august

fr8 train

imma go smoke

Let go ha I'ma drown bruh
I don't know what I wanna do uh uh
You don't know what I went through ah ah ah
Hit you up with that brah brah brah yeah
Hit you up with that fire oh uh
I don't know her uh I don't know you bruh

I don't know I was bent I couldn't consent
To violence I segment all that is silent
Used to say I'm glad I'm quiet I calmed down 
Now all I want is trying not to respond now
I occupy it like wall street with all this 
In my mind and on me make you beat feet
I still only cover up with a sheet
All you locked in will feel me
All you did was talk to me
And that ain't helping or stopping
Anything still mockin floppin
Over I swapped persons started to fuck em over
I was deadlocked blew composure
Learned to rock myself till I'm sober
I'm never sober nothing's never over
I'm never older I never told her
I close the folders I knew the pokers
I knew they'd fuck you over
Fuck your lover motherfucker
No loafers only hangin' with loaders
Tell her like fuck em bring that hoe over
I knew he was beefin with me on the low uh
But I also knew he was speaking so
I had to be careful with him wheezing uh uh
I was unbelieving uh uh nothing's appeasing uh uh
I was still sneaking uh uh while you been retreating uh uh
You don't know how much ashes fall down your feet bruh

Let go ha I'ma drown bruh
I don't know what I wanna do uh uh
You don't know what I went through ah ah ah
Hit you up with that brah brah brah yeah
Hit you up with that fire oh uh
I don't know her uh I don't know you bruh

Ima Drown Bruh (prod.sam)

idle

Lil Durk-Discontinuing Wokhardt

Vital

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lyrics ~ 

when you say it like that i'll slip through the cracks
lost in your emotion, mind under attack
focused on your movements while your heart stays black
lost again yeah i'll find a way to bring you back

oh no, you've been waiting for a long time
for acceptance in yourself and for peace of mind
i couldn't tell the difference from the time that we last mentioned that your esteem was something that you lacked

i don't care about the way you are
i know that you'll go far
and i hope that you take my word
and i hope that you take my word

'cos i don't see the world like you do babe
and i can't keep the secrets that stay to the grave
but i hope that that don't make you
i hope that you stay true
is she really like that?
devil horns & devil tatts
is that what makes you?
i love that way you stay true

better keep light off our feet now
yeah
know that one little misstep could be the one that shatters everything
shattered everything
'cos we're falling from heaven
oh ain't no point in fluttering those wings
glimmer of the shards fell graces to the wind
blister of the frost too cold to feel a thing
poisoned words of yours laid whispered in the air
look what you created

is this everything you wanted?
after all of this
making wishes on what isn't
you can still sit there so indifferent
ay

'cos i don't see the world like you do babe
and i can't keep the secrets that stay to the grave
but i hope that that don't make you
i hope that you stay true
is she really like that?
devil horns & devil tatts
is that what makes you?
i love that way you stay true

~ is that what makes u (feat. suisai)

I just want to see myself in a good space.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
SHE IS LITERALLY THE BEST, SHE ALWAYS DRAWS BABY, I LOVE HER <3
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Lyrics: 

hate to say that i'm ashamed
that i cant fix myself 
I've tried and tried again

losing touch with my own life
i wish i that could realize that time is what dissolves the pain 

feel my life jog in place
i just want to see myself in a good space
feel my life jog in place
i'm tired of the problems, i'm tired of the pain

late night 
i'm losing my grip
but i'm moving
don't lose sight 
of you in the end  

feeling stuck but i'm okay
i wish you'd see my pain 
i hate that i feel the same
   
(late nights)
feeling broke but that's okay
(late nights)
wish that you'd take me away
(lose sight)
from all my baggage, i feel its weight 

feel my life jog in place
i just want to see myself in a good space
feel my life jog in place
i'm tired of the problems, i'm tired of the pain
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Spotify

Limbo

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

Vital

Domah2

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