Parmesan cheese napkin with squirrels jumping onto catapults being used as ammunition for this fierce war.

prod. vhxxl

TRACK FIVE: THIS WICKED BOTTLE

My paranoia is seepin outside of my skull, uh huh, uh huh
Eternally playing these games but my life isn’t dull
I’ve got well acquainted with the gaze of the wall as it stare back inside me while i’m drifting off
How many pills have i taken, i can’t seem to shake off the fog

Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent

Blood drippin outta my shoes
Within my eyes is a thousand yard stare and my body look used
Don’t stare at my wounds
Been losin these battles don’t get it confused
She gettin so angry
She better on mute, i’m poppin a blue
It’s a curse to wake up in the morning all i want to do is repeat the snooze

Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent
Fuck up myself every night
I’ll drink till i’m blind i’ll drink till i’m losin my sight
A scar on my left and my right
It’s better the wrist for the pain than have it in the mind
Sacrificing all my flesh
They ask for the soul i confess that i have nothing left
How am i still so depressed
I try and i try to get better but something prevent

TOO MUCH

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i don’t know how to act
bleedin out my knuckles i got shit left to unpack

on an unnamed road
that’s where i lay, that’s where you’ll find my bones, ugh 
i took that medicine aint helpin with my soul
they told me it would make me better it just made me overdose

you know that you ain’t know shit bout me that’s cause i keep em distant
hated the way that the candy paint looked i switched the pigment
don’t even know if they feel me imagination i’m a figment 
two more tokes that i take sit down and question existence 

in the early morning, smokin before the sunlight 
i got skill, it don’t matter if i’m bladed at the gunfight
i’m reflecting, on my past, i ain’t done rigjt
sigyls etched in my back then i vanish in the night mothafucka

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i don’t know how to act
bleedin out my knuckles i got shit left to unpack

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i hope you’re never coming back
flickin out my blade it got him pissin in his slacks

iont care about my body, know i’m always on attack mode
every day i’m waking up and just tryna think how to stack more
finna burn you to the ground you ain’t nothing but some ash hoe
finna fuck you then forget you you ain’t nothing but some ass, hoe

my minds itching with the demons it turning to hells furnace
fill the night with all the light from all the bridges that i’m burning
put everyone up on my back know i don’t care how much it’s hurtin
spinal breaking from the weight and now the pain has got me squirmin uh

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i don’t know how to act
bleedin out my knuckles i got shit left to unpack

FIERCE WAR (DYTENNA)

'CATHARSIS' by Hatchetsaw

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Produced by @zyrom / @dhaelo
Feat @c3of & @ele_wav
Masterd by @hatchetsaww
Cover Art by @hatchetsaww

Lavenderskin Records 2025

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Lyrics:

‎
Saint Sleep. (@c3of)

Crows on the ground where I walk
Talk with brown soil told to pick a spot
Pass go collect another part to rot
Go with flow that's what they said hear the deathly gong

Never should've listened
Insist I'm in the wrong
Cysts to pop
Sickly skin to peel and store
Pores leaking feelings of Despair
Two pair with a bullet in the ace
Freshly shaved face in the bathroom sink
Made to fit or made to slip
So fallacious defenestration jumping out the window falling in a pit I fight with nightmares
Toss and turn horrific burnt the pages chapter written
Faster fasting till I'm skin and bone
Walking body need a coffin hollow hand knocking on your door

‎
Hatchetsaw. (@hatchetsaww)

Bitch i’ll see you in my coffin
with the dirt and dust
I got nails on my teeth
lined with full on rust
Hollow on the inside
walking husk with a withering crust
This my mental catharsis
my old self got snuffed

Check that shit of the list
Ice the cuts on my wrist
Couple bands aint gon fix
My mind just feel like a mist
(x2)

Trapped in a state where the motherfucking shadows creep
Eyes sewn open, while my soul is asleep
In the gutter for a while
i think i'm in to deep
I'll take an eyes for an eye, i dont care if i am cheap

