 
[intro]

i am about to lose my mind, why am i so color blind ? X(

all you!
ever
said was just a fucking lie...
now youre 
sitting
with some fucking random guy ?!
2x

i am about to lose my mind, why am i so color blind ? X(
please just give me any gun, let me have some bloody fun :P
2x

please just give me any gun...

i dont love u anymore, let the voices take control >.<

why is u a fkn whore, why is u a fkn whore???

i am about to lose my mind

[intro]

get away 
from me !
i dont wanna hear u scream
why is this
all u want ???
i am waiting for the plot...

i cant sleep, late at night, just let me see the light
i am
playing
black ops 2
allways thinking about you :3

thats what i thought ^^
i cant trust you 
blood all on my 
fucking shoe >.<

get away 
from me !
i dont wanna hear u scream
why is this
all u want ???
i am waiting for the plot...

i cant sleep, late at night, just let me see the light
i am playing 
black ops 2
allways thinking about you :3


playing black ops 2

i cant pick up my phone
i could never leave ur zone
(let me get all of ur info)

i watch u all alone
it wasnt allways fucking known
just let me die real slow 
remember kissing in the snow 

i had dreams about you 
saying my name
i dont know what do 

your an angel arent you
i dont want fame
your house has a pretty nice view

i watch u all alone
it wasnt allways fucking known
just let die real slow 
remember kissing in the snow 
i cant pick up my phone
i could never leave ur zone
dont cover ur window
let me get all of ur info

i had dreams about you 
saying my name
i dont know what do 

your an angel arent you
i dont want fame
2x

i watch u all alone
it wasnt allways fucking known
just let me die real slow 
remember kissing in the snow 
i cant pick up my phone
i could never leave ur zone
dont cover ur window
let me get all of ur info
i watch u all alone
it wasnt allways fucking known
just let die real slow 
remember kissing in the snow...









 




i watch u all alone ^^ (Prod. LIVING PUFF)

youre a fucking liar
all your lovenotes are on fire
cant escape this hell
might just blow my brains as well
it was always on you
your lies i cant see through
dont look at me this way
if you have nothing to say

i think i cant take much more
cut her open like its fucking gore
why is my heart so frozen
every word stays unspoken
sitting all alone
about to break my fucking phone

youre a fucking liar
all your lovenotes are on fire
cant escape this hell
might just blow my brains as well
it was always on you
your lies i cant see through
dont look at me this way
if you have nothing to say

cant escape this hell (Prod. jewelerbeats)

This is a deleted song of mine, maybe someone will like it, so I'll leave it online <3

lyrics: 

why you hate
what u see
let us hanging on the tree
please just blow my fucking brain
i dont wanna go insane 
trusting u is not worth it

cut it
please just fucking cut it

i cant save u
i cant save me
crying all alone
why u got me on my knees
2x

why you hate
what u see
let us hanging on the tree
please just blow my fucking brain
i dont wanna go insane 
trusting u is not worth it

cut it
please just fucking cut it


i cant save u (prod. silenceofmytears)

why did u play with me ?!
see ur shadows on tv
i hate u, u hate me >.<
manifest what we could be
dont watch me like im a creep
panic attacks when i sleep :3
i dont wanna have to see
the blood on my fuckin tee

all u see is what u get
i hate u just dont - forget
that every time i see u i break down im on my knees :3
i dont wanna fight with u im begging so just pls...

why did u play with me ?!
see ur shadows on tv
i hate u, u hate me >.<
manifest what we could be
dont watch me like im a creep
panic attacks when i sleep :3
i dont wanna have to see
the blood on my fuckin tee

all u see is what u get
i hate u just dont - forget
that every time i see u i break down im on my knees :3
i dont wanna fight with u im begging so just pls...

