music video : https://youtu.be/AyucHF7pO6I

prod. discent

lyrics
---------

I'm peeking through your window
I hope you don't forget me
I know that it's my fault
I want you to remember me 

i want you to think of me
I hope that you are missing me
I'm crying up here all alone
I don't need all these fucking hoes
they break my heart and go back home 

I tried my very hard
to get out of the past
but it's a part of me
I can't get it off of me
I'm trying my best
trying my hardest
trying to remember the way that you are and

I'm not giving up, no
I'm not giving up, yeah

your window

snowflakes (w/ versuni)

prod. caspr

lyrics
---------

i tend to fall in love too often
I hope you don't think that I'm lying
I'm crying as I write this song
cuz I know that I'm fucking up
i fucking hate myself
cuz I know that I'm wasting my time
and you hate my fucking guts
and I think that I do it too


all these these pretty girls they, make me fall in love
make me think that I'm just not enough
when I'm crying out for love and I'm crying out for help
asking for somebody to come and grab my hand

pretty girls!

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/Hp8-5W71NY8

words of sorrow from the deep dark crevasses of my heart ♡

prod. thersx

lyrics
---------

i fall (x3) into the dark now

its been ages since I loved you but I still feel all the blame
Im sorry we weren't perfect and I hope you feel the same
its been ages since you left me and I swear I feel the pain
im hoping you'll be home by the time I open up my eyes

pain inside my heart bitch I can't even handle now
if you open up your heart then I will always come round
but if not then I'll be fine as long as you don't ever frown
but I'm fine, yeah I'm fine and im alright

i don't deserve to be happy

lyrics
---------

I know your name
I'll remember it forever in my heart
I'll see your face
when I see it written on some fucking wall
im trying hey,
to hold onto your, memory okay?
but it's hard
to remember someone that I've never met
but 

your name's like a wound
it's cut deep in my head
if you were to cut me open you will see it on my chest
wherever you may end up in this world,
just know that I'll come looking for you however long it took 

Now that you're fucking gone
I can't seem to carry on
pain is breaking me, I can't seem to move on
remember the days, that I felt all the pain
come back to now, seems like nothing has changed

your name

lyrics
----------

im sipping lean in the car
with the molly by my side
I'd rather die, on that ice
than to open up my eyes
don't be poking at my signs
I would rather stay disguised
im working hard, day and night
just to show my friends my shine

you know my fuck ups but my problems you don't see them
I've been thru to hell and made it back so I can sing this
im chasing money, chase the bag, it's my own way
go get a job, hating on me ain't look great

drugs, alcohol
ain't good at all
don't try to fall
they make you do that

molly

ｉ＇ｍ　ａｌｌ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ぅブジ

prod. sad b1tch
feat. akira doves

music video : https://youtu.be/1GXt55d77_Q

lyrics
--------

(dost)
It's getting hard to breathe now
getting hard to sleep
open up the window, I just gotta leap
i can't handle pain now, I don't wanna see
turn me to a ghost now I just wanna sleep 

I'm missing all my friends now
I'm missing all the good times
I wish that I could bring back
all of my fucking homies

(akira)
[idk lmao sorry]

people disappear, memories don't (w/ akira doves)

Lyrics
--------

Maybe one day it will all be fucking worth it
when we look back on these times I hope that we'll be oh together

oh

maybe one day you gon love me I will too
maybe one day we'll be just the way you always wanted to
if we can't then i can tell you that I'd give you all I could
I tried
yeah I tried
stayed up
many nights
crying
out my eyes
thinking
im not right


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

maybe one day

Lyrics
--------

you mean the world to me baby
It's hard to just sleep now at night
thinking of you makes me dizzy
I'm thinking that maybe I'll fall
I'm falling in love just already
I'm waiting for you to confide
when will you tell me you love me
I can't wait for that day to rise

if I was ever all alone
you would hold me would you not?
I was ever falling down
you would catch me fore i fall
tell me baby you would be with me 

tell me you would be there for me


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

Lyrics
---------

(Dost)

