IM NOT EVEN KIDDING IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS SONG FOR SO LONG NOW- TYSM

i've removed these songs as per weial's request, please respect that decision
weial - go now alone idk waahh
weial - complaining
weial - idltwil
weial - takemytime
weial - call me whenever
weial - chase
gunrange - lasttime

playlist is missing some songs but i won't archive them myself knowing they were unpopular and i wouldn't listen to them either

weial archive

instagram @1viizzi
ft. @dylanlongworth

lyrics:
( viizzi )

i just sit alone in my room 
battling these thoughts that just try to consume me
if u really gotta make a choice
then u better make sure u dont choose me
I hate the weather
and ive been better
Ive been grinding on my own steady getting cheddar
they hate? whatever
i tote barettas
i be getting all this money while they gettin madder x2


Bands up bitch i throw my bands up
I run in yo trap house you gon put ur hands up
stick up for urself ur a pussy u should man up 
dont be acting tough when they pullin out a camera 

u wont ever get away
spilling blood like every day
i be gettin money and i get that shit in every way 
hit him like a heavyweight
but i used a shotgun
brodie bleeding out he gon die in the hot sun

( dylan longworth )

( viizzi )

i just sit alone in my room 
battling these thoughts that just try to consume me
if u really gotta make a choice
then u better make sure u dont choose me
I hate the weather
and ive been better
Ive been grinding on my own steady getting cheddar
they hate? whatever
i tote barettas
i be getting all this money while they gettin madder x2

weather ft. dylan longworth ( p. tenoji )

prod. @simonpopdiva
mastered by @weial

lyrics:
@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

@fvtl
please just save me from this wreckage
i just hope you get the message
i just don't know how to say this
passing notes I hope you take this
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before

@aftrrs
im not saying that i hate u but i hate the way i love u
fucked up everything in my life all my happiness came from u
i know we cant go back but in my mind i still think of u
my mind is going off track u really hit me with that 1 2
we dont talk anymore but text me and i’ll reply right back
im crawling on the floor taking pills to stay on track
and shoutout to my bruddas they the reason i pick up my slack
maybe one day me and u can talk again forget about the past

@oviyan
all the things you say hurt me so so bad
i'm just one bad day from calling it wraps
but you're the only person i really have
so what the fuck am i supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps
it really feels like you don't even care
the times you say you love me, they're so rare
yea i'm speaking from my heart, and i'm talking with pain
yea i fucked things up, just another day

@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

spotify

lie (weial + fvtal + aftrr + oviyan)

verses in order
@staggyucrazy
@blissom
@1sloan
@saffilikesotters
@puyuprincess
@ih8cubn
@theockyway
@leastfavorite
@thrmls
@xcxvxc
@futureseeker
@bluemoth5

prod me
art by @staggyucrazy

i love this song everyone went so crazy on it

fists up!! (feats in description)

prod @012207 x @1wuko
w/ @dpf617 + @fvtl

lyrics

(ransom)

i stay focused on the past
always trippin over what i can and cannot have
i keep giving it my all im still finishing in last
i been tryna ball but they never tryna pass
honest to god ur the reason im still doing what im doing
wake up in the morning got a reason to keep moving
pick it apart
little by little
idk when to stop
feeling like im stuck in the middle

(dpf)

gotta stop
feelin like im stuck in the middle
i been up all night
eyes bloodshot baby
gonna ball till i fall
ion wanna get lazy
am i ever gonna make it
shit ion know maybe
yea life getting hard but im counting my blessings
always walking w the grip keep this shit for protection
man i wish i hit it raw but im using protection
shawty bad asf but i ain't learning a lesson
slow it down
get paid its a new day
whole club going up
on tuesday
ion rly care what he say she say
gotta a bag now i run it like a relay
times change and i aint who i was
things change i aint stuck in a moment
been falling out with people that i love
got the world in my hands now bitch i gotta own it

(fvtal)

so stuck up on acceptance
i thought by now, i'd learn my lesson
guess not we move
its a new day
you're right i'm wrong
yeah touche
they so blinded and they dont see the vision
stop what you're doing and just take a listen
imma run that shit back one more time yeah

i don't wanna leave but i don't wanna stay here
wanna stop time oh my yeah this aint fair
try so hard, only gets so far
(x2)

inthemiddle w/ dpf + fvtal (baz , wuko)

