uunnnmg yeaaahhh the Luda homage was a great idea for this

don't start a fire and then turn your back
i just remember all this cursing, i was working on being a better person
but you prolly ain't hear a word of that
so determined to redistribute this hurt,
you sent missles labeled as words, so i sent yo furniture hurling back
young and gifted thespian playing victim
cus she texted me and them messages ain't descriptive
so why you even trippin', i never would make you live with
the same pain that i experienced... might have got her number while i was drunk and delirious
and might have touched her hand, but i promise nothing was serious
but since we talkin' appearances, why ol' boy still hittin yo' line up
i thought yall was done and you sittin here talkin' bout me when...
decades pass and God is gracious
my mind's theater flashes scenes that i'm not amazed with
soul as dry as the woman at the well's
and dove in it til i would either plummet or i'd scale
so i could oversee the wreckage left
hope was fleeting, sweet words were potpourri when effort left
that beast and i were neck and neck
until my belle appeared and had head ringing
dissonance from seeing what a gift it is
to knowing those i left thinking
they could never find love, we ain't know the definition
laying down your life for the ungrateful, the test of scripture
but growing up, i ain't see a model
just seen my role models with a fleet of models
men chasing this full of hope but leaving hollow
plagued with a false standard,
in pain with a heart stranded, and misery loves company
couldn't have that love for you if i ain't have that love for me
and i ain't know the Lord so I ain't understand what love could be

MHH Reflection - Prod. by JesTer

Conceived at 19 I was a father by the age of 20 / hid it from my momma just to minimize her worry for me / helped with paying bills when I could cuz the family hungry / working doubles trying to reconcile my lack of money/my dad got in some trouble/ lost his leg as a junkie / I met him when I was 10 so our relationship stunted /but I needed the space to parent with my baby mother / so we moved in together even though we didn't know each other / 

It was fine until it wasn't/ I ain't owe nobody nothing /let alone a motherfucker raising hands against my woman / so I sent his ass booking and we struggled for a couple months / working night shifts scraping by with a couple bucks / grinding for my son he ain't never missed a Christmas / then my luck changed fell into a different type of business / made it out the hood into the land of six figures / now the family doing good and I can breathe for a fucking minute

For the Better (Prod. by JesTer)

Staring at my ceiling it's pitch black and my wife beside me/ she must be dreaming I feel her stir but still breathing lightly/ Trying to get some rest myself but my head isn't staying tethered/ laying there in silence that's when I detect the shift in pressure 

Started with a ringing that in itself wasn't unpleasant/ but slowly rose in intensity til it was deafening / Heart racing faster than it had ever did / I try to shield my ears but the movement in my arms ain't fucking register 

Panicked I try to scream to get my wife's attention / but my mouth ain't fucking opening in the way that my brain's directing it/I start sweating, helpless and waiting for death to settle in / until the thought occurs to me that I might already be dead / 

What felt like hours came and went screaming in my head/ using every ounce of willpower in trying to move my legs /Just when I begin to accept that this just how shit is / I jolt awake it's morning and my motor skills working again

Trapped (Prod. by Jester Exodus Beats)

"What Else Is There To Say?"
Songwriter(s): Astro Rockit & Gnasty Music
Producer(s): Gnasty Music

Puppet Master feat. Gnasty Music - Single

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Puppet Master feat. Gnasty Music [Prod. by Gnasty Music]

MHH Cypher Vol 9 2023 - Zoo Break - Prod Jester

This one was lots of fun. Found and entered my first contest today! Let's see how it goes! Consider voting for your favorite here https://www.reddit.com/r/makinghiphop/comments/157oxqd/mhh_weekly_cypher_vol_10_submission_thread/

Press Start To Pray (prod. RAF NITE)

Street Fighter (Prod RAF NITE)

quick mix. shout out E.D.I. 

I really liked this beat.

Street Fighter (Prod RAF NITE)

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