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The Upload

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

I miss the taste of ur name
Telling people where ive been
What I’ve been up to, who I saw
But it all feels the same

It doesn’t have to be this way
We could make ammends one day :)
You tap in, I don’t answer 
I don’t know what I would say :/

U can’t help me just help urself
Around me u can’t help urself
My family thinks that I need help
It’s been a while since I felt well
I poker face so u can’t tell 
That my life feels like living hell
It’s all inside my head most days
I can’t get out of bed most days

I can’t help feeling this way
That’s just the way I’m made
I’ll need lobotomies and surgeries
To get u out of my brain

When they ask if I’m okay
I feel like I look insane
I go thru life so expressionless
U can’t tell that from my face

U can’t help me just help urself
Around me u can’t help urself
My family thinks that I need help
It’s been a while since I felt well
I poker face so u can’t tell 
That my life feels like living hell
It’s all inside my head most days
I can’t get out of bed most days

I cant get out of bed most days
I cant get out of bed most days
I cant get out of bed most days
I cant get out of bed most days!!!!!!!!!!

help urself *p. grayskies*

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Lost in Shadows

Fragments of Me is a cinematic and deeply personal EP that explores the journey from fragility to resilience. Each track is a reflection — a shard of glass carrying its own story of confession, shadow, and light. Together, they form a portrait of survival, healing, and self-discovery.  
At its heart, this EP is about learning to face the parts of ourselves we often hide: the tears, the scars, and the static of our inner world. Where once there was silence and fear, these songs transform that pain into purpose, reminding us that every fracture can shine with meaning.  

A Tear-Stained Journal – An intimate confession, capturing the vulnerability of writing our truths in secret. A haunting, delicate piece where blurred ink and fragile pages symbolize hidden pain.  

Shadows on My Skin – A raw portrait of scars carried both inside and out. Darker and more atmospheric, this track explores the weight of memory and the marks left behind, yet also hints at the strength found within those shadows.  

Light in the Static – The closing chapter, where the fragments converge. Hope breaks through as scars become compasses, guiding toward clarity, resilience, and rebirth. The most uplifting of the trilogy, it embraces light without denying the darkness that shaped it.  


A Tear-Stained Journal

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

we always say 
things we don’t mean

we try our best 
to be at rest
with mutual understanding

we care for each other 
and we show it in our love
and I’m falling to a place 
where i can’t get back up

if you open up your arms
and hold them out i might be fine
as long as you hold on tight

will i ever come back

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co-wrote by @lilxlotus

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrows
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

And I'm just trying to sober up
And I hope you feel I do enough 
I'm loving you that's all I ever do
Just fighting everything in solitude 
x2

*theres a hole in my chest
Bleeding veins from my wrist
Just tell me what you need
And I can be that*

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrow
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

life just leads me to the bottle

hiding out in plain view

Produced by ʎpoqou. Soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
Lyrics n vocals by Angelsik <33

Hush (Prod. by ʎpoqou)

(produced by angst // mixed n mastered by ciaran) 

id cry everyday, waiting for u to change
my love will never fade
I miss u just the same 

I watched my red rose turn to gray 
your words they spin in my brain
in my mind, you're engraved

will I ever change? still hurt the same 
I'm trapped in my mind where you're engraved
four white walls I die every day,
while my brain decays and i waste away
at night i drift and fly away 
in the day i feel like I'm in space
i felt a change 
I'm not the same 
its in my veins
trapped in a cage

engravedinmymind (prod.angst)

Suicide

its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
master/vocal chops: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy 

lyrics:
and it's the same things
that keep me awake at night
it's harder to sleep when i 
see what's lost in my mind
(x2)
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
(x4)
i've been feeling out of place here
i swear i'd give up everything to get my head clear
i'm losing everyone i hold near
and i feel like i'm falling all i wanna hear
is your voice
i've been calling out to you
can you hear me
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun
bouta hit the road for some shows ima kick it in the backseat
i've been doing well i hope you're proud of me

the same things (prod. caspr)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt


i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

skele:

i'll make it out alive 
i still think about when u told me goodbye
it hurt so bad thought i might die 
i'll dream about you tonight 

i remember when u were telling me forever 
then we fell apart i miss ur touch
i swore i'd give u whatever u wanted

i'm still here 
all alone 
wish u were the one blowing up my phone 
but it's cool
i miss u 

i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

engravedinmymind (prod.angst)

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