A collection of sound files lost to time. These are songs that im proud of, and hold a special place in my heart. But i couldnt find the will/courage to release for a majority of reasons. Imposter syndrome, Fear of rejection, Feeling lost, etc. But now i think its time i put them out for the public. Enjoy

On my own interlude

artwork by simplycyberella
https://www.wattpad.com/user/fxckitsaly/about
https://twitter.com/SimplyCyberella
http://www.instagram.com/simplycyberella

novocaine

if i could numb the pain

ill finally take my fucking life an uzi to the brain

you are my drug my love

i wish i made you smile

but all i have left to my name is 20 bucks and a pile of crumpled suicide notes

wish i put into account what i wrote

wish i had never lived another day and was suspended from the rope

i cant hear a thing that you are saying anymore

drugs in my system because im aching and sore

you are my everything i never wanna lose you

do anything for you id fucking kill myself too

if you want me to
id do it for you

wrap your hands round my neck and choke me til my face blue

i listened to you
so listen to me

if you do this ill finally be fucking at peace

dont wanna lose you
but can you lose me

ill stay alive for you but dont cry when im 6 feet deep

teen suicide (prod. jukebox joints)

lyrics:

same small town with the same old bullshit
everybody hate me but they dont show it
made ten stacks and these hoes tryn' hold it
baby hold on i cant fucking focus
breaking down but aint nobody notice
i been on my own lil bear shawty been broken 
angel from hell i think your bitch think im precious
that bitch aint say a word i think i left her breathless
i been through some shit so go ahead and try me
running from problems like my first name nike
i dont go to parties cuz nobody invite me 
and you can tell your boyfriend stop tryna be like me

broken heart tattoo cuz i miss you
everytime we fell apart i would fix you
now im on my own in my bedroom
thinking bout the times that we used to have
imma go to hell and back just to get you back
counting up these racks while im wearing black
fucking up my stacks then i make it back
hit the plug back boy im spending that
ive been smoking thrax thought i told you that
hit the devil back tell her that i love her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna fuck her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna love her 
i would sell my soul for you
put me in a hole for you
6 feet under cuz of you
6 feet under just for you

hell and back (feat. lilbearshawty)

SOCIALS
INSTAGRAM: MAIN
www.instagram.com/_aletheo
https://www.instagram.com/emofruits/
EMAIL:
alehartono@gmail.com
YOUTUBE:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCI6_VmCtSkQZmWFnMpZ9g7w
DM ME FOR INQUIRES: ARTWORK, BEATS, FEATS

[chorus: emo fruits]
look up at the stars alone 
bumping purple reign 
coke in my nose 
i don’t think i need you
but i want you
and i tried to feel the perc 
but i couldn’t 
so you know i had to pop two 
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb

[verse: ihatealetheo]
I'm so dead I just 
wanna feel alive
let the sun set
Imma just take my time
don't want her
just hold her 
I need her
like water
don't wanna die 
in the weekend 
I just wanna lie
by your side again
passed out
drinking rum
baby I just wish
that we could run

[chorus: emo fruits]
look up at the stars alone 
bumping purple reign 
coke in my nose 
i don’t think i need you
but i want you
and i tried to feel the perc 
but i couldn’t 
so you know i had to pop two 
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb

the stars have aligned for us

The Stars Have Aligned For Us. Ft. Emo Fruits

Die In Her Living Room

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

ill be back soon.

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-wasted-til-the-end-of-march-lyrics

wasted til the end of March

Master by: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon 

SAM THRAXX ⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/samthraxx
twitter: https://twitter.com/1samthraxx
buy some mf beats: https://traktrain.com/samthraxx#364536

LILBEARSHAWTY A SWEETHEART LISTEN TO HIM <3
https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty
twitter: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty

XOROCHI A TALENTED MF CHECK HIM OUT
https://soundcloud.com/x_orochi
twitter: https://twitter.com/X0rochi

LYRICS:
(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

(hollowbody)
we’re both close to dead
and you showed me yet
but i’m still fuckin w you when you gimme head
and i’m cool with that
and I know you’re bad
whenever my nose stops bleeding then we’ll go to bed
all these tears shed
words you said
that you can’t take back
yeah I guess you could kinda say i’ve been mislead
and my ma still askin why my eyes so red

white lines on the dashboard of my bitch car
said i’d always be there when it starts to get hard
id stay no matter what the fuck you put me through
yet i haven’t seen you since you chose to moved

but I just really wanna love you
I just really really wanna fuck you
why you why you always so damn rude
I guess you’re always just in some sorta mood

no lies I really been about that shit bitch
Scar tissue just like im Anthony Kiedis
strung out downtown with wrists slit
shawty don’t love me but she try to keep the plug around
5-0 takin notice so my hood stay up but my head stay down
cocaine in my nose Im really gettin numb now
eyes low, slow down, bitch so pretty and her dope loud

(xorochi)
Ex bitch hit me on my phone
Just to give my heart back
Cocaine take it to my dome
New girl where my heart at

Blessin me with some good news
Can't put my head in a noose
I was so stressed out we're through
I had some downtime but now it's all you (now it's all you)

I smoke so much that I lost my will to eat
And you know my medicine is straight from Dr Green
Maybe I'm just crazy an I'm wrong but I can't see
Feeling everyday like I've got more uncertainty

Girl do you really really love me
(Girl do you really really love me)
Girl do you really really love me
(Yeah, do you)

(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

DOWNLOAD

medicine u put me on (ft. ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡ and xorochi) [prod. SAM THRAXX]

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Need You At All

waste away (@lostinthegraveyardd)

halfway to the trap house w/ghostie (prod.aspekt)

MVFL  
ig- dovahnoface
Email- dovahnoface@gmail.com

halfway to the trap house w/ghostie (prod.aspekt)

Dovahnoface

Recent comments

NC1

Sins

etentai

Bexleythe$train

Related tracks