out of control

Another day another fight
Against the time until the night
Against myself as last resort
With all these thoughts that you exhort

Everytime I open the door I see that you're not here
And when I shut the lights off I'm alone with my own fear

This crippling fear soothes the devil that I couldn't fight anymore
All I did ask was your presence and your guidance oh nothing more

For you are the reason I am choking myself to sleep
Between you and me there are secrets that I can't keep

Not yours, not mine, not anybody's fault

(He said)/I said no more, I killed the man I use to be
(He said)/I said no more, and she will never forgive me
(He said) / I said no more, leaving behind no legacy
(He said)/ I said no more, its just a distant memory
(He said)/ I said no more, to the shattered dreams I used to make
(He said)/ I said no more, oh it's better for my own sake

Whatever happens to us, it doesnt affect me, and whatever you suggest, I wish you the best, now move along

This day feels so different, I don't know how, but I can tell
Finally I see that God has freed me from my cell
Now I can sing along the world and its colours,
Because our world hasn't stopped, right after our doors

Oh Lord, I fought it to the end,
And now I feel the world beneath my hand.

Contempt

Lemex, Manzzy & Lowrense - Chama A Polícia [GIBI003]

hardly ever smile without you - POiSON GiRL FRiEND

Woke Up At Midnight

Hurt Me.

Honey

lyrics

Hello?
Okay, yeah
I mean, yeah, I mean yeah, he said it was good
But you can’t have your cake and eat it too
So then he says to me,
“I really like you, you know”
He says he’s in love with me
But how can that be when he doesn’t even know who I am?
It doesn’t make any sense
He already belongs to another girl
Right?

If my song is in your ears all day
Like a twitching in your eye
It’s delicate, you say you’ll leave in a bit,
So make this worth my while

‘Cause I don’t need to be happy
I just need to be with you
Oh

I wish I didn’t think 
This way all of the time
Want to tell you about everything that I’m thinking
Is it real or is it just in my head?  

I wish I didn’t think 
This way all of the time
Want to tell you about everything that I’m thinking
Every day without you puts me six below
I miss you more than you could ever know 

The taste of you, a quiet sin
I've never had before
But if I cannot have every part of you
Then who am I living for?

Now I don’t need to be happy
I just need to be adored 
Oh

I wish I didn’t think 
This way all of the time
Want to tell you about everything that I’m thinking
Is it real or is it just in my head?  

I wish I didn’t think 
This way all of the time
Want to tell you about everything that I’m thinking
Every day without you feels like six below
I miss you more than you could ever know 

Yeah
Yeah
(He doesn’t even know who I am)
Ooh, ooh
Oh baby
Give it to me straight, I wanna see what you’re made of, boy
Ooh

credits

music and lyrics by kara lu
music by theodore rogers, benjamin scharf, and alina sloan
produced by father koi and theodore rogers
mixed by will owen bennett
mastered by sarah register
album cover shot by isaac gao

lovesong

(lyrics)
She looks like a river in my dreams
I'm calling out for her, my head's wiped clean

I'm shouting her name
But who am I calling
You remind me of the time
I had my memory
When I need you, Valentine
I'll sing another line
You know what I feel inside
Why you can't feel like mine

On a lonely night, I hold you tight
Your lips touch my, pearly blue eyes
I would walk the Nile, to see you smile
Run a hundred miles, to see you smile

It reminds me of your love
I tried to change, but I succumb
I cannot change what I've become
I want to lie there in your arms
But every time, you're just so far
I try to leave, but I'm not sure
I cannot think of someone else
I cannot fall for someone else

I saw you walking to his home
You broke my heart

So I realize why I forgot
Everything about you
I don’t need your therapy this time
You can now let go of my life

valentine ft. sai nara

A dive into Lynchian resonances : music taken from, inspired by, or steeped in his universe, woven with fragments from his films. Carefully pieced together with intricate audio edits.

Between fever dream and nocturnal drift, with moments of eerie sweetness echoing his beloved soundtracks. 

A way of saying goodbye.

Contempt

Dorian VonKrafft

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