tethered

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/pleasefuckdie

Automatic, I'm static,
I've had it,
Trapped addict,
Trust,
Take granted,
Talk rapid,
Lust,
Bad habits,
You acted,
Just,
Let me suffer,
Just beg another,
My dead that smother,
But it give me comfort,
I'm out of color,
No rush for cover,
I gut my lover
We dead each other,

No superficial,
Just want a little,
More love for issues,
Just Clutch the improve,
But keep the excuse,
She been the immune,
I lost to misuse,
I lost to issues,

All that shit don't matter,
You actor,
We fuck then scatter,
No place to shatter,
My lonely face,
I just been the pattern,
Been lost for hours,
Been lost without her,

She want all my cuts,
But I feel less than enough,
You don't need to adjust,
You're living with us,
I don't want you run,
But it's better as such,
But you'll stay in my blood,
I ain't no one to trust,
I ain't no one to trust,
She want all my cuts,
But I feel less than enough,
You don't need to adjust,
You're just living with us

enough cuts (Prod. pleasefuckdie)

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

vultures eat us all the same (prod. pharmacy)

Produced By. LMGMADEIT
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

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LILITH

LEDs blind me
yeah, stigmatism covers up what I wanna see
when I’m looking at your pretty face, yeah you got me
wrapped around you little fingers yeah, my soul was free for the taking
 
it’s like what did you mean I didn’t get it
stuck in the past with my obsession
got a collection of memories 
burn them on the wall for all to see
 
it’s like what is that smell my flesh is burning
stuck in the tide I see you turning
fragments of wood sticking out your flesh
the void is leaking from my chest
 
my friends now covered in the dragon’s rot
they didn’t seem to mind that I was stuck
with the crows above calling out my name
didn’t seem to matter how much I changed
 
loved ones passed out in the burning house
smoked bellowed in my lungs and I’m left in doubt
like was I the one to start this flame
didn’t mean to burn out now nothing remained
 
now the clouds above are looking at me
filling their guts with my pity
crying out loud, I’m smothered in shame
resurrection the love I called pain
 
now the fragile bodies pile up like logs
turn my back on my problems cus I know its a lot
this reality is nothing that I could dream
guess misery has finally found his peace

I guess the person that just I really miss is me
yeah, what have I become
misery just finds a way to seep into me
I guess it’s time to say that I’m done
 
every day is suffering so please won’t you leave
you only care to know that you’ve won
sink into the past to find that memories haunt me
this wasn’t something that could be love

sick of me, sick of us
yeah, every time I try to
explain it I seem to rot
yeah, fake friends corrupt
 
yeah can’t get grip on myself fingers are shaking losing patience
of me and the place I call home from the start I was just alone
lather myself in drugs to feel nothing cus it better then feeling something
cus I don’t want to feel this anger again from a childhood where I didn’t understand
 
the consequences of being different pushed aside there was no interest.
of understanding who I could be and who I became
until I met you I thought you were everything that I deserve
you brought hell to my mental state I didn’t think it could get worse
 
down here now in the abyss I see friends are suffering  all the same
burning out our mental trauma from the bones of family ones that lay 
when the osulouths come down and change the forms that we try to portray
distorted figures is what became, no face could recognize the pain.
 
how do we survive when we don’t understand the person in front of us
disgusted by reflections of everyone that just seem to pass.
now time doesn’t wait for now one, so we ignore the issues and drown it out
so, we live in constant agony fill us to the brim aching doubt

I miss me

In my dreams, in my dreams I’m framed for murder
Run away a bit further, they say I did it cus they hurt her
You pushed him through the window,
watched him splatter hit the girder
 
You through your phone its just a burner,
Your face is up and, on the server,
They pushed you into limbo watched you scatter,
need some nurture
 
but you didn’t get that though
you’re running down alley ways that foreshadowed
your demise and the end of this
and as the sun creeps in I feel the skin just burn
 
and as you hit me in the face I freeze,
slow static to the ptsd,
and the shakes start to come with this
and you feel like yeah, you’ve just lost everything
 
When will I be free, I wanna be just me
But I get no rest from nightmares plaguing me in my dreams
Yeah, I just want them to leave
 
Theres no time to grieve,
 As my mind deceives
I beg to the ones above that I have some reprieve
 
As I go further down, it surrounds me
The doubt in my mind it gets so cloudy
Yeah, to the point where they don’t allow me
Just to be and live alone
 
Cus they’re scared ill hurt me
If I was serious, I wouldn’t be lurking
But instead, they just don’t understand
They all point and stare.

Murder

all my fault ft deer death

one step

push me (feat. iamreaps)

actin strange

ROCKSTAR!

bruises on my ribs
i should have caught my breath

make me look at my skin
and remind me that i lack depth

cold water running down my shins
i cant tell where you end and i begin

my face pushed into my sheets
i guess it wasnt ecstasy

we never spoke of it again
but i can feel it happening like it did then

i dont mean to start a fight
its just that i cant sleep at night

a short story w/phxsphxr

nokami@planetkami.com

mixing grunge and psychedelic hip hop

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NOKAMI

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