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Desire

lights out

pink & blue

Cyberbully Mom Club - Lifetime Warranty

Peripheral Vision

Cutting My Fingers Off

artwork by https://www.instagram.com/okaycozy/

I've never been happier to be afraid in my entire life.

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passionfruit

Songs We Didn't Write Oops

important things

sleepyhead (passion pit cover)

Continued Story / Hi how are you

Walking the Cow

https://foglake.bandcamp.com/album/dragonchaser

Fog Lake - Roswell

your bones brittle and
your skin covered in marks
control everything
cause i wanna take my time
you're my favorite
person to talk to when i wanna die
when im high with you
all i wanna do is kiss you
sober dreaming
isnt what im feeling now
now things are different
they're always changing when you get so bored
this is the last time
ill think of wanting to call you mine
ill wait for nothing
while you wait for me to come around
he'll change his mind
like every time he did before

pic by rob
http://oldcondom.tumblr.com/

u made me so tired

this time is different
i feel different
lost under tension
fateful companion
your skin is frozen
my wounds closing
you overestimate
the ones you love the steps you take
i want us to be best friends but
maybe baby i cant pretend
when im asleep
is when you call me
don't talk too deep
we'll be sorry
find hope in nothing
we are nothing
i want us to be until the end
maybe baby i cant pretend

the pictures on my phone are all of you

Anthology

Worst Party Ever - Did The Cubs Just Win The World Series?

Worst Party Ever - Trying Harder

Worst Party Ever - I Drive By a Light Store on the Way to Your House

these are two songs i made for assorted compilations 
<3

headshot

Nintendo 64 (Alex G)

memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie

in skin

im in the dark with my head in my hands
what am i worth if i am not a man
want to go home but i already am
all of this life ill be stuck in my head
warm and safe feelings i dont want to leave
its starting to hurt every time that i breathe
im letting go of what isnt here now
wont forget the bitter taste in my mouth
i know this is what i get
privileged piece of shit is dead
living dying nothing
nothing nothing nothing
i am nothing
feels like nothing
i see nothing
i am nothing
i am nothing

phosphene

not my music

https://goodbyemax.bandcamp.com/track/the-rest-is-a-lie

The Rest Is A Lie - Goodbye Max

https://mentalhealthcomp.bandcamp.com/album/running-from-the-dark

"Running from the Dark is an album compiled in honor of mental health awareness month. Each track was graciously donated by the artist and many include personal explorations of mental health.

All proceeds from this compilation will be donated to the National Alliance on Mental Illness. NAMI is the nation’s largest grassroots mental health organization dedicated to building better lives for the millions of Americans affected by mental illness. "

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