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Weial - Pretend (Virus Exclusive)

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

prod dead yami

know i always been afraid of heights

lamb shanks at spiros

Lyrics:

{chorus}
In case you're wondering you're everything to me
And i would never let you go without a fee
I gave you all my fucking love it all was free
And now you're leaving me down on my own
I been taking medicine again
I love the way that it keeps fucking with my head
I know it's probably not the best thing that i know
Would i be better just down on my own

{verse 1}
That's the question that i always seem to ask
Do you still love me even after you have seen my past?
Do you still love me after all i've put you through?
Because i know that i'd be dead if it wasn't for you
I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I'm thankful for the pain and all the scars
I'm thankful for the fact that i'm alive
And i'm thankful for the pills i have inside
I feel like i'm breaking down to cry
You're the only thing that ever made me feel like i'm alive
Without you i swear to god that i would probably fucking die
Yeah, i'd fucking die

{chorus}
In case you're wondering you're everything to me
And i would never let you go without a fee
I gave you all my fucking love it all was free
And now you're leaving me down on my own
I been taking medicine again
I love the way that it keeps fucking with my head
I know it's probably not the best thing that i know
Would i be better just down on my own

{verse 2}
I been feeling like i am the reason for your pain
And honestly that's just enough to make me go insane
But i really don't know what i'm loving more
Either you or the drugs that i adore
Ether you or the drugs that i adore
The drugs that i adore

{chorus}
In case you're wondering you're everything to me
And i would never let you go without a fee
I gave you all my fucking love it all was free
And now you're leaving me down on my own
I been taking medicine again
I love the way that it keeps fucking with my head
I know it's probably not the best thing that i know
Would i be better just down on my own

{outro}
Down on my own
Down on my own

weial - onmyown (prod. blvnkface & yeezo)

Lyrics:

Running away
From all of this pain
It's getting harder and harder to see another day
And i'm in my head tryna think about the way that i feel whenever i'm off of the drugs
I promised you that i would try to give them up
But to be honest i dont see that in the future for us
And i don't think theres ever been a fucking future for us
The future that i've always seen is fucking pukingmyguts

Was it the thought of you or did i take too many this time
This shit is therapy for me i pour my heart out in these lines
I wanna thank all of my brothers (@gunrange) keeping me here alive
Cuz without all of them i don't think that i'd be here tonight
And you can say what you want
I really don't give a fuck
Won't get reactions out of me baby you're out of luck
You've been pulling me down when you're at the bottom
Got too many problems
And i'm not the one to solve them

Running away
From all of this pain
It's getting harder and harder to see another day
And i'm in my head tryna think about the way that i feel whenever i'm off of the drugs
I promised you that i would try to give them up
But to be honest i don't see that in the future for us
And i don't think theres ever been a fucking future for us
The future that i've always seen is fucking pukingmyguts
And i think i'm gonna let it all out tonight
Cuz i don't really see a point in holding in anymore
And i can't even really give you all the blame
Cuz i think most of that should come my way
I fucked up again i know
Got more people than ever but still i feel onmyown
Crazy how that shit works how you can feel all alone
When you've got all the love that you've ever asked for

Running away
From all of this pain
It's getting harder and harder to see another day
And i'm in my head tryna think about the way that i feel whenever i'm off of the drugs
I promised you that i would try to give them up
But to be honest i don’t see that in the future for us
And i dont think theres ever been a fucking future for us
The future that i've always seen is fucking pukingmyguts

weial - pukingmyguts

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Bitch you lie to me and tell me awful things
I gave you all my heart
You're pulliung all my strings
I never asked you for much i just wanted what i gave in return
Devil on my phone and she wantin me to meet her
Hoowooooah
I'm movin so slow
Feel like it was just yesterday that you were in my home
And now you're running out the door and i am all alone
And this bitch thinks i'm gonna chase her like she's on a throne

