mix by gullyspit and dollbreaker
production by xenochiva

ANTLER BLADE (w/ GULLYSPIT) [XENOCHIVA.]

TRACK FIVE: A PAINFUL BUT NECESSARY GLANCE OVER THE SHOULDER

she gon touch along my wrist, she gon ask me why i bleed
i told her i ain’t feelin shit so the feelings what i need
yeah i’m steppin out all black, know this denim japanese
i might kill myself tomorrow but at least that means i’m free like

i pop an addy got me beaming like a headlight
blow an ounce down in a day to get my head right
these new rocks on my feet boy i step out in the dead of night
man i swear that town the same as when i left it

silver in my mouth , a jeweller for a dentist
she ask bout shit that i said but never meant it
she ask bout the money i said baby i just sent it
throw the dick up in that box that shit direct hit

i got rickies on my feet i got salem on my tee
902 area code little bitch that’s where i be
she gon touch up on my wrist, she gon ask me why i bleed
i might kill myself tomorrow but at least that means i’m free 

she gon touch along my wrist, she gon ask me why i bleed
i told her that ain’t feel shit, come pussy on me
it don’t matter who i’m by, know my soul still feeling lonely 
i need my bitch to hold me, you know she my one and only

i double up my dose, huh, double up my vision
hit the pharma with insurance i ain’t payin for prescriptions 
bitch i’m walkin in with power, like i’m on a mission
the next fucker gonna try me gonna end up goin missing

she gon touch along my wrist, she gon ask me why i bleed
i told her i ain’t feelin shit so the feelings what i need
yeah i’m steppin out all black, know this denim japanese
i might kill myself tomorrow .

THAT TOWN IS THE SAME AS WHEN I LEFT IT (VEXD x AKVRI)

All that dust off my shoulder
Imma war veteran shadowheart soldier
Percocet in my system got me throwed up
Flexing all this bread lil bitch what yu know bout

KIRAI
The Entity for Eternity
Ima serve it now get it now while its cheap
Selling bones by the pound 
Making sound waves underground

Yeah you want the crown
You gone have to passaround me.

NIGHTMIND+ verse:
You gonna have to go behind me
Turn around and find me
Decide on me
Gotta buy me

Dont needa ride around i got the 45 on my hip
Im talking bout my fist,
Im talking left and right you see me dip

i got the power to send your boy gods way
unlimited sentences to make sure yu die today
standing high up on this tower i snipe em all away
sock my fist just like a viper and make these pussy niggas fly away

burn it down make sure they see it
turn around shut it off make em all anemic
yu dont gotta believe
ill just make yu feel it

PASSAROUND ME. w/ NIGHTMIND+ [PROD. VARELA KATANA]

break take all my taste away
fake all your friends will play
victim in their own ways
haste hurry up or your too late
my face you will never wanna see anyways
fuck your opinions it’ll kill you anyday
it’ll put a gun in your mouth and blow you away

im the ghost that will open you up
the one that dont give a fuck
the one rolling you up and putting you out
drained your blood like a fucking waterspout
whats all your fuss about
when you put yourself in your situation
where we judge you
look at the mirror
your the one that put your hands on her arent you?
that force within you,
what happened to you?

this is
evil. Darkness. black inside.
put your pain aside, did you it in see her eyes?
did you wrap your hands around her? and tell her to cry?
look me in my eyes, and tell me it was a lie.

thats why your here in the void
where all your testimony will prove how your paranoid
you will be locked in a room thats full of noise
praying for yur soul to be full of release
until your DECEASED.
i will give you this piece of advice
im not advocating for your life
im hoping that you die,
hoping yu get choked out your life
i hope yu die trying to BREATHE
seperated yourself as i have separated me
only 1 of YOU and more than 1 of ME
so as i gave unto YOU
ill make sure to give you up to the POWERS THAT BE.

untitled-8/11/2024 [prod. nyhtmare]

Drear's Verse

IM IN A NEW LANE SAME ME NO CHANGING
.556 ONE SHOT HES BRAINLESS
WHAT MADE ME THIS WAY SAME ANSWER THE PAIN DID
30 ROUNDS CLOSE SO I ALWAYS STAY DANGEROUS
BASS SO LOUD
THAT IT SHAKE THE GROUND
WE GOT WEAPONS HOT
TO LEAVE YOU FACELESS NOW
BASS SO LOUD
THAT IT SHAKE THE GROUND
WE GOT WEAPONS HOT
TO LEAVE YOU FACELESS NOW