(fkn k**** urself)
why did u play with me ?!
see ur shadows on tv
i hate u, u hate me >.<
manifest what we could be
dont watch me like im a creep
panic attacks when i sleep :3
i dont wanna have to see
the blood on my fuckin tee

i fkn h8 u

-lyrics-

ilyume:
im laying in my bed 
eyes wide open
i fkn h8 this shi 
my fingers frozen
dont tell me what to do 
dont tell me what to think
overdose in my room 
teeth in my fkn sink

kt:
i really wanna let you know
said "everybody looks at me"
wish i could just put myself right back to sleep
idk what tf it is she wants from me
but i just dont wanna breathe
i see my fucking nose bleed

ilyume:
"teeth in my fkn sink"
i cant tell if ur real or not
too deranged i cant find a job
too many thoughts 
fk i slit my wrist
shes a whore
shes just another bitch

kt:
ima lose it every time i wake up
im a loser and im so far gone
im sorry i abused ya
i drink too much that shit
jus kinda fucking burns
i'll put a hole inside my guts
im running out of love x2


too deranged (+ktktkt)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/73Um4aALrNAGYqU3qzLuQz?si=742712cbd64c4f87
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XnqnhPrRlA

lyrics:
i know that u cheat and lie
don't know how i feel inside
i know that u cheat and lie
this feels like my last goodbye
i don't have any friends
pls just let me find my end
i'm about to fkn break
if u don't even want to stay

i can't stand this shit
i can't stand this shit
"one more hit"

i know that u cheat and lie
don't know how i feel inside
i know that u cheat and lie
this feels like my last goodbye
i don't have any friends
pls just let me find my end
i'm about to fkn break
if u don't even want to stay

i can't stand this shit (prod. nos3bleeed)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/13pLVipsu8EsnH8cyR6vLy?si=8PXyAUsOSI-UpTUgbbDs6w

-intro-  

I can't see and I can't feel  
hurting myself so I can't heal  
reload it reload it  
I make sure that my shotgun hits  
you're such a stupid hoe  
it's the way you act that I can't let go  
I am searching for my low  
there is no more space below  

I am sitting in my room  
there is nothing I can do
  
I can't see and I can't feel  
hurting myself so I can't heal  
reload it reload it  
I make sure that my shotgun hits  
you're such a stupid hoe  
it's the way you act that I can't let go  
I am searching for my low  
there is no more space below  

I am sorry I can't change  
my thoughts feel way too strange  
I am caged in my own head  
please just let me be dead  

-ahhh part-  

I can't see and I can't feel  
hurting myself so I can't heal  
reload it reload it  
I make sure that my shotgun hits  
you're such a stupid hoe  
it's the way you act that I can't let go  
I am searching for my low  
there is no more space below

No Space Below (prod. nos3bleeed)

written by @doomed-dopamine and @mortismori
produced by @nos3bleeed

doomed dopamine:
there’s a girl I don’t know
all this pain moving slow
I think that she had grey eyes
now I’m fucked up, don’t know why
why you have, have to lie
I think that I lost my mind

no one is left here to save
please don’t visit my grave
all you wanted is gone
I will end up cheated on
(x2)

mortis:
ohh
don’t let me go
colder than snow
can’t fall in love
with you no more
I lost all trust
I’m down ten shots
can’t fall in love
with you no more

fight for me, baby
you won’t fight for me
shady
don’t you lie to me, baby
don’t you lie
see it in your eyes, you don’t want me, don’t you lie
always looking at me like you wanted me to die

doomed dopamine:
I just broke up with her
my vision begins to blur
I just lost my defense
all my thoughts, they make no sense

no one is left here to save
please don’t visit my grave
all you wanted is gone
I will end up cheated on
2x

dont visit my grave (prod. nos3bleeed)

cover made by: https://www.instagram.com/yamivamp666/

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/3u77rg1D1uka9Iyc4EuOB2?si=da040f9bd07b4ba0
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/im-not-a-creep-single/1851970006
discord server: https://discord.gg/pssbgjWS5m

lyrics:
cutting my wrists till i black out
baby u will hear no sound
blowing my fucking brains out
i think that in blood i drown
i will kms (myself) if u dont care enough
i am not a creep (i just) forgot my medicine

dont know what i should do right now
i feel like dying somehow

i will crashout to the song
all i do is always wrong
i should fucking leave my zone

fucked up - my life
i dont need to say goodbye
leaving me - alone
staring into my phone
2x

dont break - just forget about it
just kill - anyone who wants it
dont break - just forget about it
just kill - anyone who wants it

dont know what i should do right now
i feel like dying somehow

fucked up - my life
i dont need to say goodbye
leaving me - alone
staring into my phone
2x

I'm Not A Creep

Humans are the only creatures searching for meaning in a meaningless life

doomed dopamine

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