Sauced Up feat Curtismith (Prod. by Frank Savage)

When You Know You Know

[Verse 1]
You said it like a passing thought
with a tight smile half-way out the door
the rain was brushing at the window
your keys ready in your hand

I asked if you were coming back
you laughed like you didn’t hear the question
the kind of laugh that stings a little—
almost warm almost gone

[Pre-Chorus]
And maybe it was nothing
or maybe it was everything
funny how the quiet
tells the truth first

[Chorus]
When you know you know—
it hits you slow
like a long breath you didn’t take
like the space between
what you said and what you meant
when you know you know—
and I knew the second
you looked at the floor
instead of me

[Verse 2]
I replay your footsteps down the hallway
every step a softer version of yourself
you always left with a kind of carefulness
as if breaking something delicate—

As if you knew I was the delicate thing
I sat with the quiet after
hands wrapped around my own ribs
trying to hold what was slipping

[Pre-Chorus]
You didn’t have to say it
people rarely do
the truth always arrives
before the mouth catches up

[Chorus]
When you know you know—
the body feels it first
the heart gets it late
and the mind pretends
it’s all misunderstanding
when you know you know—
and I knew the night
your goodbye sounded
too practiced

[Bridge]
I keep thinking maybe I dreamt it—
the way your eyes softened
right before you let go
love is funny like that
it lingers even after
the people don’t

[Final Chorus]
When you know you know—
the truth sits small
but heavy in the chest
you don’t have to explain it
I already heard it
in the spaces you left
when you know you know—
and I know now
even if you couldn’t say it

When You Know You Know

Download the full EP here:
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I do not own any rights to beats produced by Tom Misch, Stimp-C and AJMW



Ignant (prod. by AJMW)

AFTERMATH: this EP contains a collection of thoughts occurring after an incident or two. I hope you guys will love it as much as i do. <3

AFTERMATH - EP

tennessee waltz

Original track:
https://soundcloud.com/kyleby2000/closure

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maybe if you could
remember the last time 
you said that you loved me and
you said we were fine
didnt we say
we knew that it wouldnt
last

why am i hurting
im such a flirt
wish i knew there was a curtain
hiding your dirt

if i saw more than your hair
and your polo shirts
just you, no you.

i know i didnt say
i needed you to stay
but
you left anyway
yeah you threw it away

you held me like clay
you molded away
when i was the vision
i dried out then i decayed

what was it
was i not the fit
was i a burden
was ur love turning
away from me

a part of me
still belongs to you
i’m unlearning
you
just you

i lost myself
to find you
saw you
clearly wanting more

now the bottle is closed
threw your things and your clothes
not you

#closure.

Jason Dhakal - Closure

Lyrics: 
Something that my brothas wanna bump to
Something that my cousin smoking loud to
Something that my people wanna rock with
Something that I wanna hit the top with

Mama thought I wasn’t in a trap tho
In the rat race to the bando
Lit a candle with the fans broke free from the chains of the suits and the assholes

Fuck a 9-5 I ain’t tryna survive I’m tryna live it to the limit and love it a lot
Ha
Like hovito, when I jock
I stole these flows, still I rock
Still I roll, still I rise, still my soul
Hit that pot, throw ego
And slowly grow
I know these roads
I coast these flows
I tripped my hop, to get that dough
A sell out sold
I’m done



Ever since I sold my soul
These hours seem to change
I don’t know what you’ve been told but things don’t feel the samex2



I haven't been feeling much like myself recently. Before today (Nov. 18, 2017) I was set on scrapping my next project entirely. I've been feeling lost, fatigued and uninspired. I didn't want to release anything that I wasn't extremely certain about; this collection of drafts is one of those things. The fact that I had to start treating my music like a job, constantly getting professional input and being advised to re-record tracks to the point where it didn't sound genuine made me feel like discontinuing the whole thing. That along with the pressure of trying to stay 'relevant', expectations, criticism and making money made me feel like I wanted to run away. I still feel like I wanna run away. Externally/superficially things have been going great for me, but inside I feel like I've regressed. I spoke to a friend and advisor of mine, and after opening up about my situation he told me that my life's being motivated by the wrong things. I've been putting too much value in the wrong things. And having the wrong things as my foundation, my root, means the branches and leaves that stem from these roots aren't the best they can be. Maybe this is why I decided to release the project anyway. To have a clean slate. To let go of whatever it is I'm holding on to, plant new seeds and keep moving forward.
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To those who are behind me: thanks for the support, it means more to me than you'll probably ever know.

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Jason Dhakal - Closure

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