[Verse 1]
Like bitch you're just a fucking pawn in my game
I bet you're hating the way that these things are starting to shape
But honеstly i hate them too i'm taking 3 to the facе
Then every single memory of you starts to fade
Howoahowoah
I never thought that i would need you
But every time i bleed i'm always wanting you to bleed too
Wtf is wrong with me and all these drugs that i just speed through
Yea you fucked me over and i can't believe how much that seed grew

[Chorus]
Bitch you lie to me and tell me awful things
I gave you all my heart
You're pulliung all my strings
I never asked you for much i just wanted what i gave in return
Devil on my phone and she wantin me to meet her
Hoowooooah
I'm movin so slow
Feel like it was just yesterday that you were in my home
And now you're running out the door and i am all alone
And this bitch thinks i'm gonna chase her like she's on a throne

[Verse 2]
And don't you dare try to apologize to me after what you did
Because if i accepted that then you'd have me looking stupid
And my friends warned me, told me that you're good for nothing
And the people that i love i'm just accusing them of bluffing
And my eyes too red i might need some visine (@1after)
Cuz you always tell me "i don't want you high around me"
You're always begging for attention when we disagree
And i'm just happy that i cut you off it set me free cuz bitch

[Chorus]
You lie to me and tell me awful things
I gave you all my heart
You're pulliung all my strings
I never asked you for much i just wanted what i gave in return
Devil on my phone and she wantin me to meet her
Hoowooooah
I'm movin so slow
Feel like it was just yesterday that you were in my home
And now you're running out the door and i am all alone
And this bitch thinks i'm gonna chase her like she's on a throne

weial - throne

Lyrics:

Tryna make it work again I′m losing all my sanity
I keep trying again and again it's feelin like insanity
And ion even wanna talk2u because you′re always mad at me
So ima go and take another one to deal with all this tragedy

And after everything u put me through u wanna see me again
I'd be an idiot to let u back in my life again
Guess I'm an idiot I′ll do it for the thousandth time
Expecting changes i know that I′ll never see in my life
And idk if I'm just playing dumb or optimistic
But i swear I′m needing change cuz i cannot keep living like this
And I'm trying to fight this
I′m trying to do the right thing
But what am i prioritizing
Cuz i feel like I'm dying

Tryna make it work again I′m losing all my sanity
I keep trying again and again it's feelin like insanity
And ion even wanna talk2u because you're always mad at me
So ima go and take another one to deal with all this tragedy
Cuz i been thinkin lately you are not the one
And when i get those thoughts i go ahead and pop another one
And go and drown u out
Don′t hear nothin from your mouth
We been slowly heading south
And that is not what I′m about at all

I feel like I'm putting effort in for no reason at all
And i can′t really focus on nothing i need some Adderall
U go and drain me of my energy
I wanna be a better me
But let me tell u wat keeps stopping me
This bitch that keeps on blocking me out
I told that bitch to keep my name out her mouth
We not gon work out bitch
U can go fucking drown
I hate when these bitches be calling my phone talkin whole lotta shit
I call for a minute, i quit
Cuz I'll never waste my time again on no motherfucking bitch
Not wasting my time on no bitch

And idk why i keep goin thru all the motions
Maybe cuz it′s hard for me to let go so I'm stuck here I′m frozen
But baby it is really not a problem when i mix up the potion
But lately i been hating myself because you're the one that i've chosen

Tryna make it work again I′m losing all my sanity
I keep trying again and again it′s feelin like insanity
And ion even wanna talk2u because you're always mad at me
So ima go and take another one to deal with all this tragedy
Cuz i been thinkin lately you are not the one
And when i get those thoughts i go ahead and pop another one
And go and drown u out
Don′t hear nothin from your mouth
We been slowly heading south
And that is not what I'm about at all

weial - tragedy (prod. blvnkface X tahtx)

Lyrics:

[chorus]
Make me bleed, you make me cry, i take three more to pass the time
These drugs are fucking up my mind, but i can't leave 'em behind
'cause they the only ones that didn't end up leaving me behind
And they the only ones that take me back like, every single time (oh, woah)
That's exactly what they do
They're doing things to me that i know you could never ever do
And whеn you lie to me, that's how i know that we wе're through
So say goodbye to me and goodbye to you

