Makes me think about being alive but also death

TAKE A DOSE

produced by tweaker jane
vocals by sangriaaa

A song written during the time an ex-lover was spending our quality time with his ex-lover in secret. I longed to help him with his troubles and soothe his mind, but he was happier seeing me silent, sinking. In the deep ocean storm of our time together, he sailed away without me. I was left to drown.

Envision yourself searching chaotic waters for the one that you love. The water is dark, the skies are storming. It seems hopeless.
Underneath the surface, I hope to find you.
Are you searching for me, too?

[Lyrics]:

I look into the sky and see your eyes
I press against your lips and you feel mine
I breathe against your ears and tell you lies

Bring yourself closer to me
I can make the promises you seek
You can lie right back to me
About how I mean everything to you

We can pretend that it’s true

Another delusion, ooh

A figment of my imagination
Such a daydream, it’s dangerous
I’d love to escape into the waves of
Your mind, and the storm inside

You make me feel
Like I’m in a fantasy
Like I’m on the open sea

Underneath the surface,
I hope to find you
Are you searching for me, too?

Would you like me to drown?
Please, don’t let me down.

Seems Bleak (drown)

8/4/23

CHANGE THE WORLD • KISS META

INNOCENCE [PROD. DISDAIN]

Fuck restoration out on all platforms

INTO THE WOODS (Prod. Lex)

we're broken records baby
i might let you down 
noticed how we're changing lately
we're more lost than found
every time i think about you 
(every time i think about you)
every time i think about you i lose myself in it
you don't know the half of it and 
i won't know your half of shit
i hate all that's happening
i don't know how to help
pushed you to the edge with me
i know that shit ain't fair
far away from everything 
i'll think bout what you said to me
feel my skin i'll take you far
why i live is in your soul
kiss your neck, i'll pull you close
i killed your ex bitch pissed me off
on my skin your name two times
both for the hoes with and without two eyes
know i'll die eventually i don't mind
want you next me before it's happening
(your name two times)
(with and without two eyes)
(eventually i don't mind)
(before it's happening)
we're broken records baby
i might let you down 
noticed how we're changing lately
we're more lost than found
every time i think about you 
(every time i think about you)
every time i think about you i lose myself in it
you don't know the half of it and 
i won't know your half of shit
i hate all that's happening
i don't know how to help
pushed you to the edge with me
i know that shit ain't fair
far away from everything 
i'll think bout what you said to me

d i e  d o i n g  u

FINAL TRACK OFF THE DUNGEONCRAWL EP
PRESENTED BY HAUNTEDBOYZ ARTISTS CAVE SAGE4K & THEM.
PRODUCED BY TOKYOX
RANDOM MAGNA PANEL

HAUNTED FANTASY W THEM. PROD BY TOKYOX

mixing and mastering + co-prod. by @lavaproduce
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Snared by frames
Nothing comes up to my mind
Sure, I can’t  remember why
I will make up my own lies

Trapped in spasms
Tripping over thoughts, they’re right
I was not allowed to cry
I’ll make it alone tonight 
Make it out alive

I'll wait for tomorrow, time to sleep it (off)
Slipping from reality this time felt different
I don’t wanna live like this
(Nor love like this)
'Till nothings left of me

Rain, rain, go away
Come again another day
Don’t make me sink in tears
Keep the black dogs off my bed
Let the shadows come clean
Be honest
Will I ever recover from this?

Rain, GO AWAY

heavens

DOLLIE BEAR 
Self Taught Synth Artist 

🎛 Ableton Live 11 
🎹 Launchkey 49 MK2

TAKE A DOSE

DOLLIE BEAR

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