in august - This numbing agent stopped working (it ain’t working)
Lately I been lonelier then ever and I’m hurting 
Change is the only thing I’ve ever known for certain 
(The world keeps spinning)
Pain in loneliness, the wounds that had never healed 
open up now and then, I’m distant when they get revealed 

Sit around and wonder, if this shit was ever even real 
I know I blocked your number baby, but I wanna see you still 

There’s that kid in me who never got the love that he deserved
Struggled growing up, thinking nothing of his worth (useless)
Burying the bones, ignoring messages and phone calls,
Like fuck em all, 
Funny how’s he’s never feeling heard 

It’s been messy from jump, and we ain’t like it like that
We try to keep it all together, but it falls right back 
In its place, now days, I try to more detached 
It’s more than surface level bullshit when I speak to a track


Doctrel - Shout out to my mum for staying stong when my father bounced.    
3 years young i became the man of the house.           
Shout out to my poppa for tryna show me the way.      
Your the reason that i am the man i am today.       
Me and mumzi on the fringers of the family it was hard work.      
Made it through my teens pushing green 
Like yard work.     
Generational trauma getting heaving on my solders.         
Healing from the wreckage of the past moving boulders.       
I could never deal with my emotions so my heart grew colder.        
Learning how to move all these mountains now that I'm older.           
Long road ahead of me im praying to be wise.             
Yeah Made it through the struggle i came out the other side.     
And the last time I saw my mother she had tears in her eyes 
Yeah Im sorry, had you worried, but I swear I'll be alright 
Yeah I really paid the price I was fighting for my life 
It still hurts me that you cried when I brought it all to light

KIDS feat. in august (prod. in august)

Mixed and mastered by @80augg
Lyrics:
Im sick of the lying scheming treason you think I dip for no reason
try keep up Im game fit from out running these demons
I don't relate to you guys you are not my mates for fuck sakes 
its petal to the metal foot flat to the floor when I take that brake in traffic
no stress when I trap now another fact your like a vegan butcher you just can't hack it 
you're team must be under 5s when you get the ball there's just no tactics
I am the best this is not finesse when I clutch the mic I mack it
Im an underdog with not the best odds but the grate return so you can't help but back it

got the boys in the back with bats bout to attack 
any of you rats selling packs imma tax your racks
no face no case driving at a considerable pace
high speed chase lost them with no trace 
Im feeling electric like I just got tazed
evades every other day but Im not fazed 
unkyjay running akimbo blades 
give a fuck what you say

Doctrel

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