4:30 in the morning 
i got at least 50 pills right in front of me 
i don’t even know what im bout do 
in a place i never thought I’d be

 i can’t stop its already on 
check my phone i hope you message me 
12 pills but the rest gone 
36 pills later i fall asleep

 i hope i sleep forever

36 pills

how many reasons i got 13
hannah bakers on my feet im rockin 13s
i was broke asl when i made 13s
in the hospital i was only 13
in the shower and my wrist hurting
how many pills i took it was 36
in the hospital and my liver hurt and shit
docter lookin at me wierd like how tf u live

11 months ago wasnt feeling well
i wont kill myself again i dont wanna go 2 hell
i was down bad aint nobody help
so why tf should i try to help
but im up now im living well
and for the pain i smoke away
i know i will always find a way

13 & 36 (katai)

luvbackpack - bodies

katai - our secrets

Original description:

Prod by irby

A song i made watching episode 31 of nana

Lyrics:

I’m dead now
Just wake up
A corpse with
No make up
We fucked up
They see us
Control me
Control us
I see thru
They hate us
They walk in 
Degrade us
They run in
They shoot us
The darkness 
Consumes us

Cuz I know
Tomorrow Means Better
Cuz i know
That we’ll see each other 
Cuz I know 
that we’ll be together 
They’ll rip us apart
And hide us in the sewer 

It’s fucked 
Up 
I 
Know

Ren And Nana [prod Irby] [929579683]

luvbackpack - late night (snippet)

@idks3lfish
@angelino1k

i could never do it right
scars all over my body n im still begging them to hide
a e z a k m i now ur heart is mine
things i cant describe right through my head when i see u smile
crying on ur knees about my life please just stay here for a while
be with me ill be alive u dont need to ask me why
but im bleeding on the floor i still cant put the fucking knife away
it was a dream again
its hard to breathe again

its hard to leave u in
my bones are breaking of these pills n words u said to me
drops right on the floor with no emotions got no sense to live
i still love u but my actions wont let u belive
n then im falling to the floor
overdosed n all alone
i cant feel happy anymore
cant feel something anymore
yeah u left me like my blood
n all these pills wont help me out
u see im done n i give up
i let u make a single shot

i could never do it right
scars all over my body n im still begging them to hide
a e z a k m i now ur heart is mine
things i cant describe right through my head when i see u smile
crying on ur knees about my life please stay here just for a while
be with me ill be alive u dont need to ask me why
but im bleeding on the floor i still cant put the fucking knife away
it was a dream again
its hard to breathe again

aezakmi (qweshkka + lino)

DSOW - goyard

jam.mp3

Te portaste como una perra tú
Mami ya no te quiero en mi history, no
Pa olvidarte yo fumo weed
Puta hiciste que me enamore
Estoy sintiendo tensiones dentro de mi corazón
Puta tú nunca me buscaste 
Entinves para qjererte a ti no hay razones
Ahora esta claro que no voy a buscar otra perra
Por mi no espera pero yo espero por ella
Puta sentir eso me hace sentirme una mierda
Entomces meto mas jarabe en la botella
Y yo buscando siempre la manera
Paea verte y para que quererme quieras
Eso no pasa
Tú de mi pasas
No vienes a casa
Me quiero cortar la cabeza
Con la droga vienes
No deberias y vienes
Tengo molly y placeres 
Hacemos money ya vente
Ahora hay molly y placeres 
Tu no vienes? Entonces vete
Ahora hay money y placeres
Tú no vienes? Entonces vete
Yo te veo en mis sueños 
Tu no vienes entonces lloro
Tú me molas, no me controlo
Tú me controlas veamonos a solas
Ahora hay molly y placeres 
Tu no vienes? Entonces vete
Ahora hay money y placeres
Tú no vienes? Entonces vete
Yo te veo en mis sueños 
Tu no vienes entonces lloro
Tú me molas, no me controlo
Tú me controlas veamonos a solas
Tú me molas, no me controlo
Tú me controlas veamonos a solas
Tú me molas, no me controlo
Tú me controlas veamonos a solas

luvbackpack - late night (snippet)

doux

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