@prod_dxvi
hard to believe in 
cant find the meaning
i dont think u evr listened to reasoning
i don’t understand why ur leaving me
dont know how to feel but i feel free
why's the sky lookin down at me like that?
its just all too new its just all so wack
i dont know whats real i dont know whats facts
took a trip since then i feel abstract .~.

i hope the greed in me is gone
and i hope the good parts stayed along
sometimes i feel like im always wrong
now im ok with being alone :) 
but life goes on :\
try to spend time but i waste it all
feels like i died but i just respawn 
and im tryna sleep but i just cant fall
(what have i done)

ego death (dxvi)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

pseudo (diligence)

@jacynyte
@avit69

[arid]
idk whats real when u fumble words
idk the deal when u call me first
i just need to stick and find my way
i dont think that things will ever change
cuz i never learn
tried to tell u once but u never turned
all i did to make it work
never meant to make u hurt

[jacy nyte]
And I'll say it first
Something feels off my minds a blur
A silhouette never felt so cursed (so cursed)
Now there's nothing that you could ever say
Just need to break out of all these chains
Feel my heart its getting worse
Just don't want the past to reoccur
It can't be helped I can't get a break
I'll keep getting sicker in my brain
Watch my senses wither away
If I knew you would stay
Would've never changed

words w/ jacy nyte (avit)

@ddertbag

i dont wna talk to u, cause u toxic
and i got voices in my head nd they talkin
she gon slide up in my dms cause im ballin
i jus been hanging on the edge think im fallin
dont know how to stop it

she callin up my phone
but i cant pick up
ima stay wit my bros
no i cnt switch up
im in my room recording songs while smoking swishers
she bad asf nd she wanna take a picture

she not important 2 me yea she just a filler
these girls b fightin over me jus like they bidders
if her ass fat u kno she the winner
stackin all my racks they stand tall like a pillar

i walked into saks n spent a bag on some clothes
yea they be textin me i cant fw these hoes
#2k23 yea ima go up wit my bros
this money comin in everyday u already know

she callin up my phone
but i cant pick up
ima stay wit my bros
no i cnt switch up
im in my room recording songs while smoking swishers
she bad asf nd she wanna take a picture

she callin up my phone
but i cant pick up
yea i be castin fuckin spells jus like a wizard
i might take yo fuckin bitch yea im the rizzler
she wna fuck but i dont een wanna kiss her

picture (ddertbag)

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

prod @neohnq

dont come any closer please just go away
losing my composure i think i need a break
just wanna give up i dont wna stay awake
i cant open up ab the things that eat away

take it all for granted im not safe
wish that i could turn around and say it to ur face
come to my dance and we'll see who breaks! ;)
did you really think that it wasnt too late?

if i keep going like this i wont make it
gimme all this time but i think that imma waste it
you looked so happy but i knew u always faked it
told what i wanted but you'd never understand it

is it my fault?
you dont answer your calls
all you ever want
is someone that im not
dont ask if im alright
ill tell you that im fine
i dont wanna cry
i can't say goodbye

my dance (neohn)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

spotify

dry eyes w/ owtiss

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

prod @decago, @1altr, @owtiss
doing drums rly is fun :)

i dont wna take it back
everything that i said
ur all that i had
everything is a mess
i never was enough
i just wna give up
im never growing up
i just wna move on :/

i rly cannot think
i cannot hear a thing
all i hear is a ring
its rly getting to me
theres still so much to see
but im stuck here w me
drown in anxiety
will i ever be free

is my head on the right way
how'd i find myself in the middle of the highway
starting to think theres no way
hold my hand like always
always on a cold day
how'd i find myself in a place where im not me

everything (decago, altr, owtiss)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

I finally recorded another solo song insane

prod @domerrz @yashio20k @decago

art by bestie @maplekeurig
https://twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@domerrz]
think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

Im still so hurt
I need a shoulder
things get harder as the weather gets colder 
I guess I never learn Ill always end up burnt
I get nothing in return 
and u left me at my worst
why does love always have to hurt
could u lift me out this curse

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

dry eyes w/ owtiss

dom

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