dysphoria

https://linktr.ee/jakekiss
prod. kasket, maestrowons

scenes of you

scenes of you ft. kasket

little heart robber

m.i.a

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

I have to accept that you left me for dead
And you have to accept 
Baby, that you live in my head
Everything reminds me of you 
Baby, why you always acting so rude

I'm a haunt you when I'm dead
That's how I know I'll see you again

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

And I've been wasted 
Baby, to get you off my mind
And how I hate this
Waking up, pressure on my chest, don't feel mine

I might relapse
Think about the past, baby, I can't relax
What more can I lose? 
Can't even run a mile in my old damn shoes

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

FLESH & BONES

Slept Most of the Day (with SARM?)

around & around

spotify

disease

Have a seat how have you been lately?
Fine I guess i don’t I’m having trouble sleeping 
Trouble how? Like you can’t fall asleep or you’re sleeping to much?
I can’t sleep I feel like all my mind is doing is racing and getting stuck on my fears 
That must be hard what fears are you having lately?
I don’t know that happiness is all a lie 

Tell me anything 
Tell me something different 

I’m tired 
Tired of acting like that everything is okay 
I’m not okay will I ever be okay just one day 

Have you been taking the meds that I prescribed for you?
No I haven’t you know what I’m sick of this shit you don’t even listen to what I’m saying you just say a pill will help 
I think you’re being very close minded to this form of therapy

I feel like a prisoner in this rat race 
Watch me vanish without a single trace 
Feel like a victim of my own mind 
You couldn’t save me even if you tried 

I’m tired 
Tired of acting like that everything is okay 
I’m not okay will I ever be okay just one day 

This session has now ended

Part one: therapy (prod. Saint Mike)

Lyrics

Shadows fall  silence calls,
Weight on my chest, I carried it all.
Chains dissolve, breaking away,
Darkness fades into brighter day.

I’m with the light  I’m free in the sky,
No more tears, no more asking why.
You can’t see me, but I’m by your side,
Every step you take  I remain, your guide.

Ashes burn  fire reborn,
River flows where my soul is warm.
Don’t drown, don’t fall in the rain,
Hear my voice through the veil of pain.

I’m with the light  I’m free in the sky,
No more tears, no more asking why.
You can’t see me, but I’m by your side,
Every breath you take  I remain, your guide.

Lost in silence  remember my song.
Through the heavens  it carries you on.
Love unbroken  never decays.
Forever bound  it won’t fade away.

I’m with the light  I’m free in the sky,
No more fear, no more asking why.
You can’t see me, but I’m by your side,
Every step you take  I remain, your guide.

Beyond the flame… beyond the light…
I am with you… always alive.

With the Light (feat. Alessia Dawn)

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Slept Most of the Day (with SARM?)

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