Fuck that bitch
I won't ever chase a chick now
fuck a bitch
I won't ever fall in love again
fuck my life
I don't even wanna live now
with all the shit that's happened I don't think i want to 

I wish that I was good enough
I wish that you would love me
I wish that I was cool enough
I wish that I was happy
I wish that I was really buff
so you would make me happy 

but now I'm really all alone
you don't even call my phone 
you should know I'm comatose
I'm comatose

(LTF)
Idk lmao sorry


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

i wish that i was good enough (w/ lessthanfriends)

Lyrics
---------

(Dost)

You told me that you're trying
I said that I was dying
you said that I was lying
I'm sorry cuz you're right 

I'm already broken you can see
Now I got the blood on my sleeve
I've lived my life with death and the grief
Now I don't wanna stay at the sea 

I'm already broken you can see
Im living with the pain cuz I'm free
free from all the trust that you gave me
and free from all the love but I'm hurting

(LTF)
IDK


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

i'm already broken (w/ lessthanfriends)

Lyrics
------------
We all get lonely
Time don't pass
I don't know why I'm so sad
Nights get longer
days don't last
time's so short
why I'm so fast? 

spending my life like I'm not so alive
reaching the stars but I can't say goodbye
what I love most is the pain that I hide
you are the pain that's been stuck in my heart
you are the reason for my own demise
you are the pain that's been burning alive

But the pain makes me fall apart
gon make me fall apart
don't make me fall apart
I'm not so fucking hard
I'm not so fucking smart
I'm just living my own life
let me live my own life
and you live your own, life


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

we all get lonely

Lyrics
---------

I can feel the gravity in the situation
I hope the pain subsides
I can see the clarity in the revelation
I hope to sleep tonight 

Im all alone as im singing songs
writing up a cheque cuz I'm making more
stacking up the money cuz that's what I'm for
make it to a milli then I'll hit the fucking floor

I know that love me, I don't wanna talk tonight
I hope that you feel me, cause i feel alone tonight

Im sorry cause im fucked up
I'm hoping you'd forgive me
it's been days since I've been up
I can't sleep but I'm dizzy


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

garden of words

Lyrics
--------

I wanna see the cherry blossoms on your hair
I wanna see the moonlight as i stare
to the place where i belong, I can't help but feel alone 

Here we go again
it was all pretend
thought I was a fucking fool
but it was in my head

I'm falling
in the deep
now I got blood on my sleeve
I'm fucked up
I'm flying
I'm OK why am I lying


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

cherry blossoms

Lyrics
--------

Even though I feel fine
I cannot sleep at night
I hope that I'll be fine
but the brain inside me wants me to believe the otherwise
I'm, hoping for the day I think that maybe I'm all right
but, I don't think im right

I just wanna feel like home
I dont wanna feel alone
I've been up for many nights
I just wanna go to bed and ill be just fine


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

anxiety

Lyrics
--------

I can't sleep at night
I wonder why
I am all alone
i am on my own
why I can't fight
why I'm so light
maybe I'm right
and it's my time tonight

someday you'll listen to my songs
someday you'll cry all alone
someday you'll sing with me along
someday you'll cry and cry oh no

can you see me crying?
can you see me dying?


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

i am all alone

Lyrics
---------

(Dost)

Too many thoughts be inside of my mind
Running away from the problems I'm trying
Feels like I'm running from burning alive
Say that a lot yeah know but I know that I'm fly
Too many feelings that's causing demise
too many hoes be inside of my mind
don't even love em but i keep on trying
Trying to live but im losing the fight 

trying to keep up the business I'm minding my business but I keep on turning my back
trying to walk on my way and just staying away but I keep on just losing my mind
turning away, turning away
trying im turning my back on the pain
losing my brain, losing my brain
ima just a put a bullet end the pain

