🧟‍♂️💀Dead Boy Dreams🖤👻

Its Gone (Prod. Trench Boy)

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

[+] if you want my heart you gotta steal that </3
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt + @steadysuffer * produced by @prodjolst *

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wanna go back

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wanna go back (feat. skele + steadysuffer)

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

u suck (prod. deliverthecrush)

AVAILABLE in all stores/streaming platforms on 4/20/2020
SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UEV1QMk2RVbrVHS8HL22b?si=6CWe5uT3TkaGuCqM71MxDg
APPLE:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/why-am-i-running-feat-sewerperson/1507534383?i=1507534384

All production, mixing/master, etc. by me. S/o @sewerperson <3
LYRICS:
[sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
[doublemydose]
I can’t seem to know what the best choice is for myself
I need some help
Oh could you tell? 
I’ve lived thru hell
Pressure inside of me
Always a sight to see
You have a right to be
Hopelessly broken
Never saw eye to eye
Stress that we magnified
Mind all too occupied
How do I focus?
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
Losing sight of you
Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get thru this rhythm's how I react
[sewerperson]
i just tripled up the dose
i just got it from the valet
i just popped inside the ghost
yaya
its got 80 something floors
i could get u to the top
i could let u see the coast
yaya
damn and she just tryna stay the night
she gon pop out with her phone
she tryna get me on live
imma dodge
fully formal suit and tie
all my wraps is something chrome
but i dont know which one to drive
in my garage
woah i just took a half i just took another
im just sweating bullets in the la summer
bout like 20 something plans ill never recover
if u match me on my shit i bet u goin under
help me understand
just who im becoming
bet ur glad now
you left me with nothing
picking up the fragments
my heart u shattered
void from the memories
but now they dont matter
[doublemydose]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
Losing sight of you
Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get thru this rhythm's how I react
[sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?

why am i running? - Single

Why Am I Running?

SPOTIFY/APPLE

why am i running? (feat. sewerperson)

they sharing new ideas
i dont wanna wait right here
i gotta make my time count
i dont wanna waste this year
never wanna go down bad
never wanna lose my track
never wanna fall on my ass
dont regret how i look back
why would i forget my past
i have some new ideas
i dont wanna stay right here
i gotta make my mind count
i aint never thought so clear
never wanna feel left out
never wanna be a letdown
never wanna be stressed out
list of all the things i fear
how’d you make it disappear

i dont even know how it happens
and every one thinks i’m a has been
cause im still the same
and nothing has changed
everything said in the past tense
when all of those statements redacted
and all of your songs get rejected
i see all of my peers have surpassed me
i feel so fuckin pathetic

like you’re still the same
and nothing has changed
my style done grew so eclectic
like your such a lame
like what do you think
you're gonna blow up
off of that shit
im not really worried bout that shit
cause blowing up isn't attractive
turning your back on your bestfriend
now he holding a pistol against it, damn

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

I guess its dependent upon 
where exactly your landing
at all times at odd times
im tryna figure out where im standing
im caught in the crossfire
and hogtied oh no goddamn it
i cant speak i cant move i cant fight
i cant even manage

how am i supposed to get out this hole
how am i supposed to get out this hole
i don't even know
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta grow
i can't not let them steamroll
i can't not let them steamroll
i gotta go
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta grow

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

Shot in the Dark

Spotify/Apple Music

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

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Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

Cry No More Ft. Heylog

Cry No More Ft. Heylog [Prod. Too Late]

In Darkness (with harvest)

Ambien (prod. sorrow_bringer)

LYRICS:
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading  
Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying 

Give me every little bit of your emotion 
Know when it comes to love you're loaded 
I don't wanna run I think you know it 
I told the stars and I think they'll show it

Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying  

Yeah please just hear me out 
I wanna know the things that you think about 
Please please just hear me out 
Run away then back to me I'll be around  
And if wanna walk under city lights 
So close with your hand just next to mine 
Hit me up I know backways even to your heart 
Wanna start again that way
Give me every little bit of your emotion 
Know when it comes to love you're loaded 
I don't wanna run I think you know it 
I told the stars and I think they'll show it

Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying 
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading

leave me waiting (prod. IOF x King Theta)

Prod. @nate2timezz

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah


Sad boy, leave it all in the past 
Yeah
Watch it burn watch it turn into ash yeah
Leave me in the dark
Bad girl wanna rip me in half

Yeah i lost my heart
These drugs are all i have

3am with these thoughts in my head
Ive been gone, think that im better off dead 
I can't ever seem to get out of this mess
I just want to hold you close, but i bled 
X2

I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah



Its gets dark
So i make it spark 
Fall in love, find the one 
Just to fall apart yeah

Lifetime in the dark
With a couple of scars
Put ice on a broken heart
Think im in a crashing car
I dont really know who you are


Every part of me i'm losing every part
Gonna cry, gonna die, restart
Look up and i see the stars
I just want to make it far

Still the Same [prod. nate2timez]

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why am i running? (feat. sewerperson)

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