prod. caspr

lyrics
---------

i tend to fall in love too often
I hope you don't think that I'm lying
I'm crying as I write this song
cuz I know that I'm fucking up
i fucking hate myself
cuz I know that I'm wasting my time
and you hate my fucking guts
and I think that I do it too


all these these pretty girls they, make me fall in love
make me think that I'm just not enough
when I'm crying out for love and I'm crying out for help
asking for somebody to come and grab my hand

pretty girls!

july

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/Hp8-5W71NY8

words of sorrow from the deep dark crevasses of my heart ♡

prod. thersx

lyrics
---------

i fall (x3) into the dark now

its been ages since I loved you but I still feel all the blame
Im sorry we weren't perfect and I hope you feel the same
its been ages since you left me and I swear I feel the pain
im hoping you'll be home by the time I open up my eyes

pain inside my heart bitch I can't even handle now
if you open up your heart then I will always come round
but if not then I'll be fine as long as you don't ever frown
but I'm fine, yeah I'm fine and im alright

i don't deserve to be happy

lyrics
---------

I know your name
I'll remember it forever in my heart
I'll see your face
when I see it written on some fucking wall
im trying hey,
to hold onto your, memory okay?
but it's hard
to remember someone that I've never met
but 

your name's like a wound
it's cut deep in my head
if you were to cut me open you will see it on my chest
wherever you may end up in this world,
just know that I'll come looking for you however long it took 

Now that you're fucking gone
I can't seem to carry on
pain is breaking me, I can't seem to move on
remember the days, that I felt all the pain
come back to now, seems like nothing has changed

your name

lyrics
----------

im sipping lean in the car
with the molly by my side
I'd rather die, on that ice
than to open up my eyes
don't be poking at my signs
I would rather stay disguised
im working hard, day and night
just to show my friends my shine

you know my fuck ups but my problems you don't see them
I've been thru to hell and made it back so I can sing this
im chasing money, chase the bag, it's my own way
go get a job, hating on me ain't look great

drugs, alcohol
ain't good at all
don't try to fall
they make you do that

molly

ｉ＇ｍ　ａｌｌ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ぅブジ

prod. sad b1tch
feat. akira doves

music video : https://youtu.be/1GXt55d77_Q

lyrics
--------

(dost)
It's getting hard to breathe now
getting hard to sleep
open up the window, I just gotta leap
i can't handle pain now, I don't wanna see
turn me to a ghost now I just wanna sleep 

I'm missing all my friends now
I'm missing all the good times
I wish that I could bring back
all of my fucking homies

(akira)
[idk lmao sorry]

people disappear, memories don't (w/ akira doves)

Lyrics
--------

Maybe one day it will all be fucking worth it
when we look back on these times I hope that we'll be oh together

oh

maybe one day you gon love me I will too
maybe one day we'll be just the way you always wanted to
if we can't then i can tell you that I'd give you all I could
I tried
yeah I tried
stayed up
many nights
crying
out my eyes
thinking
im not right


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

maybe one day

Lyrics
--------

you mean the world to me baby
It's hard to just sleep now at night
thinking of you makes me dizzy
I'm thinking that maybe I'll fall
I'm falling in love just already
I'm waiting for you to confide
when will you tell me you love me
I can't wait for that day to rise

if I was ever all alone
you would hold me would you not?
I was ever falling down
you would catch me fore i fall
tell me baby you would be with me 

tell me you would be there for me


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

Lyrics
---------

(Dost)

Fuck that bitch
I won't ever chase a chick now
fuck a bitch
I won't ever fall in love again
fuck my life
I don't even wanna live now
with all the shit that's happened I don't think i want to 

I wish that I was good enough
I wish that you would love me
I wish that I was cool enough
I wish that I was happy
I wish that I was really buff
so you would make me happy 

but now I'm really all alone
you don't even call my phone 
you should know I'm comatose
I'm comatose

(LTF)
Idk lmao sorry


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

i wish that i was good enough (w/ lessthanfriends)

Lyrics
---------

(Dost)

You told me that you're trying
I said that I was dying
you said that I was lying
I'm sorry cuz you're right 

I'm already broken you can see
Now I got the blood on my sleeve
I've lived my life with death and the grief
Now I don't wanna stay at the sea 

I'm already broken you can see
Im living with the pain cuz I'm free
free from all the trust that you gave me
and free from all the love but I'm hurting

(LTF)
IDK


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

i'm already broken (w/ lessthanfriends)

Lyrics
------------
We all get lonely
Time don't pass
I don't know why I'm so sad
Nights get longer
days don't last
time's so short
why I'm so fast? 