I don't wanna talk no more cause the pain gets hard
I don't wanna talk again or I'll fall apart
if the pain inside my heart lets me go I'll start
start a life with no pain and true happiness attained

(LTF)
idk lol


ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　衛宛み :

ｉｎｓｔａｇｒａｍ :
https://www.instagram.com/dosteyboi

ｔｗｉｔｔｅｒ:
https://www.twitter.com/dosteyboi

ｓｐｏｔｉｆｙ:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5GsOpegsqDiHHE3qFlI6Ho?si=xv_vFpRuRcyjl41XLvfktQ

[ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ　＆　ｍｉｘｅｄ／ｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄｏｓｔｅｙｂｏｉ]

thoughts (w/ lessthanfriends)

bloodonmysleeve

bloodonmysleeve (w/ zion)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/connflicts
produced by https://soundcloud.com/metlast


this project is the most heartfelt piece of art i have ever made. since this project was created as a tribute to my uncle who was just like a father to me and everyone in my family and a great human being to everyone he knew. he suddenly passed away of covid 19 (coronavirus) on 29th june 2020. him leaving us so soon was something no one had ever even imagined. and i don't even think i'd be where i am without him. that man has probably the biggest part in my life to date. i don't know how me and my family will overcome this great tragedy but we will surely have to. to preserve my great uncle's legacy and memory, i dedicate this whole project to him and his memory. i do know this is merely not enough, but it is something that will live on even after me and everyone i know are gone. because i want him to be remembered and be thought of forever and ever.

 his name was shah jahan, and shah jahan means "king of the world" or "king of the universe" in english. that's how the name of this project came about.

 if you are listening to this project, no matter the time, your location or your beliefs, i would like to urge you to please think about him and pray for him. that is the only reward i want in return for this piece of music i created.

oh, and yes i am making $0 out of this. thank you and i appreciate you for taking the time to care.

- much love, dost.
take care ♡

iwastheproblem (w/ connflicts)

ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｏｉｎｔ？　中ヘ椅

  lyrics
-------------

i will never be enough

you will never be enough

i will never be enough

you will never be okay

even if i try my best

you will still be upset

better for me give it up

let me go and i'll control

i will never be enough

you will never be enough

good enough, good enough (x2)

i will never be enough

ｉ ｗｉｌｌ ｎｅｖｅｒ ｂｅ ｅｎｏｕｇｈ

prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997
feat. https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

run around

turn the lights out (w/ flowers for you)

lyrics
----------

just a shell of myself
lying right now i was
talking to myself i was
try and try and try i would

i feel so stupid now
i feel so useless now

feeling like i was
feeling like myself no more
feeling like i'm trapped in my mind
like i was and would be
double g, smoking free
too high too frequently
don't you try and look at me
i've got people backing me
you got no dirt over me
i will always be heavy
talk me out my misery

its eating up my mind
studies take up half my time
"living life" yeah it was a lie
pls take me out my life

shell (prod. dosteyboi)

lyrics
---------

empty when i truly feel something
empty when you make me feel something
empty emotions cuz i'm too selfish
cry myself to sleep cuz no one cares


baby i've been crying, i've been crying i've been crying in my room
please just take me, i don't wanna do this anymore
take me out and ask me if i wanna carry on
my answer would be the same if you'd just ask me now
ask me in a million years and i will stick to now
you kept me motivated when nobody was around
i'll love for you for that shit even when i'm dead in the ground
could you please remember me when i'm dead and i'm gone?

when i'm dead & im gone

when i'm dead & i'm gone (prod. tenfifty)

ｉ＇ｍａ  ｋｉｌｌ  ｍｙ ｓｅｌｆ  ｎｅｘｔ  ｔｉｍｅ

lyrics
----------

you see all of my texts but you never reply...
could you please explain it to me tell me this is why
i'm crying in my room thinking i'm not built right
maybe that's why you never reply
i'm not worth your time so you don't waste your time
i get that but atleast check the time
it's 3 in the morning, i'm drunk and i'm dying
i wonder what my purpose is i'ma kill myself next time

