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released by døves on bandcamp 7/16/23

lyrics:
ketamine ketamine
i can see everything
i don’t need anything
i can’t feel anything
i’m not just anyone
you feel the same to me
we’re in the clouds tonight
you put your hand in mine
i might just be alright
i might just feel alive

time is nothing but death
i know it’s all in my head
i feel you deep in my chest
bury me where we slept
i want to grow with the grass
i want to feel it again
finally catching my breath
i don’t ever want to go back 

i don’t need you but i want you
yeah i’ll try to be there if you come through
2017 with the tattoos
yeah i just quit the lean and the liquor too
and i don’t want you but i need you
feel it in my bones when i see you
open up my scars for you to see through
i just want you i just need you

i found life
i cheated death
he’s just a coward with a noose around his neck
i found drugs
i cut the stress
i ditched the booze and the pills and regret
i saw love
i saw death
i touched grass and put my arm around your neck
i found drugs
i cut the stress
i ditched the booze and the pills and regret

i don’t need you but i want you
yeah i’ll try to be there if you come through
2017 with the tattoos
yeah i just quit the lean and the liquor too
and i don’t want you but i need you
feel it in my bones when i see you
open up my scars for you to see through
i just want you i just need you now

døves - need

released by døves on bandcamp 7/26/23

lyrics:
no hope no rest
a hollowed out chest
and you rolled me another cigarette
it’s nights like this
when you catch my breath
when i rest my head on your chest
take me back to berlin
stolen plates on the benz
you and i, yeah we speak the same language
spent my life chasing death
but i like the way you live
wish it didn’t have to end like this

i don’t wanna live like this
i don’t wanna live like this forever
crush another pill and bite my lip
feel all the marks in my skin, i’m tethered
would you jump the line with me?
i wanna greet death in ecstasy
kill my cold heart and apathy
but everyday i wake up drowning

and it’s hard to hear my name
when you tell me that you love me
close friends and ketamine
shallow breathing
quiet grieving
i’m barely feeling anything
suddenly seeing
the marks on your ceiling
the hole that you left in me

yeah i don’t wanna live like this
i’m peeling off my second skin
i turned the blade away from my wrist
pushed it out with clenched fists
i already gave my life for this

i got death in my eyes
i got death on my side
he didn’t take me when i tried
so i guess that i’m alive
i guess that i’m alive

i don’t wanna live like this
i don’t wanna live like this forever
crush another pill and bite my lip
feel all the marks in my skin, i’m tethered
would you jump the line with me?
i wanna greet death in ecstasy
kill my cold heart and apathy
but everyday i wake up drowning

døves - live

released by døves on bandcamp as part of the torn portrait demos 7/29/23

lyrics:
shadows
i don’t want to waste your time
like i’ve been wasting time
marrow
a hollow tongue sinks to the back of my throat tonight
will i ever survive?

sorrow
(have you felt it yet?)
self-sabotage
shadows
(you never wanted it)
have you ever really felt alone?

hold me down
head underwater i can never come up for air
did you ever really care?
silence
i’m drowning myself in a bottle again tonight
no it never felt right

sorrow
(have you felt it yet?)
self-sabotage
shadows
(you never wanted it)
have you ever really felt alone?

are you tired yet?
i’m fucking spent
my world is cold
we live and die alone
blackest dreams
surrounding me
are you proud of me?
or are you sick of it all?

(have you felt it yet?)
yeah are you sick of it all?
(you never wanted it)
i think i’m sick of it all

døves - sick

released publicly by døves as part of the torn portrait demos 7/29/23

lyrics: 
the heart aches if you let it
(sedative, sedative)
time spent on silence
(medicine, medicine)
black ink embedded
(let it in, let it in)
it’ll run red if you let it
(sleeping, sleeping)

but it’s your face that i can’t recognize
the soft shade of this cemetery light
i’m covered in the dust of suicide
it’s my life, it’s not my night
wrists float in the waves of crimson tides
there’s something in the way you waste my time
hold me close, i’m just tired of waiting
i’m suffocating, i’m just wasting away

i’m so sick of the violence
caught up in the silence
kill the pain with a bottle
all the shame and the sorrow
klonopin dreams in the morning
sunlight grinding my teeth
said i’m sorry, said i’m sorry
i’m wearing broken hearts on my sleeve

but it’s your face that i can’t recognize
the soft shade of this cemetery light
i’m covered in the dust of suicide
it’s my life, it’s not my night
wrists float in the waves of crimson tides
there’s something in the way you waste my time
hold me close, i’m just tired of waiting
i’m suffocating, i’m just wasting away

døves - ache

WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL
ABERCROMBIE & ME

MAY 2015

MIXED BY LEDERRICK
ART BY TOKYO GLD

THRAXXHOUSE ╪ GOTHBOICLIQUE


CASTLES ETERNAL (FEAT. JP DREAM THUG) (PROD. DØVES)

Ghosts In My Backyard

three

Singles

suicide forest (døves) - fall

ft. wicca phase springs eternal

u4k sooner or later

<3

ultraclub4k better

Holy Mountain - No Hollywood 
1. No Hollywood ft. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal
2.Portrait of the Artist in Hell
3.Fortune Teller
4.Buried
5.Good at Saying Goodbye
6.Controlla
7.Love Speaking
8.Steal a Smile
9.Swinging at My Shadow

No Hollywood ft. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal

døves stuff + others
#fvckfvkegvcci
https://www.ampled.com/artist/doves
https://dovescry.bandcamp.com

døves - sick

halfsleeper

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