back2life

@vvvincenttt @star415

jealousy in my blood got me fumin 
i just need you so bad it makes me toxic
are u even real all these reasons just to stop it
i just see them and it makes me wanna vomit
is it really worth me talking
i been dreaming im sleep walking
all the problems ive been causing
i needa wake up snap out of it

thc with no meds cause psychosis
reality doesnt feel real often
often i been looking for some other options
often i been thinking that my pain feels chronic
psychotherapy the solution 
i been too unstable no improvement 
i been losing everything that im choosing
i been feeling theres no winning only losing

i would slit my fuckin throat 
but i dont want that on yr fuckin conscience
i aint really do shit for myself
all i want is just my heartbeat stopping
i just really wanna be myself
i cant do that w/o all yall hurting
i just wanna take a fucking breath
but the air is filled with tension

karma karma what the fuck did i do to deserve this
this a nightmare no ones perfect 
stg the air is filled with toxins 
lungs are hurting i cant function x2

jealousy//conscience (vvvin & star)

prod me, ft @j4mxo
•••

im not tryna party
i just wanna be alone
all up in my feelings
sometimes wish i had a clone
do all the shit for me
while i plug up my headphones
music helps me cope wit it 
but i still dont wanna be grown

sometimes i second guess it
is it so critical
need to stay in the present
why am i paranoid fo'?
i stay thinkin about the (what?) unimportant
all the negatives 
i absorb them

i never learn my lesson, i really have to leave. 
and i don’t wanna play these games , this ain’t monopoly.
eat sleep and then repeat , my phone won’t pick up dnd, 
she playin wit me are you kidding me , just broke up wit her are you shittin me?
feel a lot of things but i can’t feel the pain,
stayin quiet idk what to say, try to stay focus i stay in my lane. 
and who gave you the okay? emotionally damaged i’m going insane
I’m doing my best yea you see it okay, I’m tryna make you see that i’m doing good things

im doing good things good things
now why can't i appreciate appreciate
never satisfied and i never will be
but i can try to try

good things

Maybe I Should Close Ableton

tim lake - tunnel vision + aetheryears [kintsugi + mardee]

tim lake - terminal velocity + murrumur  [kintsugi]

tim lake - charizard + zumtru [kintsugi + taylor Morgan]

tim lake - automatic motion  [kintsugi + taylor morgan + 4evr]

Friends w/ Rocco Bunko (TONTO + Nebita + st1cks)

tracklist:

tim lake - tunnel vision ft. aetheryears [kintsugi + mardee]
blackwinterwells - ???? [kintsugi + mardee]
1n3k0 - angel [kintsugi + 4evr]
kintsugi x angelshalo - burning sunflower 
eden balance - mansions [kintsugi + VGF]
stella the pixie - ???? [kintsugi]
zumtru - live from logan square ft. zombae [kintsugi]

-> friend fest 3 mix <-

I took some time off, I ain't done shit
You're want up, I don't smoke shit
You ain't text yet, but you posted
Who you fuck with? You're the mostest

You don't know me, but I know you
You can come through, we can slide too
We're together, I never meant to hurt this way
It's another way to spend my day (fuck)

Crashing you down like the waves all around me
Pressure to make something new, push the boundary
Fracture my brain, places I'm drowning
Texture of your hands reminds me I've been counting

Days since I met you, the moon to my neptune
I am nothing special, surprised that I kept you
I'm chasing horizons, like why can't I catch you
Places I'm looking for to say I love you

Days since I met you, the moon to my neptune
I am nothing special, surprised that I kept you
I'm chasing horizons, like why can't I catch you
Places I'm looking for to say I love you

You can't find yourself, so you come to me
Begging for help, like a bug on the side
Ready to die, give it some mercy
And fill it with morphine

Who can know the time? I'll get ready for mine
With an early goodbye, tell my debtors
That I'll never ever pay that shit back
I won't try to, that's a hard pass (It's been)

Days since I met you, the moon to my neptune
I am nothing special, surprised that I kept you
I'm chasing horizons, like why can't I catch you
Places I'm looking for to say I love you

Days since I met you, the moon to my neptune
I am nothing special, surprised that I kept you
I'm chasing horizons, like why can't I catch you
Places I'm looking for to say I love you

texture of my brain

@zumtru
@flooddubs
@mimideathh
@ali_must_die
@anglwntr
@bpiv
@heartavi
@xxkintsugi
@suoneria
@blackwinterwells
@infinitymeter
@lizablaise
@dawnyicks
@murrumur
@ulith
@stellathepixie
@metafract
@vcl1

tim lake - charizard + zumtru [kintsugi + taylor Morgan]

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