lyrics:

cutting on my wrist
i dont think im gonna survive
this

i love you so much
sometimes i js have to cut

ran my ass to the kitchen 
grabbed the razor blade wait but

cutting myself
im cutting myself
cutting myself
im cutting myself
cutting myself
ya im cutting myself
im fucking cutting myself

sorry i use razor blades to cope
maybe i just need some help

can you stop yelling
im a fucking mentally insane girl

i went to the bathroom
and grabbed that blade

started to play
tik
tak
toe
on 
my
leg

im sitting in the bathroom
locked doors
cutting my wrist
bleeding on the floor
im fucking dying like a slutty little bitch
like a fuckin whore


ran my ass to the kitchen 
grabbed the razor blade wait but

cutting myself
im cutting myself
cutting myself
im cutting myself
cutting myself
ya im cutting myself
im fucking cutting myself

sorry i use razor blades to cope
maybe i just need some help

can you stop yelling
im a fucking mentally insane girl

i went to the bathroom
and grabbed that blade

started to play
tik
tak
toe
on 
my
leg

im
cutting
my
self

cutting myself (prod. alexisssg)

lyrics:

you blocked my number thats fucked
im gonna call ur homeboy up
hes been waiting for this moment
i just want to get fucked

im his favorite bubble gup
and bitch i am mean asfk
lets go to this party
i wanna get fucked up

i walk into that party 
like a fucking barbie
bitches seen my waist
and my face
and my fucking body
idgaf
im a hottie
all these bitches wanna party
lets party
turn up
lets have a nighty

you blocked my number thats fucked
im gonna call ur homeboy up
hes been waiting for this moment
i just want to get fucked

im his favorite bubble gup
and bitch i am mean asfk
lets go to this party
i wanna get fucked up

i walk into that party 
like a fucking barbie
bitches seen my waist
and my face
and my fucking body
idgaf
im a hottie
all these bitches wanna party
lets party
turn up
lets have a nighty
  




bubblegum (prod. whiteglance)

lyrics:

living in a catgirl life
living in a catgirl life

just another night in my stupid catgirl head
and i need a boy to love me
or i’ll wish that i was dead
wanna curl up on the floor
till i rot into the bed
cus ive never been enough
not online and not in flesh
you say sweet things through a mic
but would you touch me in real life

got me spinning
im not winning
you dont even know im crying

say youd stay and never leave
even if i fall too deep
i could be your little dream
but when you see the mess i am
youll forget what you believed

they say i need therapy
but i just need you to hold me
if you knew all that i hide
would you love me — or control me

im sorry when i beg too much
im a desperate little catgirl
and im not worth your touch

just another night in my stupid catgirl head
and i need a boy to love me
or i’ll wish that i was dead
wanna curl up on the floor
till i rot into the bed
cus ive never been enough
not online and not in flesh
you say sweet things through a mic
but would you touch me in real life

got me spinning
im not winning
you dont even know im crying

say youd stay and never leave
even if i fall too deep
i could be your little dream
but when you see the mess i am
youll forget what you believed

they say i need therapy
but i just need you to hold me
if you knew all that i hide
would you love me — or control me



catgirl life (prod. me)

lyrics:

yaa
yaaaa
yaaaaaa
(x2)

crying all alone on cam
did you forget the type of girl i am
can you stop making me cry
you make me not wanna be alive

sitting on the staircase
hearing bottles break
feeling my heart race
idk wat to say

sitting on the staircase
hearing bottles break
feeling my heart race
idk wat to say

feeling abused
looking at my face
and staring at my bruise
(at my bruise)

feeling so misused
i dont think
you knew wat to do

ya you dont know wat to do
and your type is girls u use

ya
your type is
girls u use
cuz ur a fkn LOSER

ya
your type is
girls u use
cuz ur a fkn LOSER

crying all alone on cam
did you forget the type of girl i am
can you stop making me cry
you make me not wanna be alive

sitting on the staircase
hearing bottles break
feeling my heart race
idk wat to say

sitting on the staircase
hearing bottles break
feeling my heart race
idk wat to say

feeling abused
looking at my face
and staring at my bruise
(at my bruise)

feeling so misused
i dont think
you knew wat to do

ya you dont know wat to do
and your type is girls u use

your.
a.
fucking. 
loser.

