you wanna hold my hand but im too good to hold it back bro fuck u

I cannot align myself, 
I cannot explain why I’m so in pain.
I’m about to die, I’m in hell
Esoteric praise when I say your name

I don't want the love and regret
I just want the drugs and the check, yeah

MIXED BY DYLAN KIM
MASTERED BY DYLAN KIM & ROMAN LUNA
ARWORK BY ROMAN LUNA

I'M NOT GONNA DO IT (PROD. MIKE LABYRINTH)

shoud out wavriel
twitter.com/lilracecar
twitter.com/wiccaphase
prod twitter.com/realhorsehead & twitter.com/lederrick_
mixed by twitter.com/teslatea <3

PLASTIC

PLASTIC FEAT. WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL (PROD. HORSE HEAD & LEDERRICK)

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - I Tether (prod. Jayyeah & Mike Xanax)

døves & Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - Kill Me (prod. Nedarb Nagrom)

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal- See You As a Dove (Prod. Brobak)

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)

pick me up and flip the car
i just want to die in your arms

we don't fuck with bottles at the bar
percocets & xanax on my card
and i'm in LBC with coldhart
GBC in east LA, come run up
i'm in los angeles
broken neck
heavy head
cigarettes
silhouettes
shivering
hold it in
half breaths
my eyes are red from all of this
and i think this is it
leg over the ledge

we shared smoke
you shared the words behind your lips
and i was alone
i wasn't anything at all
you're just tall bones
with your soft skin against my neck
and the tears on it
and the words that i left you with were my own
but my hands shake and my legs break
i swear that you don't ache like i ache
i swear that you can't hate like i hate
i know there's passion in the pain
i can't relate

envelop my scars like you broke down and held me
while i'm feigning addiction, all this time out in LA
like i swear that i'm trying
and i swear that you're helping
and i swear i'm a good man

døves

rory

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
featuring @horsehead1990
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)
sample from a @bellarubyy cover of horse head's "i'm used to that"

horse head:
how could i ever get used to missing that
and if you give it up, you can't take it back
drugs have been keeping me up at night
under club lights, i'm such a mess tonight
i couldn't wait to be back home
one more show then i can be alone
i feel so bad when she sings my songs
she sounds so alone, like she's used to that
she feels so bad, the way i sing my songs
i feel so alone and i'm used to that
i'm used to that, i want it back
i'm true to it, go through with this
i'm moving back to where i'm from
i had you in nothing but black then
now i only speak of you in past tense
thought i had it, i couldn't grasp it
now it's slipping away into blackness

døves:
i'm used to that, i'm using that
i want you bad, i want the black
and you want to see me in past tense
i had you in nothing but black then
and i was in the party, you were at the gate
and i could call you in and we could slip away
and maybe we could talk if i could stay awake
but i just took a clip and i'm fading away
you can't help, you're too late
(time spent painted in white)
recalling all the words you said
like i could ever fall for that
(eyes mint, amber and blind)
i was just a fuck you had
like you would ever love me back
visions keep me up at night, poison warms the cold inside
like my life through your eyes

used ft. horse head

prod. @notmorgn

its been a minute
still no closure
she in my bed no clothes
but im colder
remember 2010
now im much older
remember feeling fine
those days are way over

20 degrees 
30 mph breeze
freezin up my chest
everytime im tryna breathe
why the east so cold like this?
im dead by the way 
don’t need condolences 

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live
chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i want the push start
i want the bag gotta be goyard
everybody gonna notice 
that i go hard
she got a G string
i ain’t talkin mozart
top off
i ain’t talkin go karts
gotta up my prices
ain’t nobody like this
spent the whole day sleepin
and i dont work a night shift
fuck a 9 to 5 
i don’t fit in that box bitch
song take a couple hours 
but it come out timeless

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i was really struggling 
to save my own life
til’ i started typing words 
spent a check on a mic
i really could’ve 
stayed that night
but my perspective all changed 
since all we did was fight

(slowed)

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

chipped black nails

itunes: https://apple.co/2DfOGJp
spotify: http://spoti.fi/2Fq9pLl

see me i call you like once and i say that you're leading me on with your time though 
really went off on you hard bc my feelings' like dead 
when you see me i'm not at all 
is everything fine 
i say not at all 
i cash the check and i'm so in love 
the only thing that can relieve me from death is you kissing my neck and i'm so in love 
the only thing that can relieve me from death... 
is you switching lanes 
i'm carving you in veins 
what's your number 
i can take another if i want but i don't wanna 

because you're leading me on 
tying me on to your stressors 
sympathetic waves across the oceans where i met her 
i can't wait til you get home
i can't wait to go to sleep 
there's a part of me that dances when i know that it's for keeps 
if my hair wasn't long 
if the money was gone 
would you still want it 
something keeps me feeling like a way and i can't stop it 
there's a price i had to pay 
baby i know i'm forever 
there's a feeling and it's love 
and baby i don't know what love is

art by George Douglas Peterson

IDK WHAT LOVE IS (PROD. MIKE FROST)

featuring wicca phase springs eternal
produced and engineered by døves
album image by nickie

beloved ft. wicca phase springs eternal

looks ft. wicca phase springs eternal

Døves, Wicca Phase Springs Eternal, Horse Head, Jon Simmons - Why Did We Ever Meet (prod. fish narc)

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

Produced by @williamvanzandt 
Additional Production by Blake Slatkin

//

#SCFirst

Love Me // Leave Me

Leave Me

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

looks ft. wicca phase springs eternal

døves

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