spending my life like I'm not so alive
reaching the stars but I can't say goodbye
what I love most is the pain that I hide
you are the pain that's been stuck in my heart
you are the reason for my own demise
you are the pain that's been burning alive

But the pain makes me fall apart
gon make me fall apart
don't make me fall apart
I'm not so fucking hard
I'm not so fucking smart
I'm just living my own life
let me live my own life
and you live your own, life


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

we all get lonely

Lyrics
---------

I can feel the gravity in the situation
I hope the pain subsides
I can see the clarity in the revelation
I hope to sleep tonight 

Im all alone as im singing songs
writing up a cheque cuz I'm making more
stacking up the money cuz that's what I'm for
make it to a milli then I'll hit the fucking floor

I know that love me, I don't wanna talk tonight
I hope that you feel me, cause i feel alone tonight

Im sorry cause im fucked up
I'm hoping you'd forgive me
it's been days since I've been up
I can't sleep but I'm dizzy


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

garden of words

Lyrics
--------

I wanna see the cherry blossoms on your hair
I wanna see the moonlight as i stare
to the place where i belong, I can't help but feel alone 

Here we go again
it was all pretend
thought I was a fucking fool
but it was in my head

I'm falling
in the deep
now I got blood on my sleeve
I'm fucked up
I'm flying
I'm OK why am I lying


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

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https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

cherry blossoms

Lyrics
--------

Even though I feel fine
I cannot sleep at night
I hope that I'll be fine
but the brain inside me wants me to believe the otherwise
I'm, hoping for the day I think that maybe I'm all right
but, I don't think im right

I just wanna feel like home
I dont wanna feel alone
I've been up for many nights
I just wanna go to bed and ill be just fine


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

anxiety

Lyrics
--------

I'm drowning inside of my pain
can somebody help me over here?
aint nobody got my fucking back
cuz I did some fucking shit and I fucked it up again 

I'm feeling so alone as im writing all these songs
feeling all this pain then I put it out my heart
feeling so dead cuz I'm feeling no more
I can't help but weep and i'm fighting on my own 

tired of pretending to be someone that im not
crying all night cuz I feel like I'll be gone
write some bullshit then I put it on my mom
why I'm so young yet I feel so damn alone
got so many questions but the answers no one knows
so I study all day, sing these fucking songs
hoping for the day that I can say that I'm gone
writing all day, crying all alone

falling in the deep, questions I don't know
let me walk the streets I'm falling comatose (x2)


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

drowning

Lyrics
--------

I can't sleep at night
I wonder why
I am all alone
i am on my own
why I can't fight
why I'm so light
maybe I'm right
and it's my time tonight

someday you'll listen to my songs
someday you'll cry all alone
someday you'll sing with me along
someday you'll cry and cry oh no

can you see me crying?
can you see me dying?


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

i am all alone

Lyrics
---------

(Dost)

Too many thoughts be inside of my mind
Running away from the problems I'm trying
Feels like I'm running from burning alive
Say that a lot yeah know but I know that I'm fly
Too many feelings that's causing demise
too many hoes be inside of my mind
don't even love em but i keep on trying
Trying to live but im losing the fight 

trying to keep up the business I'm minding my business but I keep on turning my back
trying to walk on my way and just staying away but I keep on just losing my mind
turning away, turning away
trying im turning my back on the pain
losing my brain, losing my brain
ima just a put a bullet end the pain

I don't wanna talk no more cause the pain gets hard
I don't wanna talk again or I'll fall apart
if the pain inside my heart lets me go I'll start
start a life with no pain and true happiness attained

(LTF)
idk lol


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

thoughts (w/ lessthanfriends)

lyrics
---------

(hook)
if you a true g, you'll like this
if you a true homie, you'll cash in
if i ain't bout the squad bitch erase me
if i be capping now, you can fight me
(x2)

(verse)
fighting these demons on the daily
they tell me i'm lying right now
balling all these dunks like i'm kobe
could you please tell me how?
shawty hitting me up after so long
asking where i've been for so long
she already knows that imma blow up
so what she wants to do now is to blow me
all yall motherfuckers watching crazy
you ain't got what it takes to be me
hardworker 24/70
no one truly gives a shit about me
learned this lesson, bitch i learned it last week
kiss me on the cheek, then you leave me
calling me a geek and now you seek me
she listens to me while imma be speaking

(bridge)
i look at her like i look at my bitch though
she ask me if i like it when she deepthroat
i shouldn't get so into this, i'm deep though
she asks me if i'm stopping or i'm going home