abused (prod. me)

secret (ft. shawn)

lyrics:

i
i really want you
ya were stuck like glue
and all i think abt is you
drawing you on paper too

tell me are you gonna want me
or are u gonna lie all night
cuz i seen you with her
and it looks like you enjoyed ur time

i dont wanna make you cry
your my senpai
senpai

tell me are you gonna want me

ya im in a pixel world
everything is jpeg and lols
ya all the boys are emo
and theres mentally insane girls

ya i dont care
imma ride all night
with my emo boy cuz
im gonna be by his side
not the type of mentally insane girl
thats likes to fucking argue and fight

ya i dont care
imma ride all night
with my emo boy cuz
im gonna be by his side
not the type of mentally insane girl
thats likes to fucking argue and fight

tell me are you gonna want me
or are u gonna lie all night
cuz i seen you with her
and it looks like you enjoyed ur time

i dont wanna make you cry
your my senpai
senpai

tell me are you gonna want me

ya im in a pixel world
everything is jpeg and lols
ya all the boys are emo
and theres mentally insane girls

want. (dera)

lyrics:

ya i just wanna be that/that/that
girl for u
and never thought/thought/thought
that you want me too/too/too

i never wanted you so bad in my life
come here baby
come n be mine

come n let me show u what
la/la/la/ love is
cuz i dont think youve ever had it bitch

me fucking see if
you love me

let me fucking see if
you love me

I really wanna know what you want from me
Talking to you hurts my lungs, what a fuckass beat
Bitch I know, that we are really fucking scene
There’s a line, on my time, so go back and and rewind

If you love me so, I need a warrant
Don’t even bother try, if you are dormant
(ew like) What a fraud, stop hitting up my line
You’d get a second chance if you weren’t fucking 5 9

kissing all night
under the stars
dont (3x)
dont play w my heart

im a little incel girl
come n save me
i want my baby
come n fucking save me

Who the fuck you fooling? Yourself
You’re not a jester
Who the fuck you pulling? None else
You 負け犬

Feast your eyes
It comes without surprise
That my body and my mental mess
It got a price

Diss some more
Kiss some more
Why the fuck do we end in a discord

Diss some more
Kiss some more
Why the fuck you want to see me bleed more

Find myself lying down counting up the stars
Hoping when I count more gets me more the heart
Counting up my little days
僕目が痛い痛い

toxic romance ft. p1urrbrr // prod. me

lyrics:

uh huh
yuh its me
sparkle up the scene like im born to beam

i walk in cameras blink
everybody froze like a pink ice rink
im the sugar rush queen that baddie in sync
got em falling in line just to get my fuckin drink

diamond on my tongue when i talk too sweet
heels click clack like a *bleep* y2k beat
barbie in a benz and my phone on dnd
i dont chase baby boy they chase me

haha cute fit cute lips too loud
mirror sayin you the moment now
pop gloss pop off i shine proud
all my haters look like background

you the you the you the moment now (x3)
you the fuckin moment right now

im that girl no alibi
vip where i glide right by
dont need luck when youre this divine
just a gloss and a dream and a really cute sign

hello kitty charm on my gucci bag
boys all bark i just laugh and lag
i dont argue i block then brag
im the type they wish they had

ballet flats with the lethal strut
pretty and mean like im sweet and cut
soft as silk but im built like what
like that girl they cant touch uh huh

PRETTY & MEAN // prod. dera

LYRICS WERE FREESTYLED BY ME SORRY IM JUST A FREAKY LIL GIRL :3

LYRICS:

suck some dick
for some cash
im gonna make a fuckin rack
titties in his face 
while he playin w my cat

ye i am a pretty bitch
and ya i am a brat
playing with my pussy baby
ya i like that

he hears this kitty purr
maybe im his favorite kitty cat
like to scratch
with my paws
play with his
fuckin balls
im your dominatrix bitch
im your fucking boss

and ya i dont got no flaws
your fucking turnin me off
blood and sugar in my veins
i dont wanna be insane

bitch im losing it
cuz u got me fucked up
playin w my ass
slap that dick and plug it up

im a freaky bitch
ya i like to get chained up

chain me up daddy
tie me up and do your deed
slit my fucking throat
so i can be ur murder scene

come here daddy i wanna die for you
crucify me on the wall with a screw

play with this pussy like a slut
whatchu gonna do
you aint freaky you a weak ass bitch
you aint gotta clue
lovense in my pussy
and my legs start to turn blue
crying cuz i took ur man
wah wah
boo boo

he hears this kitty purr
maybe im his favorite kitty cat
like to scratch
with my paws
play with his
fuckin balls
im your dominatrix bitch
im your fucking boss

and ya i dont got no flaws
your fucking turnin me off
blood and sugar in my veins
i dont wanna be insane

bitch im losing it
cuz u got me fucked up
playin w my ass
slap that dick and plug it up

im a freaky bitch
ya i like to get chained up

chain me up daddy
tie me up and do your deed
slit my fucking throat
so i can be ur murder scene

come here daddy i wanna die for you
crucify me on the wall with a screw

CRUCIFY ME // prod. aki

tiktok- prodollmaxxer
discord- catasdfk
trans girl w a scenecore death wish

abused (prod. me)

dollmaxxer

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