(i'ma kill myself next time)

"i don't wanna talk to you more"
i don't wanna send this message
you'll prolly reply with an "ok"
i don't wanna waste my time
but when you say that you're mine
i wonder if i was lying
when i said you're not worthwhile
i guess yeah, i guess yeah

messages i never sent

messages i never sent (prod. metlast)

this is probably my best song i've ever made in my own opinion haha.

enjoy ♡

prod. blade901

lyrics
---------

fucked up in the crib
smoking this vape
you think that i love you
but you know that's a mistake

fucked in the the whip
smoking this vape
i'ma die alone
god why do i die like this?

wow, is this real?
i don't know you tell me if it is,
cuz i'm too high to imagine what it's like,
to live this life
to have a life
to make a life
oh god i'ma take my life

take my life, i'ma take my life

fucked up

fucked up (prod. blade901)

lyrics
----------
where are you now
where did you go
I need ur love
I'll hold u close
u know that ur the one for me
don't run from me
I'm wondering

I'm pondering
I hope you don't leave

I'll be the nice guy
I'll tell you while lies
I'll keep it inside
I'll hold you so tight
hide from the sunlight
moon shining so bright
we could die in the night light

nice guy

nice guy (prod. hxrxkiller)

lyrics
---------

(verse)
I dont wanna talk now
I don't wanna stay
you said that i lie now
I say I'm a stain
you say that your crying now
I say I'm a pain
I know I'm a pain
I know I'm a pain

left me all alone and I'm crying in the rain
go and find me somebody to put on all the blame
you think that I'm feeling you but I'm not even sane
I'm not even sane
I dont feel a thing

(hook)
baby i'ma lose my mind
cuz right now i don't feel so fine
baby I don't feel alive
cuz u left me on the side (x2)

(i find it kinda funny now)

(verse)
that i thought you wouldn't leave
but then you left me all alone
riding in my benz and i'ma cry until my eyes are numb
grew up since you left me can you tell me i was fucking up
chewed and threw my heart out like it was a fucking piece of gum
this is common sense bitch this is fucking rule of thumb
no one cares about my feelings so I'll sing this fucking song
left me and i felt apart i can't believe what I've become

(hook)
baby i'ma lose my mind
cuz right now i don't feel so fine
baby I don't feel alive
cuz u left me on the side (x2)

i don't feel alive

i don't feel alive (prod. ocean)

(lyrics)
ur an angel girl
I fall in love every single day
when i look at ur face
cuz i feel alone
when im on my own
but i don't feel that way 
when u make me feel okay
yeah you do (x3)

I've been sleeping all night
dreaming of you
sleeping all night
waking up inside
feeling dead inside
feeling okay when I speak to you

I haven't felt this way in too long (x4)

angel girl

Prod. Splashgvng

Lyrics
--------

(Dost)
yesterday i fell off of my bike
she asked me what it's like
i told her it's OK just ride this mf bike with me

and talk to me bout all your dreams
tell me about all the things
how you died and how you lived
i wanna know every single thing
yesterday i felt this pain
yesterday i broke my wrist
felt worse than it sounds again
I don't wanna fall again

yesterday I fell off of my bike
she didn't ask me why
I asked her why she doesn't care
she told me she just doesn't and I have to deal with that
I won't so i'ma leave like that
why am I under attack?
yeah I fucked up in the past
but it's not like I did it again
I didn't do it again

(pnut)
idk sorry lol

yesterday (w/ pnut)

eyesight (w/ cypression)

ＪＵＳＴ　ＭＡＫＩＮＧ　ＭＵＳＩＣ　ＦＯＲ　
ＹＯＵ　ＴＯ　ＣＲＹ　ＴＯ

nothing ever lasts

contact : dosteyboi@gmail.com

♡ dost ♡

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