This album which was released on Pause & Reflect music was originally conceived as a sort of break-up letter with the internet. As the liner lines on the Bandcamp page suggest, my relationship with being online had become (and in many ways still is) very uncomfortable, and I wanted to use the substance of the internet (memes, videos and social media content plundered directly from my social media accounts) to explore this feeling. 

If you would like to support this project by buying a digital album or a tape you can do so here:
https://pauseandreflectmusic.bandcamp.com/album/blurstnrg

And, if you don't have the money to do so but have fallen in love with these sounds feel free to message me so I can supply you with a dl code.

blurstNRG

This is probably my favourite track I have ever made and it has been sitting on my hard drive for far too long. It might become part of an album project that I have had kicking around which is intended as a follow-up for ultimate cringe compilation but at this stage I am not entirely sure. In any case here it is for you to all enjoy. I hope you like it (whoever you are :))

speedrunning vampire castle

This is the first single of my upcoming album blurstNRG which drops on Pause and Reflect Records 2nd Feb 2023.

If you want to see the music video that I made for this track you'll find it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2DnIpUWjy0

post-ironic apology fetish

The second track from my new album blurstNRG if you want to check out the whole thing you can find it here:

https://pauseandreflectmusic.bandcamp.com/album/blurstnrg

ur NRG dont lie

The third track from my new album blurstNRG. If you want to check out the whole thing you can find it here:

pauseandreflectmusic.bandcamp.com/album/blurstnrg

all the things u can't unsee r eating ur psyche alive

The fifth track from my new album blurstNRG. If you want to check out the whole thing you can find it here:

pauseandreflectmusic.bandcamp.com/album/blurstnrg

overstimulated and content-poisoned

The eighth track from my new album blurstNRG. If you want to check out the whole thing you can find it here:

pauseandreflectmusic.bandcamp.com/album/blurstnrg

cut open on the sharp edges of ur mind

I have been on a long hiatus packing and moving, but today I spent a bit of time venting with some noise.  Thank you all for listening and the support.  I hope you all are well.
Cheers!

DEEP STATE RATS

Träume Von Einem Gebrochenen Herzen

When we were clearing my brother in law's house after he died in an accident,we came across a little written musing. It's the spoken part at the end of this short track. Perhaps not polished,yet poignant. Rest easy Alan.

Magic at work
There we go
Watch it unfold
It's all guesswork
Nothing to show
All uncontrolled

Drifting along
Aimlessly
Life and the flow
Is there a song
Just for me
Will I ever know

When life has lost it's theme
It's crazy impossible dream
And a heart is beyond tears
And worries and fears
Then the answers lie at best
In the scudding distant clouds
Or in memories of vibrant years
Long gone

Hoper

Our family mascot in the cover photo is a pottery piece created by me and my wife.

Our Family Mascot

A big thank you to the talented Wikiloops Musicians

https://www.wikiloops.com/backingtrack-jam-290184

As of 6.6.2024 you can now a reel & decent cover
https://www.instagram.com/p/C72YcLEO2B2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6WlY8MygMk






Presenting - Till I Get Over You

Vocals - Heidi-Marie - first take
Original Lyrics as I sung

Choose another road
Walk another path

Time to clear the mind
Time  to the cleanse the soul

So let me take another road

Does it really matter
Which way I go

Not sure what I'll


Till I get over you

Produced in the ARAPA Music Studio,
Sydney - Australia

Till I Get Over You

Lyrics= scroll down

Ian, who has his soundcloudsite under the name Magician,  creates a "wonderworld" with his wonderful music, full of mystic ambience, 

This is a new collab where i did more than adding my voice to his instrumental, I reshaped to my needs. It has the same spirit but now it has 2 souls...
Thanks for listening.
I'm thankful, Ian
      ***
  

 First sunrise

I wonder 
how much the earth can take
Before her solid ground will shake
 I wonder 
how much the earth can take        
Before her iron will shall brake

Before her curve will bend
Before she’ll  be no more


Who was  there to see the
 First sunrise

who was there 
to see the 
First sunrise
The one that melted ice

And who will see the last sunrise  when everything turns in ice

First Sunrise Saskia x Ian aka Magician

bandcamp : https://fhauna.bandcamp.com/album/13-gnoses-vol-2

spotidie : https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/track/5K5nYQ8deIt6bOWVJDFL40?si=f841329ef0554aee

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miserere mei -> aie pitié de moi.

13 Gnoses (Vol.2)

Digital Moirae

Vector

J'égrène les orgasmes
Du soleil et de son arc en ciel
Sur la bandaison des ombres
Où scintillent des sucettes à la clochette
Où clignotent des glaces en lactescence galactique
Dessinant le désir en danse de doigts
En stances salivaires
Prières purpurines 
Astrales à souhait
Astralement votre

Cliquetis Stellaire

Imagine If,...peace was the only solution...

I am doktorb. I scour the internet looking for waveforms to deconstruct  and build sonic structures out of the debris.

In my mission of creative destruction I have chanced upon a number of willing co-conspirators who you should also check out.

http://soundcloud.com/half-digested-taco
http://soundcloud.com/blackbeastofarrrghhh
http://soundcloud.com/433-for-national-anthem
http://soundcloud.com/darius-improvise
http://soundcloud.com/swivelized-sounds
http://soundcloud.com/james-clark-1

cut open on the sharp edges of ur mind

doktorb

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