MQ-9 Reaper

[PROD. DEADEND]

LYRICS: 

LIKE ARE U READY?
I JUST BURIED A WOMAN THIS SHIT SCARY
I CARRY LOT OF HUMANS TO THE FUCKING CEMENTARY
I MARRIED THE ILLUSION THAT MY BURDEN IS SO HEAVY
MY BELLY KNOWS SOLUTIONS BUT THEY SEEM TO FUCKING VARY
I GRIP MY FUCKING KNIFE AND THEN I SHARPEN UP MY BLADE
THEN I STAB A FUCKING RICH GUY THEN I SAW HE GOT A MAID
FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS HIS WIFE BUT I FORGOT HE WASNT LAID
NOW SHES RUNNING FOR HER LIFE BUT HER DEMISE SHE CANT EVADE
DONT BE AFRAID, SHE MADE A FUCKING FACE LIKE IM INSANE
SHES BEGGING FOR A LIFE BUT ALL THESE TEARS COMIN TO LATE
I GRAB HER BY THE NECK THIS IS THE END SHE JUST GOT SLAYED
PUT BOTH BODIES IN A NET, AND DRAG EM SLOWLY TO THE LAKE
THIS SHIT WAS FUN
I GO BACK THE CLOCK SAYS ONE, AND THE NIGHT HAD JUST BEGUN
JUST BECAUSE I DROPPED TWO BODIES PEOPLE THINK THAT I AM DONE
BUT THE THINGS THAT I EMBODY GO BEYOND LIKE THE SUN
THATS WHY IM SNEAKING TROUGH THE PARK
I SPOT A GROUP OF THREE THEY IN THE DARK
ONE WOMAN AND TWO GUYS I SEEM THEM WALKING FROM A FAR
I SEE ONE GUY I SPLITTING WITH THE GROUP HIS NAME IS MARC
THEN I CREEPED UP TO THE BUSHES CUZ I GOT MY TARGET MARKED
SEE HIM WALKING WITH NO TALKIN WHEN I DECIDED TO STALK HIM
I KEEP JOGGING WITH A CAUTION WE COLLIDED AND IM COUGHING
HE BE MOCKIN MY EXHAUSTION I IGNITED WITH NO WARNIN
NOW IM LAUNCHIN WITH NO STOPPIN I DIVIDED HIS ABDORMEN

CAN'T YOU SEE, THE REALITY?
IN A MINUTE EVERYTHING JUST WASHES AWAY
YEAH DON'T BE AFRAID
AT THE END OF THIS DAY, YOU AIN'T HERE TO STAY
CAN'T YOU SEE, THE REALITY?
IN A MINUTE EVERYTHING JUST WASHES AWAY
YEAH DON'T BE AFRAID
YEAH DON'T BE AFRAID

LET ME CONTINUE EXCEPT THE LIFE OF MARC GOT DISCONTINUED 
THERES TWO PEOPLE THAT OUTLIVED U FOR TEN MINUTES THATS AN ISSUE
SO I BRING YOU THE WHOLE MENU AND I EVEN BROUGHT A TISSUE
I ASSIST YOU I CONTRIBUTE COMPANY BECAUSE THEY MISS U
NOW IM CREEPIN, THEY LIFE OF TWO MORE PEOPLE AM I SEEKIN
THE OTHER GUY IS WEAKEND CUZ THEY PARTIED THE WHOLE WEEKEND
MY WHOLE ANGER I RELEASE IT, KNOCK HIM OUT THAT BOY IS SLEEPIN
AND THE WOMAN CANT COMPETE IN ALL THIS VIOLENCE NOW IM STREAKIN
THEN I STAB HER, WITH MY DAGGER I CAN SEE HER LIFE IS SHATTERED
WITH NO MATTER, GRIP A HAMMER CRUSH THEYRE SKULLS THERE BRAINS GOT SPLATTERED
AINT NO CRACKER, WITH NO MANNERS I CAN HANDLE THIS WITH GLAMOUR
WITH NO PRESSURE, THEY GOT VANISHED WITH THE FIRST FUCKING CADAVER

