dive, drown, sink

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't tell pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

They say I know nothing, nothing at all
But they never seen, how far I've fall
Cigarettes on cigarettes, they rot my teeth
Vigilant, so vigilant, do you know what that means

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't tell pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't tell pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

I've been getting high to numb the pain
Heart so numb, fill it with novocaine
It don't matter what I say
We both know nothing will ever change
Grasp for air in this cruel cruel world
What you chaos around me swirl

I need something stronger running through my blood
And I ain't high enough, no
Couldn't tell you why the world against me
I've been feining for long, what does that mean

It's never never enough, I need something more
Before you find my body on the goddamn floor
I miss what we had, I'm still stuck in the past
This headache wont go away, I see your face in the rain

Lost in memories that I won't erase
That I won't, maybe I can't
And baby I won't, I'm still stuck
With the same old feeling
You left me with

Every night I'm stressing when will I win
Tired of being a joke
Every night I'm sinking, no one knows
Get high off of anything to cope

I lost my mind, broke my spine just to get here

I've been getting high to numb the pain
Heart so numb, fill it with novocaine
It don't matter what I say
We both know nothing will ever change
Grasp for air in this cruel cruel world
What you chaos around me swirl

sum2prove

Slept Most of the Day (with SARM?)

this EP is mainly about the darkest thought someone can have in the back of their head and how much of a desperate attempt they'll do to feel "love" / it depicts how someone's thoughts can get if they don't get what they want / in this case it's some sort of affection or love that they wanna feel.

promises

gray

around & around

prod. gusuck

> lyrics <

you are everything i hate
i'm not anything u say
u tried to bury me six feet
now i'm who i wanted to be
(who i wanted to be)

do u think u were right to
leave me to bleed?
and u know, that ur to blame
blood on ur teeth
cuts on ur sleeves
bruises on ur knees
making sure i can't see

you are everything i hate
i'm not anything u say
u tried to bury me six feet
now i'm who i wanted to be

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

bleed

Wheels spinning on the blacktop road
Ashes fall where the memories explode
Every mile a ghost
Every sign a lie
Burn the map no direction to try...

Let's Go And Say Goodbye

Shadows crawling under my skin
A storm is rising can't hold it in
The moonlight whispers a curse so cold....

Into The Dark Night Let's Go

No Coming Back is PulseMeld at its most relentless and emotional.
This album is built on the backbone of Drum & Bass — fast, tense, and unflinching — but pushes further into industrial grit and electronic rock textures to carve out something darker, heavier, and more human.

Every track carries the weight of struggle, defiance, and survival. From the explosive openers to the shadowy middle passages and the crushing finale, No Coming Back isn’t just a collection of beats — it’s a journey through resilience and finality, where there’s no turning back once the ride begins.

Produced by Judith Whittaker, this is an album that doesn’t hold your hand. It throws you into the storm, keeps the adrenaline high, and dares you to push through.
credits


Bandcamp

Nothing Left

ig @dontcry_sidney
mail dontcry.sidney@gmail.com

Slept Most of the Day (with SARM?)

dontcry sidney

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