(hook)
if you a true g, you'll like this
if you a true homie, you'll cash in
if i ain't bout the squad bitch erase me
if i be capping now, you can fight me
(x2)

shawty

shawty (prod. rinne)

this is probably my best song i've ever made in my own opinion haha.

enjoy ♡

prod. blade901

lyrics
---------

fucked up in the crib
smoking this vape
you think that i love you
but you know that's a mistake

fucked in the the whip
smoking this vape
i'ma die alone
god why do i die like this?

wow, is this real?
i don't know you tell me if it is,
cuz i'm too high to imagine what it's like,
to live this life
to have a life
to make a life
oh god i'ma take my life

take my life, i'ma take my life

fucked up

(dost)
i told this bitch i love her
but she left me on read
why is this god pls answer my texts
i wonder if i'm gonna kill myself in my bed
she asks me if i'm lying again
i tell her put me to the test

when i log in, she logs out
when i look at her, she cuts the contact
i always wonder if i'm ever living a lie
cuz i'm on my own and i'm dying a lot

(paradox)
idk lol sorry

left on read

left on read (w/ intotheparadox) [prod. blade901]

reasonsimstillhere

starry eyes

starry eyes (w/ zion)

now (w/ zion)

my grave

my grave (w/ zion)

(lyrics)
ur an angel girl
I fall in love every single day
when i look at ur face
cuz i feel alone
when im on my own
but i don't feel that way 
when u make me feel okay
yeah you do (x3)

I've been sleeping all night
dreaming of you
sleeping all night
waking up inside
feeling dead inside
feeling okay when I speak to you

I haven't felt this way in too long (x4)

angel girl

prod. metlast

lyrics
---------

(hook)
don't talk 2 me im crying
ima do it on my own
I dont need u to comfort me 
so just leave me on my own

don't talk 2 me im crying
ima do it all alone
you don't care about my feelings
so, fuck you and your home

(verse)
I'ma cry on my own,
when i think about you
when i think about the days
when I felt so alone
when I cried in the corner
and i slept on the floor
when i took these fucking pills and hoped I wouldn't wake up on

(hook)
don't talk 2 me im crying
ima do it on my own
I dont need u to comfort me 
so just leave me on my own

don't talk 2 me im crying
ima do it all alone
you don't care about my feelings
so, fuck you and your home

don't talk to me, im crying

don't talk to me, i'm crying (prod. metlast)

Prod. Splashgvng

Lyrics
--------

(Dost)
yesterday i fell off of my bike
she asked me what it's like
i told her it's OK just ride this mf bike with me

and talk to me bout all your dreams
tell me about all the things
how you died and how you lived
i wanna know every single thing
yesterday i felt this pain
yesterday i broke my wrist
felt worse than it sounds again
I don't wanna fall again

yesterday I fell off of my bike
she didn't ask me why
I asked her why she doesn't care
she told me she just doesn't and I have to deal with that
I won't so i'ma leave like that
why am I under attack?
yeah I fucked up in the past
but it's not like I did it again
I didn't do it again

(pnut)
idk sorry lol

yesterday (w/ pnut)

ticking clock (w/ gothboisoldier)

eyesight (w/ cypression)

lyrics
---------

I know that you'd hate this song
I know that you're listening now
just wanna tell you that I'm OK
I hope that you're doing fine

I don't feel alone now
I've been feeling OK
you're all on own now
worry bout your own shit
I'm already on now
singing all these songs now
wish that you were here
but I'm doing just fine now
baby I still need you
in my fucking life now
I understand if you don't wanna fight now
all these pretty hoes mean nothing to me
baby you're my world you're my everything
all in the end was it jealousy?
baby I still miss you especially
cuz what we had was empathy
now my fucking heart feels empty

I still you miss though, do you miss me too?
I hope that you do, cuz my heart's so blue

let you go

lyrics
------------

I thought love was real bitch I know that I messed up
I thought that you loved me but I know that I messed up

I gave you my heart
cuz I thought you wouldn't leave
like the last one baby don't break my heart please

who am I talking to?
this bitch broke my heart and blew
everything we ever had
now my heart's going blue
blood'll stop going through veins pretty soon
but baby I'm really fucking happy for you
I hope that he marries you and doesn't cheat on you
but the chances of that happening are probably aloof
cuz the universe gon tell us who was right who was wrong
now I'm leaving it to god, tell me I was fucking up

you broke my heart
cuz you need him more than me
I hope that he keeps you happier than me

betrayed

ＪＵＳＴ　ＭＡＫＩＮＧ　ＭＵＳＩＣ　ＦＯＲ　
ＹＯＵ　ＴＯ　ＣＲＹ　ＴＯ

nothing ever lasts

contact : dosteyboi@gmail.com

♡ dost ♡

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