This is what happens when you here your slut mom getting fucked. They come with guys like you who can’t even rap

I AM BROCKED FT. LIL GHOST [PROD. KISSTHEMXXN]

human waste. (Feat. dollbreaker) (PROD. fatalloverdose)

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod. paradosso

TRACK SIX: REFLECT ON THE PAIN

I got ash on my skin
Put the drugs in my grin
Used to loss not to win
When you end i begin
Eyes twitch i ain’t sober
Emotional coaster
All i ever want is to hold her
The scars just get uglier as i get older
The skin start to rise and the colour grow bolder

I get urges that i cannot speak
Depressive gon hit put the drugs in my teeth
She wish she could drink up the cum in my sheets
If she drownin in semen she won’t make a shriek


Uh, wiping the blood as it drip from my nose
I’m destined to end where the composting go
The voices ain’t speakin they rappin in flows
My body get pickin apart by the crows
Cannot distinguish my bros and my foes
Blood on her door i showed up with a rose
She suckin me up while i add to her woes
She suckin me up while i add to her woes

I got ash on my skin
Put the drugs in my grin
Used to loss not to win
When you end i begin
Eyes twitch i ain’t sober
Emotional coaster
All i ever want is to hold her
The scars just get uglier as i get older
The skin start to rise and the colour grow bolder

I find Little comfort in the Walls I once called Home

prod. karbine

TRACK NINE: LOSING FAITH IN LIFE

I just took so fuckin many that my vision turn grey
Know i’m tired of wasting life n doing same shit every day
If my mother saw my livin she would weep n she would pray
My soul leakin out my nose know like i can’t make that shit stay
Uh
Uh
It’s your last chance to ride the train before it get blown in the brain
We got some bombers in the system put some fuckin napalm up in the rain
Even in my druggie stupor always keen to the actions of the ones whod bring me pain
I just wanna make em feel all hate and all my spite before decay

Uuuh my heart in the hands of the moon while while my lover is licking the blood from my chin
I watched the passion in her fizzle out n now it just seems like wasn't there to begin
I lost my soul for my passion now i cannot trust anyone who been callin me friend, uh
I stare the bullet down inside the barrel i know i return to the trees when i end
I lost my soul for my passion now i cannot trust anyone who been callin me friend, uh
I stare the bullet down inside the barrel i know i return to the trees when i end

Sucker for Pain

prod. vhxxl

TRACK FIVE: THIS WICKED BOTTLE

My paranoia is seepin outside of my skull, uh huh, uh huh
Eternally playing these games but my life isn’t dull
I’ve got well acquainted with the gaze of the wall as it stare back inside me while i’m drifting off
How many pills have i taken, i can’t seem to shake off the fog

Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent

Blood drippin outta my shoes
Within my eyes is a thousand yard stare and my body look used
Don’t stare at my wounds
Been losin these battles don’t get it confused
She gettin so angry
She better on mute, i’m poppin a blue
It’s a curse to wake up in the morning all i want to do is repeat the snooze

Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent
Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent

TOO MUCH

prod. wadjet

TRACK TEN: FADING OUT

In a prison of my mind life’s so fucked up n i hate it
Had to find another way to cope i saw the pill n i had to take it
Could never stand another sober morning i wake up n i’m shakin
I’m lookin over at the fucking bottle i can’t resist the temptation

You can keep tellin your friends im the one that been fuckin up like everything that we had since the start
I know that mother nature gonna tell her people the true story you led me on you clapped when you really held my heart, huh
Still suffocated by every thought in my head know that i can’t escape your face like it’s plastered over my walls
I ain’t ever comin back home i’m too fucked up up to een make it there don’t matter cause i know u won’t pick up my calls

Know that i’m clawing away from the life that i made but it dragging me back like a body
I’m so fuckin sick every morning i wake up n vomit through a field of vision that’s foggy
I came and i’m going i’m living a transient life my relationships all temporary
I been living my life on my own it ain’t dyin alone that i’m finding so scary

PHOENIX Consciousness

𝙴𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚒'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚏𝚝. 𝙵𝚟𝚔𝚣𝚡𝚛𝚘 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝙲𝚁𝙲𝙻)

EXECUTE-ALL-CONFIRMED

TWENTYTHREE - IT'S MAGIC AWAY

SACRÉ SALOPARD

please don’t ask me if i can bear more wounds than i have faced. i would lay my limbs down for you, but i’d beg you not to ask me to. i have spent years now, falling apart. would you let me have me to myself, so i might live without more scars? i share my flesh with you, that’s why my body is destroyed. what can I do? where can I hide from all this and not be found? what wings would take me high enough? how deep a hole would I have to dig? my shame for the evil i have done consumes me... i am soaked in bloodguilt, polluted, contagious... i am a pollutant, an offense to gods above.

Sucker for Pain

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