Trapped in a state-
Trapped in a state-
Trapped, Trapped Trapped
Trapped in a state where the motherfucking shadows creep

‎
Ele (@ele_wav)

Do you feel the darkness in my eyes
Empathy is what slowly in me dies
I asked my self ELE whats the prize
Fuck those people let em rot in Flys

Damn i dont feel anything
Catched myself panicking
Walking trough this lonely streets
Let me tell you a Story take a seat

Roll it up go outside
Sit down getting high
Mouth got damn dry
Looking at the sky
Drink one two Beers
Yeah i know men
Im doing this for years
And i break down in tears

Fucked up World that we livin in
6 bullets try my luck and let it spin
Wanna fuck with me i let the dance begin
You cant call this a life im barely livin in

‎
Hatchetsaw (@hatchetsaww)

Trapped in a state where the motherfucking shadows creep
Eyes sewn open, while my soul is asleep
In the gutter for a while
i think i'm in to deep
I'll take an eyes for an eye, i dont care if i am cheap

Trapped in a state-
Trapped in a state-
Trapped, Trapped Trapped
Trapped in a state where the motherfucking shadows creep

CATHARSIS W/ SAINT SLEEP & ELE [ZYROM]

WEB OF SHADOWS Ft. Nightmind+ (Prod. MO beats)

prod slain but he a bitch

ANA I HATE YOU
 ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

look to pain for the comfort my arms are designed to take it
im breakin, shattered the mirror can’t fucking face it
forsaken i left everyone behind now im forsaken
broken body bitch, every molecule is aching
every atom in my body under pressure
it ain’t self harm if it’s how i get pleasure
i know that you hate me forever but i never tried to be something but lesser
you my treasure my metal my precious, ain’t nothin better

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve
ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

i rot in the hole that i dug up,
the dirt on my face make a touch up
god just expect me to change, but i overcome it tell her shut the fuck up
i knew i would lose you my dear, emotions gon force us to buck up
the closer the hold me the more that you fear, 
don’t hold me close or watch everything fuck up

this bitch don’t know i’ll be gone when the sun up
like sumn that sit in my stomach
i puke when theres nothing remaining 
another two fingers i shove in my gullet
i wish i could never feel hunger, don’t know why i need to be punished
i never was able to cope too well, my scars tally up in the hundreds,

ugh
my armour chipped and broken 
i had worth in life you stole it
know beauty is pain when you beat me down
all i felt was pricks of the roses
you never kept friends too close 
i was enemy you held the closest 
our future in sight but there’s tear in our eyes
baby, we can’t see or focus

my gluttony gon end me i feel sick (i wanna puke)
only workin when you treatin me like shit (covered in bruise)
i’m built syringe and you the addict that i choose (you give me use)
feel that knot inside my stomach but i still can’t eat the food

just give it up
just give it up
just give it up
just give it up

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

that fear just tore through me i searched for shelter from the storm
i parasite inside you i had reason i had warmth
your speeches gave me purpose but my stomach made a war
so please give the lobotomy that ive been beggin for

i’ve listened to your voices want to be the one they choose
but when you’re my commander i feel both of us just lose
around you i felt beautiful, felt home inside my form
now you’re gone and i can’t stand to look at myself anymore

