it's amazing bro literally goosebumps 🔥🔥

lyrics:

Running from the pond
I see fireflies in the air 

Lost a pastel blinking watch
Meet you over there

Neatly tucked under the shelf 
A dusted stack of memories 
Now I'm just the gallery 

Rusted thoughts blurring your sight
A youth left unwritten 
Pulls apart our distance

And a loss of words can tear me down
'Cause I wanna breathe out 
Breathe alone 

'Cause I might be the one
To tear it all down 
(I don't wanna)

Racing thoughts under the hood
Tired of the paradigm
Sharing's for another time

Guess I won't be built to bear my being alone
As I see the deeds cast down
They can keep the crown 

'Cause I will be the one

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carrefour

3.13.1 WIP Reel

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

2001

https://audius.co/linkedwinters/chroma-remix

paper skies & nasko - chroma (remix) [🥉]

“thought experiment”

link to the track on other platforms:
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One time he said
"I wish I could say that I love myself"
He watched as he sat on the bench by himself
For hours now
He heard that he's wed 
And he never cared about how she felt
It gets in his head that he's loved but oh well
Is that really sound?

All the rumors 
But he says that he's fine can't you tell
You don't know anything 
But you can't seem to help yourself
He's helped you through it
I don't think that it's love it's something else
Is it really something else?

He left town though
One day he'll call my phone I hope
He's the best he's found though
I'll wait for you to come back home
Three years have gone by
You appear by my side and pretend
It hasn't been years since you left in the end

All the rumors
But he says that he's mine can't you tell
You're learning everything 
But you can't seem to help yourself
You'll help him through it 
‘Cause I know that it's love, nothing else
Is it really something else?

Stranger

announcement: I'm working on an album :) 

Places id rather be
I'll die before I see
trying to find some peace 
stop staring let me be
my hands are getting warm
I can't stay here for long

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I'm feeling so much more to me

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I feel there's so much more to me

Its All About Me

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne

visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

bonus track i made for funzies

my remix of "as I hang up a picture" by dobi

time is finite (remix of dobi)

@viznode @viznode @viznode
@whyawe @whyawe @whyawe

This amazing music is originally from dobi & oyeme, who we really love. Please give them a love
https://soundcloud.com/dobimusic/peacetreaty
https://soundcloud.com/dobimusic
https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas

cover art by @j896

this remix was made in 10 hours. I really love this song and decided to make remix this morning, I was live streaming on discord then Viznode came and made that amazing piano based soundcollage in the middle of the song. awe also did some super amazing stuff on the outro which he always does on his tracks. really happy to have made this remix together thank uuuu :)

peace treaty w/ Viznode & awe

(reupload, original got taken down) a rendition i did of @tsunamibitchclub's song laced up a while back. originally on twitter but i decided to upload it here now. i never got around to finishing it but i had fun working on it nonetheless.

https://x.com/ihatejue/status/1824136631487717478

tsubi club - laced up (jue rendition)

JUST FOR NOW
https://ffm.to/jfn

miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @envyline

As days
gone by 
I see your shadow walking
Surrounding my mind
In a dream  I cried
Beneath the star you cherish
Fading over time

(can't let go)
Just for now

(of hope)

Just for now


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
You didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


Could I be your savior?
Swoopin' in and save you from hurt
Until then  I can't save you
Just for now

Just for now  just for now
Feeling like you're  feeling like you're gonna riot
Just for now  for now
How long can you hold out the pain?
Just for now


As I trace the line
Will we find our place in time?
As we say goodbye
In the silence  our hearts confined
Are we out of time?
As we're losing touch
Our love is fading
(Fading) 




I can tell you're not happy
After everything you told me
Standing helpless
How can I face everything
How could you bring me between
How could you?
(I don't blame you)


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
I didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
Watching from afar I know you've had it rough
But it's not my fault that you gave up
I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
You're not the only one around that's had enough
It's not my fault I've given up

JUST FOR NOW

@xiapng

part of the 2019 Fair Dawn EP, "Youth"
stream the rest of it on Spotify and other platforms
s: https://open.spotify.com/album/5uhSAeysrRZbUt3GoaWswV?si=U2RmhFR6RX22xmgjHEPwDw
yt: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kjqMpzPx4CO7YsSx_onI5QmqeTZpMzgrY

lyrics ~

Keep my love
Until it breaks my heart to pieces
Keep these chains
Until I've wept tears for ages
Forget these thoughts
They will go as you grow
To go and bloom
And be what you wanted to

Move past tomorrow, hold off the sorrow
I’m going further now
Spreading my wings, I'll take off and soar
On to higher places while
I'm singing, "La da da da da da da da da"
No use in brooding
Over some bruising
So smile with every step that comes along
With struggles, hardships
I’ll say goodbye, so long

Time runs by
I'm getting older
Carrying weight upon my shoulders
I can't breathe, it's all too much
Is it time to let go?

Move past tomorrow, hold off the sorrow
I'm going further now
Spreading my wings, I'll take off and soar
Onto higher places while
It gets harder for me to get a grip and hold
But I'll be okay, just go wait for me
The time won't even pass me, not for now
I’ll lift my arms up and cry

It’s all up from here, far
From where we first
Started, so let's keep on moving forth

Move past these flaws
We will be alright

Flaws (ft. xia)

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hmu for mixing and if u wanna work !!

just made this account :)

https://soundcloud.com/dowfi <- my official releases

peace treaty w/ Viznode & awe

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