CAN'T YOU SEE, THE REALITY?
IN A MINUTE EVERYTHING JUST WASHES AWAY
YEAH DON'T BE AFRAID
AT THE END OF THIS DAY, YOU AIN'T HERE TO STAY
CAN'T YOU SEE, THE REALITY?
IN A MINUTE EVERYTHING JUST WASHES AWAY
YEAH DON'T BE AFRAID
YEAH DON'T BE AFRAID

DON'T BE AFRAID

Let me die faster, nothing really matters, heart been on a platter, my life been disaster, cranium shattered, my brain matter scattered, fuck what comes after, stab me with my back turned
Tryna recall happiness or how it shouldve felt
and it doesn’t ring a bell
Ive been feeling this way back before 2012
I hope you find some peace yourself
I’ve been tryna find the piece that’s gone send me to hell
From this life I finally bail I guess, I guess I won’t live to tell
I meant, I meant can you put me on the shelf? 
Do you think that I could be helped? The only thing that holds my head high is the belt
Hows the motherfucking room smell? After a few weeks of Missing all they think what can we sell? Whats his email? I need every single detail, let me take what’s valuable, you know that he won’t be here 
Start to see clear, but only on my death bed can I say Ive seen fear and not from me dear
Got you Shocked you seen my body its like headlights to deer
I’ve been waiting my whole life and now it’s time the ends near
Dont shed me fake tears, over my body dont copy, prolly forget about me its mere, please let me disappear

Remembrance of the Ghost Boy

If he walked how hes talking i dont he’d speak again
Couldnt care if you agreed with it
I dont need a approval, opinions, religion you follow a guide and you’re still a shit person
There is no God in my verses, maybe some ego atleast there’s a purpose
I could never be the motherfucker on the cover, i dont get along with others purely due to my discernment
Wearing a mask for immersion, go figure they hate every version
I dont wanna try to safe face anyway, mane who am I impressing everybody’s straight worthless
Let em fly high where the birds be
When these fuckers die it really hurts me
We were in the middle of a surgery
Spirits stuck wander in purgatory
Lethargic you harmless, not predatory
Regardless youre parked in infirmatory 
The way that I view you derogatory 
Shrine made of your organs in the dormitory 
Irrelevant i wanna sever shit im on a separate path, bullet his brain and I laugh, bully his bride and i dash, burning up hash, lowkey Im mad
Heavy with the weapon spreading lead Im on the way to heaven they gon send me back to send a message to the masses but they slower than molasses I dont care how much time passes I just wanna touch the ashes of the past
Couldnt care less that the shit that I say may come off as a cringey remark 
Now hes biting the curb he got parked and if that boy was smart he would never had tried me, he barked
Boy he had heart
Had cuz its past tense Im having a half of his heart on the shelf, been displaying it like hes an elk
Cards in your hand have been dealt, couldve been worse you admit it yourself
Next is your kin, youre not alone in hell
Who am i kidding? Its solitude cells
Less than in prison but still youre a shell
Materialistic, new belt
I dont wanna go til I really know if there is afterlife Id rather there is no
Id rather not another place im sharing with you hoes
I dont wanna see you motherfuckers as a ghost
Ima bleed another motherfucker let em know
Ouija do the most, Ouija overdosed
Ouija isnt nothing but the lowest of the low
Ouija with the squeegee with the pole gotta scope
So low, a motherfucker solo to my life im a no show
Leaking red, rojo, you dont really wanna know hoe, like Im falling in a trap door Ouijaboy

SOLO (SO LOW)

Point and erase remix ft wun (prod me)

in deiner city feat. blizz7k (prod. shosha + gorskiyy + elyas)

NEON VENDETTA

please don’t ask me if i can bear more wounds than i have faced. i would lay my limbs down for you, but i’d beg you not to ask me to. i have spent years now, falling apart. would you let me have me to myself, so i might live without more scars? i share my flesh with you, that’s why my body is destroyed. what can I do? where can i hide from all this and not be found? what wings would take me high enough? how deep a hole would i have to dig? my shame for the evil i have done consumes me... i am soaked in bloodguilt, polluted, contagious... i am a pollutant, an offense to gods above.

THAT TOWN IS THE SAME AS WHEN I LEFT IT (VEXD x AKVRI)

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