sounds cool asf, saw u in tiktok, i see future in ur voice :b

roadorsomething

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

i wanna clip him in the back of the head
and i can't stand to be around you
i watch the way that u stepped out of the car
wish you could see but you're terrified of me
don't let me waste up your time

why are you so terrified of me?

@thisismyreality and @justice888 (they mixed this song go fw their shi :3)
Lyrics-

When you left I was all alone
Nobody even hit my phone
But now I guess I’m doomed
Yeah I’m stuck too you
And I cut myself bleeding out to you

Never dreamed of a dream like this
A girl that’s so damn perfect put my heart in bliss
But I don’t feel anything except your lips
Cuz lust takes my body so damn quick

I cannot feel a thing 
Cuz you left me All alone
All alone
I can’t expect you too change
Cuz you left me all alone
All alone
(Yeah,yeah,yeah)
Sunlight beaming on your skin
Makes me wanna crawl in
But I don’t think I can cuz that’s too weird 
(Wait,wait,wait is it weird though I just wanna know)
(Hahahha)

When you left I was all alone
Nobody even hit my phone
But now i guess I’m I’m doomed 
Yeah I’m stuck too you
And now I cut myself bleeding out to you

(Da,da,da,da,da,da,da,da)

Bleeding out too you

I'm bleeding out because i've fallen in love again

produced by me

can’t pass the time, youre in my dreams
and now i know ill never sleep
do i stay and try to fix it all for her
I’m such a joke because I know that I’ll get hurt 

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

so I’ll sing my songs
will you sing along
will you sing along
but you can’t

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

i know youre sleeping

guts

let’s make amends

<3 sorry for the delays glad i could finally get this song out
prod spawncamped, featuring @coldwntr

let’s make amends

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