My kind of nausea

dollbreaker, miseryfell, listenable, shinsgrave

ayy yuh

dope burn fast don’t last finna crash out
dough burn fast hit a lick with all the mac’s out
cashed out i can’t hear a single thing
leaving all these angels with some broken wings

puttin metal to his head i ain’t talkin bout barber
molly so tan you done thought it was a farmer
the fucmin album run that i just went on like the carter
i’m firm on the price muhfucker i don’t barter

imma motherfuckin soul taker
a bone breaker
all these rappers been my kids i gotta tell my bitch to get a coat hanger
ay
40 shots in the left 40 shots in the right 
these akimbo glock drums
with lasers and dot sights
20 hit you in your chest and you coughing like a blight
nobody seen the hit it occurred in the dead of night
two stroke on the dirt where i’m hauling all of your bones
the feds tapped my ass need to get a new mobile phone
get a band cop a burner ain’t talkin bout one on stove
2024 bitch know i’m comin in for the throat 

dope burn fast don’t last finna crash out
dough burn fast hit a lick with all the mac’s out
cashed out i can’t hear a single thing
leaving all these angels with some broken wings

pulling up with dollbreaker, bitch i’m a god slayer
seven sword horde, yeah you know we break them laws here
fuck what you heard fuck what you claim
in honor of my blade i take it to the grave, aye

put a noose around his neck i turn him into hangman
the blood that i shed gone make him a dead man
take him to the apothecary drug him up on heroin
fuck up his life get him addicted to hallucinogens



Tell that bitch go fucking die
Slit the fucking vein I reach the blade up to your eye
Full out I’m insane
I might black out, drunk as fuck she left me I got none to blame 
I’m a fein, I’m a drunk
One more minute then I’m done 
Bitch imma jump
Body splatter blood gon run
Mama told me “lie to them they try take you away from me”
Thank god cps decide to lock in I’m in misery
Run up in his crib point blank he won’t breathe again 
Doll and shin the gang misery is also part of gang

Fuck it, hit ‘em up
While I’m cutting up in traffic
Motherfuckers on my dick
Straights up acting like some faggots
Bitch I only got the patience
Fuck about all your “benevolence”
Antisocial fuckhead psycho paranoid schizophrenic
Snakes in the fucking grass (all, of)
Why would you care to speak (on, me)
All the days I could never (get, back)
All the times I’m catching flak (you, watch)
You watch, you watch, you watch All the times that you
Fucking watched me fall...

ROSE OF ARIANDEL (XENOCHIVA)

Produced mixed mastered frdm.wav
Cover art theo

Hate the way I walk and say 
Hate the way you talk and spray
Out all that shit you fucking lame 
I’m high and fly down interstate 
Can’t come down stuck up in this place
A perma state of meditate 
But Paranoia come in waves and anger breaking with the plates 
All On your ugly face
Call bull shit on your grace 
Venom in the words you lace 
And spread it like you own the place
I’ll tie your head and legs to different bumpers like a fucking lace
Then tell the cars to drive in separate ways like it’s a fucking race 
I’ll watch your body split release a grin like I deserve your praise 
For cleansing earth of one more piece of shit that brings hell to its state 
Of nothingness with haunted memories inside expanding waste 
Cus all can get so lonely and so boring knowing every taste 
Scared foggy road in haste 
where are we going wait 
decoding program at the base 
Reloading process from a trace 
Of love
Cus I’m full of hate 
And drugs 
Till I can’t relate I died in my brain 

Different level in the trees they resemble 
Hanging limbs God in risk hide and seek then we rebel 
Relapsed devil glass house hot as kettle 
Empty ports where I settle all the boats 
Made of metal then sink
Found thawed out now underneath rink
Parabellum jot down in their greed ink 
New normal for a south clown not the same pink 
proud formal laughing out loud at its game kink 
All gold betting stock now aiming dont blink 
can’t fold setting lock out praying don’t think 
My Negatives washed down in a plain sink 
Like Ending is not found in a rain drink 
Sacrifice to the chaos get a big link 
Spending life just to pay off head in a stink 
Sending mind to the ray socked right into brink 
Fending hide while I cage hop right in zoo shrink 
Feeling so great finally say your name
Hanging limbs ache from just how far I came 
While it all Over played under your rhythmic tune
Hums throughout its strange knowing ill become that soon x2

Split [Prod. Frdm.wav]

