prod.johnnyfriend
some goofy shit i wanted to make please enjoy :)

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(intro) lxxiv
push the needle in my veins
i think im addicted all i needed was a taste
push the needle in my veins
i think im addicted all i needed was a taste

(Hook) lxxiv
i just hit my plug told him "i dont wanna care again"
plug hit me back said that "i might need some heroin"
i dont do the hard stuff, but i might try it for once
grab the silver spoon, now i think im lighting it up
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste
im addicted to you, yeah im addicted you 
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste, yeah 
(im addicted to you, yeah im addicted to you)

(verse) citrate
i dont wanna do this anymore i need some help
tried out medication and it made me feel like hell
put those useless fucking pills right back onto my shelf
hit up lx for some shit that might make me feel well
put the needle in the slits, that i cut into my arm
feeling manic, start to panic, and then i self harm
"what the fuck you got me on" he said "its black tar"
 throwing up im feeling dizzy and im seeing stars

(Hook) lxxiv
i just hit my plug told him "i dont wanna care again"
plug hit me back said that "i might need some heroin"
i dont do the hard stuff, but i might try it for once
grab the silver spoon, now i think im lighting it up
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste
im addicted to you, yeah im addicted you 
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste, yeah 
(im addicted to you, yeah im addicted to you)

heroin ft. citrate

tw//
citrate (@areizaga)
shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)
lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
crowlyyy (@crowlyyy)
wtf1ly (@wtf1ly)

citrate x shisui x lxxiv x crowlyyy x wtf1ly - afterlife

run me out and over in the breeze day oh just dance breathe play till u sneak up deplete me dont trust their spoken code and hungry puppet strings so who can i talk to to help walk through as i dissociate for the twisted poet pilot in nightmares and mirrors where he needs to feed the feen hounds trapped in a cage 

go go go no one to know 
slow slow slow nowhere to row 

another cripple fell from paradise

nowhere

MyOnlyWishIsToBeForgotten

i don’t eat until it feels like all my bile brewin up in a storm
could televise the revolution id just watch some more porn
i need a bitch i need to crawl inside somethin that’s nice warm
like the freshly rottin body on the bed in my dorm
i want comfort like a junkies dose of the dog
tryna wake up in the morning without thinking through fog
answering machine again why won’t you pick up a call
put my phone on dnd cause i ain’t fuckin with y’all 

know the pain the only comfort of the way that i feel
i’m just waiting for the day that they all tell me i’m healed
don’t know what make me nauseous, is it the nerves or the meal
i know my mental been a weapon use the drugs as a shield

i just wanna be skinny
god, fuck, why cant my body be pretty
feel like everything i do it just amount to some pity
i don’t , uh fuck it all

i don’t eat until it feels like all my bile brewin up in a storm
could televise the revolution id just watch some more porn
i need a bitch i need to crawl inside somethin that’s nice warm
like the freshly rottin body on the bed in my dorm
i want comfort like a junkies dose of the dog
tryna wake up in the morning without thinking through fog
answering machine again why won’t you pick up a call
put my phone on dnd cause i ain’t fuckin with y’all

dog food (openwristbae)

Call of the Baphomet ft Kyoki x. (Prod. GreySkies)

kill ebola w/ j$tacks - better off dead [prod.underrate]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aw-dKVyM2qE&t=5s

orange hallway full of fried pretty puppets

flip of SIPPIN ANTIFREEZE by Afourteen ft. 1M0CHI and BRUHMANEGOD

original track:
https://soundcloud.com/afourteen/sippin-antifreeze

⌦ insecúriitie // wakaki koutei ⌫# 9 1 1

prod. raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by LXXIV(@adam-vanscoyk)
cover art by cyberlight (@icyb3rlight)

lyrics:

[citrate]
until death does it’s part i’m gonna fake it
always act like they hard but they mistaken
take numbers off his card and then i’m vacant
until death does it‘s part i’m gonna fake it x2

emotions are screwed i can’t get you out my head
i’m so done with you you’re the reason that i bled
i always loved you but you always caused me dread
you fucked up my mood now i’m prolly better dead

better dead put a fucking bullet up inside my fucking head
better dead better dead not no birthday bullshit but i wish we never met

i don’t know my way
you don’t know my way
why am i this way
why am i this way

i wish i could change
you want me in pain
what you gonna gain
what you gonna gain

and i’m boutta pull up get out and go inside her home
but she only want me for clout her body ima roam
yeah she horny pulling it out and now she givin dome
and she got it all in her mouth just like a peristome

i don’t want no more fucking love
you caused one not to fucking trust
push my wants straight to fucking shove
all i want is some fucking lust

until death does it’s part i’m gonna fake it
always act like they hard but they mistaken
take numbers off his card and then i’m vacant
until death does it‘s part i’m gonna fake it x2

death [prod. raccoonz]

prod. xaid
cover art by me and @lxmej

lyrics:

[citrate]
better hold me back i’m not alive
all i do is think bout all the times i wanna die
dopamine receptors always on that overdrive
every single day something happens i’m not fine x2

yesterday i was gunning guys down
mess with me fucker you’ll be tied down
that’s the blade cutting you a size down
test your fate come and have you lie down

i find weird ways to always doubt
my mind cannot find a way out
i grind until i become a drought
i’m blind to my senses in and out

yuh i hate it when they all glance
dilated up in a trance
i made it all with my hands
i’m hated by my own friends

if he saw me out here he’d attack me
looking right behind me cuz he passed me
running up that shit just like a track meet
all this dirty money got me tax free

better hold me back i’m not alive
all i do is think bout all the times i wanna die
dopamine receptors always on that overdrive
every single day something happens i’m not fine x2

dog food (openwristbae)

dollbreaker

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