, 
Now a constant in the sea of variables, 
I found my light...

and became who I was meant to be.


© 2025 Lyrics by Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD. All rights reserved.

My Spirits Fire - Defiant Edition

Doctor Complexity, aka Jeffrey Smigelski, PhD, a pioneer in fractional calculus and advanced mathematics, bridges science and art, weaving the wonders of the universe into songs—a process reflecting his belief that creativity and imagination are essential for both disciplines to thrive. 

He channels his background in fractal geometry, chaos, and complexity theory into a unique fusion of our mathematical understanding of reality, scientific truths, and the human experience.

My Spirit's Fire

Doctor Complexity

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