indie alt pop

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~~LYRICS~~
(Music and lyrics by Zoe Konez)

Lying awake again
Something someone said
Or is it just my head?
It never lets me rest
Flying around in space
With so many memories
I have to fight against
I need to get some rest

No-one near me, only time
Fading like light
You're the stranger by my side
Only in the dark, dark times

Who do you see in the night?
When you're alone and your thoughts are driving you wild
Who do you see in the night?
I see you dancing through my head like lightning

Who do you see in the night?
When you're alone and your thoughts are driving you wild.
Who do you see in the night?
I see you dancing through my head like lightning

Another hour, another thought, another minute, another second

And now it's 2am
Here I am imagining
What if it could all change?
If I could play the game
I feel like there's someone here
The possibilities
Did I hallucinate?
Or did you say my name?

No-one near me, only time
Fading like light
You're the stranger by my side
Only in the dark, dark times

Who do you see in the night?
When you're alone and your thoughts are driving you wild
Who do you see in the night?
I see you dancing through my head like lightning

Who do you see in the night?
When you're alone and your thoughts are driving you wild.
Who do you see in the night?
I see you dancing through my head like lightning

Another hour that I never asked to be awake
Another thought of mine that's running away again
Another minute counting out along every heartbeat
Another second that I'd rather be spending asleep

Another hour that I never asked to be awake
Another thought of mine that's running away again
Another minute counting out along every heartbeat
Another second that I'd rather be spending asleep

Another hour that I never asked to be awake
Another thought of mine that's running away again
Another minute counting out along every heartbeat
Another second that I'd rather be spending asleep

Another hour that I never asked to be awake
Another thought of mine that's running away again
Another minute counting out along every heartbeat
Another second that I'd rather be spending asleep

Another hour, another thought, another minute, another second

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Written, recorded and produced by Zoe Konez
Performed by CATBEAR
Mixed and mastered by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios
For licensing enquiries please email hello @ thisistreehouse . com

In The Night

The 2nd Studio album released by XENNON in 2020.

05. Hilt

Pure Summer Synths Vol.1

Love and War

One hour and 45 minutes of﻿﻿ thunderous energy, happy happy highs and euphoric drops. Lucky Done Gone & Milion delivered heat from start to finish. Tune in to relive this high-energy masterclass from DGTL Amsterdam 2025.

﻿﻿Date:
April 19, 2025

Location:
NDSM Docklands, Amsterdam

LUCKY DONE GONE & MILION | FULL SET | DGTL AMSTERDAM 2025 | 19.4.2025

Trust

Close to You

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~~LYRICS~~
(Music and lyrics by Zoe Konez)

I’m wretched when
The fomo hits
I don't wanna stand there looking out of the window, but 
I don't wanna stick out when everybody here, fits in

Approachable
Disposables
I don’t wanna go if I don't know there's an exit
I don’t wanna go if there’s no way to get out but then

Who cares?
Who cares?
When the lights go out and I’m all alone 
Got to figure it out or no-one else does
Who cares?

I’m all out of
Neglectful of
Voices thoughts opinions and hanging around with them
I don't want to start something if we’ll just fall out again

The messenger 
Speaks semaphore
All I’m doing, is trying to, let someone know, that I
I don’t hold a grudge, but I know, I’m not meant to be out

Who cares?
Who cares?
When the lights go out and I’m all alone 
Got to figure it out - gotta have some fun
Who cares?

Who even cares?

Who cares?
Who cares?
When the lights go out and I’m all alone 
Got to figure it out - gotta have some fun
Who cares?

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Written, recorded and produced by Zoe Konez
Performed by CATBEAR
Mixed and mastered by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios
For licensing enquiries please email hello @ thisistreehouse . com

Who Cares?

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~ LYRICS ~

DARKNESS
(Written by Zoe Konez)

I counted to ten
Just like you said
It comes round in circles
So now where?
I spaced out my breath
I wound the cassette
I waited forever for the end

So take another look into the darkness
You will find me
Out there
Take a little walk into the darkness
Come find me
Out there

When everything is
Overwhelming
Slip further towards her
My alternative
She’s just what you need
What you need to hear
Need to sink in deeper to release

So take another look into the darkness
You will find me
Out there
Take a little walk into the darkness
Come find me
Out there

And in the end we’ll say
We loved who we loved
And in the end we’ll say
I wish I’d felt it more

So take another look into the darkness
You will find me
Out there
Take a little walk into the darkness
Come find me
Out there

So take another look into the darkness
You will find me
Out there
Take a little walk into the darkness
Come find me
Out there

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https://catbearmusic.com
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Written, recorded and produced by Zoe Konez
Performed by CATBEAR
Mixed and mastered by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios
For licensing enquiries please email hello @ thisistreehouse . com

Darkness

The wait is over.. “What Should I Become” is finally out!
If you want to support me, make sure to comment and share it with your friends… it helps so much more than you might think!

Instead of uploading a standard lyric video, I tried to find stock footage that suits the vibe of the song. Let me know if you prefer this type of video over the usual artwork videos I post.

Meaning of the song (for me):
This one is pretty personal, so here’s the backstory behind the lyrics.
After finishing school, I worked part-time at a supermarket for 8 years, always with one goal: to eventually quit and live off music. Long story short.. I quit my job 3 years ago and have been making a decent income ever since, purely from music.

But as my income grew, I realized I had to ask myself the most important questions all over again: “What is my goal?” “What kind of music do I want to make in the long run?” … “What should I become?”

