you left my heart in the deep end
no i can not just pretend that this shit dont hurt
everything has a reason maybe thats just the reason why im feeling so cursed

i just descend into madness 
dont know how it happend
i dont know what happened

feel like i will vanish 
the more that i panic
i dont know what happend

descentintomadness

old maoricore beat from 2022

would u cry if i take my life
heart cold i cant even think twice
rotting in solitude but i dont mind 
running out of options im running out of time

but i dont wanna feel this way
trapped in my head no i cannot escape 
 mad at the world this cannot be my fate
the universe hate me what else they gone take

腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する

I dont wanna fall out

why cant you be with me for now

if you just tried

if you try then we could be something

ya we could be something

but we all need someone

but not me right

not me right

cause you reciprocate nothing

thats what it seems like

ya what it seems like

and ill be waiting all my life

cause i just cant let you go

cause you're the only one on my mind

my mind

my mind

i wish this life was alright

i wish that i could let you go

but you'd be waiting all night

all night

all night



Need Somebody (Meta D0llywood1)

i can barely fit ur standards now
but i obeyed u like a dog when u needed it back then
and whats the point of lyin now
when u expect me to know all of the answers again
and everyday it gets harder to believe
that theirs somethin out there helpin me
or that theirs someone out there answering my prayers when im cold and when im scared or when i am in need
and to be honest i dont know you like i did
you became vague with me
have to beg you for the answers or you get upset just like a child at its mothers feet
and honestly it troubles me
you treat me like a doll a new discovery
feel like im underwater like a submarine
i cant breathe it gets hard to speak i keep stuttering
but sometimes i feel like i deserve all of this punishing
im not perfect myself
all of my mistakes just sit up on my shelf
all my promises just become mistells
and i save these drugs for myself when u tell me that u need somebody else

medication ft kuru (meta)

eversince - cantchangewho uuare (pr. mxsui & luvpurp)

cant deal w no rapper tryna act fake tough told em look wht we did 2 ur manager
i aint been doin drugs it been like2 mo boy i didnt even know icld manage it
the label been blowin my phone 2up but im usin the stu for advantages
dont say thts ur swag boy ik tht its not u been stealin the sauce j for vanity
me n lil ksuuvi sold out 2 shows ona roll finna cause a calamity
actin2 tough but u still 5'4 boy u dnt even look like a man2 me
pop my shit rq cuz im bored

we kno u move like a loser
id lose my shit if i lose her
ok 
im coolin
s/o gabe im the teacher u student
bitch im the wave alr kno im the movement
boy i got a lotta space for improvement the money j comin2 me ion do sht
sawme outside of the club im w tov said ud punch me but uwldnt do sht
im not rly1 to beef w a clown boy im j tryna focus on music
me n lil bro tryna find j-horror movies up on tubi
im sick asab im coughin my lungs like im still smokin loosies
im lovin the music i dont fw socials this shit dnt amuse me

wat
me lucy n jack onna 3man play rock the show then we headin like straight back 2 lax
i took me a xan for the flight but i still say im sober cuz i was j tryna relax
dont hit my phone  btc im doin goodd

dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@

Vain prod sjr

fragile ft. mental prod me

Good game prod pitchweavr maneru

safeplace - violet

its the middle of the summer
still got my moncleezyy
not built for tha summer
get checks, its too easy
might cop that new hummer
and yo bitch way too ez
might fk her then dump her
i was skipping class couldn't give a fucc abt the history
cuz i knew them jews was bad
im missin tanya from my history
got tats on my body
she love that jesus piece
tryna get real close to me but bad hoes don't get nun from me

safeplace - violet

dont say its over