[verse 1]
Say goodbye to me and don't come back ever again
'cause bitch, you lie to me, and tell me all these awful things
And what a shame it is, that you're so shameless
And you're so heinous, and i'm stuck alone in my room complaining (oh)
Said it before, i guess i'll say it again
I put my boundaries down and you're just stepping all over them
Spit on me and bring me down and fuck with my head
I crush the pills inside my water, i'm in love with the meds

[chorus]
Make me bleed, you make me cry, i take three more to pass the time
These drugs are fucking up my mind, but i can't leave 'em behind
'cause they the only ones that didn't end up leaving me behind
And they the only ones that take me back like, every single time (oh, woah)
That's exactly what they do
They're doing things to me that i know you could never ever do
And when you lie to me, that's how i know that we we're through
So say goodbye to me and goodbye to you

[verse 2]
And i'm sorry that i had to go ahead and cut the rope
But honestly, i think it's better if i cut it off for both
'cause maybe you can thrive, or maybe you could die
Either way, i swear to god, i'm gonna keep you out my mind
Not a single thought i have is dedicated to you
It took a long, long time to get away from you
And now i'm holding my breath, i'm carrying way too much stress
I really thought you were the best, but you just left me a mess

[chorus]
Make me bleed, you make me cry, i take three more to pass the time
These drugs are fucking up my mind, but i can't leave 'em behind
'cause they the only ones that didn't end up leaving me behind
And they the only ones that take me back like, every single time (oh, woah)
That's exactly what they do
They're doing things to me that i know you could never ever do
And when you lie to me, that's how i know that we we're through
So say goodbye to me and goodbye to you

[outro]
And goodbye to you
And goodbye to you
And goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
And goodbye to you
And goodbye to you

weial - goodbye2u

Masters of War

[Intro]
Can’t breathe, can’t scream,
Feels like I’m drowning in a dream.
Every thought’s a noose, pulling tight,
Depression’s got me — I’m losing the fight.

[Verse 1]
Wake up, same war, different day,
Pain in my chest won’t go away.
Mirror shows a ghost I can’t defend,
I’m my own enemy, my only friend.

Voices whisper, “You’ll never heal,”
Cutting deep till I can’t feel.
Trapped inside this blackened cage,
My soul’s on fire, my mind’s in rage.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t escape this heavy chain,
Dripping venom through my brain.
I’m clawing back from the undertow,
But my depression’s got me by the throat.

[Chorus]
My depression’s got me by the throat,
Dragging me down where the dark things float.
Suffocating me, trying to take control,
But I won’t let it steal my soul.
Even when I choke, I still breathe smoke,
I’m alive, I’m bleeding, I won’t fold.
My depression’s got me by the throat —
But I swear, I’ll never let go.

[Verse 2]
I’ve seen hell through my own eyes,
Dressed in smiles, covered in lies.
Every scar’s a badge I wear,
Proof I’ve fought through pure despair.

These pills, these thoughts, these sleepless nights,
They want my heart, they want my life.
But I’m still standing, blood and bone,
Screaming loud, “You’re not my home!”

[Pre-Chorus]
Every tear’s a weapon now,
I’m not backing down, I’ll show you how.
I’ve danced with demons, I’ve kissed the smoke,
But I’ll break the grip around my throat.

[Chorus]
My depression’s got me by the throat,
Dragging me down where the dark things float.
Suffocating me, trying to take control,
But I won’t let it steal my soul.
Even when I choke, I still breathe smoke,
I’m alive, I’m bleeding, I won’t fold.
My depression’s got me by the throat —
But I swear, I’ll never let go.

[Bridge]
I’ve bled too long to die this way,
You can break my bones, but I won’t decay.
This pain’s my fire, this rage my crown,
You’ll never keep me underground.

[Final Chorus]
My depression’s got me by the throat,
Dragging me down where the dark things float.
Suffocating me, trying to take control,
But I won’t let it steal my soul.
Even when I choke, I still breathe smoke,
I’m alive, I’m bleeding, I won’t fold.
My depression’s got me by the throat —
But I’m stronger than you’ll ever know.

[Outro ]
I’m still here…
Still breathing through the pain.
You had your grip —
But I broke the chain.

My Depression’s Got Me by the Throat

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

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