Why am I the idiot, I hope this earth fucking dies. Idc if I go to hell, I can't do it anymore.

why does everyone else get everything they want, why do they have the best lives and get to be happy

I'm on anti depressants as a 17 year old with PTSD and depression the depression being obvious I've always wanted to die since I was 8 I had a father if you could even call him that he always left to go drink wanted to find happiness at the end of a bottle and I don't know why I was born to drug addict and alcoholic parents who make bad choices like I lived with domestic violence for 8 years of my life and struggled with depression for 10 I just want my pain to end sometimes but guess what the anti depressants are helping Im lost I wanna seek God but I'm needing a sign and I'm so tired I'm a failure and that's all I ever believe I will be I have so many goals but they are all blocked due to the choices my parents made idk why I'm venting here but fuck it whatever and to who ever reads this my snapchat is brendanbingbong and that was skimming the surface

i dont know what to say, i feel something big in my Chest but i just cant say it i dont know why.

Original: Brian is the Most Beautiful - Memo Boy

brian is the most beautiful slowed

suisside - dark side of the moon instrumental muffled ( slowed + reverb )

bedroom - in my head slowed instrumental

bedroom - in my head slowed instrumental

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