Produced kill ebola
Mixed mastered kill ebola + kamaara 
Cover art theo

Fell asleep to the play (took a snooze)
Through chameleon shades (took a look)
Of that broken down place (shot the crook)
Cus the thief took its space (got the loot)
It Stood guarded the gate 
Moon in heart what it gave 
I cant hide from its gaze 
As my time dissipates (lost the view)
World in rearview 
Nothing left here too
Pain i Imagined 
Needed to near you 
Losing my senses Its all making sense 
Unlimited questions Together we bend 
And It moves and it spouts in Within and without 
Theres no I here to shout or no why then or how 
Echoes fire, phantom eyes!
Mirrors mouths, open wide! 
Hallways bright, angled lights!
Split mind, gone along with life! 

sacrificing suffering 
How much no advice your kite is buffering 
In that storm enticed by all the cutlery
For spreading wings till out use and other things
Stuck in style judged obey consume and blame the other you
In a lower level metal fake to gain another scoop 
Skate a loop you animal 
The grass is always green and hate the other room
So I say again 
choose your suffering and sacrifice 
A blink in infinite could feel like bike that never riding right
Into aftermath of match on broken pipe
They pushing meds and trynna get my magic blind 
Oh you feeling good with infinite inside a little box
Whole life in an office buy your place amongst a little rock
Peel and feel like middle sock 
When all is said and riddles gone
Missile locked on sizzled pawns 
Feel another drizzled prawn 
Crawling up my spine slither lines
High prized flashlight dusty time 
Red fuzz hear the cries what you type inside

Bliss

Produced by Deademane
Cover Art by Kill Ebola & Theo
Mixed & Mastered by frdm.wav

I just want to break, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate

Been dealing with the bends, dirtied up the lens
Lessened borrowed time from a spine thats always tense 
Knocking for a cleanse, god just want the rent 
Got too far ahead and all the bread misaimly spent 
Now I’m sitting in the stew, till it’s what it do 
Whisking out the lies strain demise until its new 
Thought on train they knew, not a fucking clue 
Ducking out the room to nothing two
Not much to do but you choose 

I just want to break, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate

In that place along the beach right before I fall asleep where I’m older 
No more phantoms follow me fake beliefs that I unsee when I’m sober
And go back to where I fell you were heaven in my hell but now it’s over
Through a window in a spell train of pain is where I dwell go run me over
Yeah

Hate [Prod. Deademane]

Produced by Dxscxnsion
Cover Art by Kill Ebola & Theo
Mixed & Mastered by frdm.wav

Addict gone yeah, padded mod yeah 
Feel so fucking sad then I laugh and it’s gone yeah
I’m mad and caught yeah, cat is bought yeah 
Since I fiend beheading, be forgetting what I got yeah
Every time I feel your soul it’s way too much for me
Empty game rebuilding barricade of I’m ugly 
Plenty space inside a homeless mind the cave bloody 
I’ll deprave I can’t decay when I just want nothing 

Putting up my walls when anyone gets close to me
I don’t want to fall to the person that I used 
to be
Feeling like I’m gone so I fantasize my own beliefs
Walk around with knots when I try to find my own release
Feed off all my energy, just know that I got none to save
Take it out me and sink your teeth before you walk away
Hiding underneath this empty beach, I know that it’s too late
So fill me up with all your hate, occupy this empty space

Empty Beach [Prod. Dxscxnsion]

Stag Trap 20-07-2025 09-10.wav

please don’t ask me if i can bear more wounds than i have faced. i would lay my limbs down for you, but i’d beg you not to ask me to. i have spent years now, falling apart. would you let me have me to myself, so i might live without more scars? i share my flesh with you, that’s why my body is destroyed. what can I do? where can i hide from all this and not be found? what wings would take me high enough? how deep a hole would i have to dig? my shame for the evil i have done consumes me... i am soaked in bloodguilt, polluted, contagious... i am a pollutant, an offense to gods above.

FIERCE WAR (DYTENNA)

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