For context: I sang on a lot of tracks for DJs and even started my own DJ project back then, simply because it was bringing in the most money. About a year ago, I started shifting my focus back to this project. It was a risky move, and I invested a lot of time and money to make it happen independently.. but it was sooo worth it.

For the first time, I gained real fans, and no label was telling me what kind of music I had to make. It’s a privilege to be able to do this. I mean, I worked in a shitty supermarket for a loooong time, and no one believed I’d ever be able to quit.

But I also realized it was kind of silly to think that making enough money with music would solve all my inner conflicts. Out of that spirit and those thoughts “what should I become" was born.

I don’t know if any of you even care about this kind of stuff, but if there’s anything you can take from it, it’s this: Never stop dreaming, because everything’s possible. And always ask yourself… “What should I become?”

What should I become

Wait Until Midnight

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~~LYRICS~~
(Music and lyrics by Zoe Konez)

I said yes
Too many times
No more red dress
No more straight lines
No more tongue bites

I don't mind
Saying that wasn't right
No more fake smiles
No more compromise
No more standing by

Forgive yourself
For now
For ever
For everything gone
It's not fatal

It's okay
You made it
You don't have to prove yourself
To anyone, anyone
It's okay
You made it
Just take up room for who comes next
And show them
It's okay now

I arrived late
It was a different time
Alt pace lifeline
Hetnorm franchise
Right in the middle I’m

Want to hide, I
I'm just waiting to find
Have you noticed we're all in this?
Come along for the ride

Forgive yourself
For now
For ever
For everything gone
Don’t beat yourself up

It's okay
You made it
You don't have to prove yourself
To anyone, anyone
It's okay
You made it
Just take up room for who comes next
To show them
It's okay now

It’s not as simple as
We took a different path
Still got a lot to learn
It’s okay, it’s okay now

It’s not as simple as
We took a different path
Still got a lot to learn
It’s okay, it’s okay now

It's okay
You made it
You don't have to prove yourself
To anyone, anyone
It's okay
You made it
Just take up room for who comes next
To show them
It's okay now

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Written, recorded and produced by Zoe Konez
Performed by CATBEAR
Mixed and mastered by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios
For licensing enquiries please email hello @ thisistreehouse . com

It's Okay

For Now, For Ever

Lullabies

Foam

2 Hearts

What If I?

steamroller

Sleep

Listen/download ➤ https://ffm.colortheory.com/thisbrightcircumstance

I lost my father last year to Alzheimer's and my mom is in the advanced stages. If I’m to befall the same fate, at least I left instructions.

WHEN I CAN'T REMEMBER YOU
©2025 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

In the gathering dusk
I will fade to a husk
Vital systems will fail
Trains of thought will derail

What you think of as me
[in a healthy body]
Will in time cease to be
[promise]
Can you give me a clue
When I can’t remember you?

Every name, every face
[every precious moment]
Getting harder to place
[over]
Like a verse left unsung
On the tip of my tongue

We all end up as dust
[out of love or duty]
So we do what we must
[help me]
Hold my hand, guide me through
When I can’t remember you

“You’re going to lose it all”
A whisper in the gloom
Feel like I should apologize
For what I’ll put you through
The faithful will testify
That true love never dies
But nobody knows for sure
What’s going on behind those lost eyes

Recollection recedes
[in the final stages]
Strangers tend to my needs
[helpless]
Play this song in my room
When I can’t remember you

COLOR THEORY
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When I Can't Remember You

STRAIGHT RAZOR (Omar Doom) and Bonnie McKee collide on this pulsing, nocturnal cover of Obsession. 

Obsession (feat. Bonnie McKee)

Written, produced, and mixed by Jordon Zadorozny at Skylark Park Studio
Jordon Zadorozny: bass, guitars, vocals, synthesizer
Levi Post: drums
John Fields: guitars, synthesizer, percussion
Bob Wilcox: backing vocals
Aleisha Nesbitt: backing vocals
Mastered by Nigel Palmer
Artwork by Vic Malang

Party's Over Captain

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~~LYRICS~~
(Music and lyrics by Zoe Konez)

I think about you when wake up
I think about you in the shower when I soap myself
Think about you when I get dressed
I think about you at breakfast

In my head I hear the messages maybe one day you’ll send
If we were best friends, maybe more
In my head I am imagining
We could be a special thing
Maybe be significant

I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna feel you - feels good
In slow motion
Feel you so close
In each moment
Over you all afternoon

I think about you when I go out
I think about you on the journey home I’m all alone 
Think about you when I get drunk - again
I think about you getting into bed

In my head I hear mixed messages 
Not sure I should feel like this
Maybe I’m just envious of your cool
In my head I am imagining
We could be a special thing
Maybe be significant

I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna feel you - feels good
In slow motion
Feel you so close
In each moment
Over you all afternoon

I’m in love, with the fantasy in my dreams
Wait! Don’t let me try to make this a reality, baby
Wait! Don’t let me fall

I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna feel you - feels good
In slow motion
Feel you so close
In each moment
Over you all afternoon

I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna girl crush over you all afternoon
I just wanna feel you - feels good
In slow motion
Feel you so close
In each moment
Over you all afternoon

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https://catbearmusic.com
https://catbearmusic.com/links

Written, recorded and produced by Zoe Konez
Performed by CATBEAR
Mixed and mastered by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios
For licensing enquiries please email hello @ thisistreehouse . com

indie alt pop

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