After 15 months of writing, rehearsing and recording, 'LOSING GRIP' is an explosive debut, highlighting our signature blend of aggressive hardcore mixed with melodic riffs and sing-along choruses.

Downpour - Losing Grip

Ive been sinking on the inside
The weight of the days I spend alone
I started to feel there's no end in sight for me no more,
It's such a lonely place living day to day
I long to feel anything at all
There's nothing no more

Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave
Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave

The walls are closing in from the inside
And theres nowhere left to go, and I don't know
Which way to turn, on my own

I can't pick myself up again

The walls are closing in, the walls are closing in

Burning at both ends
Push away everything
You stoked the flame
Now I have to survive on my own

I'm falling apart
Nothing can lead me out the dark
I'm falling apart
Nothing can lead me out the dark

Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave
Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave

The walls are closing in from the inside
And theres nowhere left to go, and I don't know
Which way to turn, on my own

The walls are closing
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in

Downpour - Break Me

When it rains it pours
How can you ever think my pain is anything like yours
Anything like yours

You can't give me validation that I thought I needed
And though these words are heavy seems they held no weight to you
I know these words won't hit home
When your heads a mess these days
Wasted words fall on deaf ears
That's why your situation stays

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

There's no retaliation
Just a bed you made to sleep in
Life is sometimes hard to believe in
You helped me lose my faith
With all sense of feeling
You were no help
When I was losing everything
When it rains it pours

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

Because nothing last forever
I just couldn't hold it together
You were nothing
When I was losing everything
Because nothing last forever

Because nothing last forever
But I put my faith in you
Cause nothing lasts for ever
I don't think I will make it through

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

Because nothing last forever

Downpour - Validation

Dissonant

Take me back to simpler times in my life
Before love lost, broken lives
Before death brushed my side
Take me back, take me back
Before the sleepless nights
With no end in sight I slip further away from better days

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
You never spoke of your regrets

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
Before I could say goodbye you'd left

I replay the loss over in my head
Every day that passes by pushes me closer to the edge
I'm no stronger than my weakest days
Leave me feeling misplaced, I'm hanging by a thread

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
You never spoke of your regrets

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
Before I could say goodbye you'd left

The months that followed, in your footsteps I would tread
Unaware the pieces of my life that I would neglect
The months that followed, in your footsteps I would tread
Unaware the pieces of my life that I would neglect

I felt your presence every now and then
I replay the loss over in my head
I felt your presence every now and then
I replay in my head

(I'm always hoping for the best, I'm always hoping for the best)

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
You never spoke of your regrets

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
Before I could say goodbye you'd left

You left

Footsteps

I couldn't make the connection
Your aggression
I'm losing grip from this world
I sink further to resentment

Manic depressive
Let go of this world that's left me with nothing
There's nothing but empty intensions

The hands of time will tell
If I sink of swim
Let me drown into this hell
Just give in

This life just got colder
Three years an absent father
This year just got colder
I swear, never felt so broken

Over and over, push it away
We're hopeless and broken
Some things never change

I gave up on myself before you could lose faith in me
I can't find my way back to the person I used to be

I couldn't change your perspective
Your intensions
I should have known it all along
I sink further to resentment

Manic depressive
Let go of this world that's left me with nothing
There's nothing but empty intensions

I can't find my way back

This life just got colder
Three years an absent father
This year just got colder
I swear, never felt so broken

Over and over, push it away
We're hopeless and broken
Some things never change

I gave up on myself before you could lose faith in me
I can't find my way back to the person I used to be

Push it away
Push it away
Push it away

The truth hits home
Running away from all I know
Reality never felt so cold
Push it away

The truth hits home
Running away from all I know
Reality never felt so cold
Push it away

Over and over, tell me if it's getting better
Over and over, tell me if it's getting better
Over and over, tell me if it's getting better
Over and over, the weight pushes down will hold me down forever

Losing Grip

Break Me

Validation

I've got that feeling again
A sinking from the inside out
It overwhelms without help
Prisoner of my mind ‘til the bitter end

But the days are numbered
A sense of mortality I’ve always wondered
I go back and forth
And hope my bad days are in the past

Got my head in my palms once again
No way out
No way out

Got my head in my palms once again
Is this the bitter end?

I've got that feeling again
Betrayal runs deeper my friend
It overwhelms without doubt
Prisoner of my mind ‘til the bitter end

I've got that feeling again
Got that feeling again
I've got that feeling again
Prisoner of my mind ‘til the bitter end

But the days are numbered
A sense of mortality I’ve always wondered
I go back and forth
And hope my bad days are in the past

I've got that feeling again
Got that feeling again
I've got that feeling again
Prisoner of my mind ‘til the bitter end

Got my head in my palms once again
No way out
No way out

Got my head in my palms once again
Is this the bitter end?

My hopes died last with you
I'm rebuilding myself through
Cast me down I won’t see you around
Now I know the truth

My hopes died last with you
I'm rebuilding myself through
Cast me down I won’t see you around
Now I know the truth

My hopes died last with you
I'm rebuilding myself through
Cast me down I won’t see you around
Now I know the truth

It all becomes clear
To me now

The sleepless nights
Wishing I didn't exist
Seem so long ago
But it all becomes clear to me now

The sleepless nights
Wishing I didn't exist
Seem so long ago
But it all becomes clear to me now

Clarity

Am I nothing? I feel my demons coming
They never stay asleep for long
Where did I go wrong?
Should have known it all along

They're holding me down
Won't keep me around

Suffocated by hatred
Memories I can't erase
I've been in a hole for days
I close my eyes and wish everything would change

Am I nothing? I feel my demons coming
They never stay asleep for long
Where did I go wrong?
Should have known it all along

Can't turn away now
They're holding me down
My demons suffocate me
Won't keep me around

Yeah

Pieces of me I can't rebuild
Beg for something to make me feel
Lost grasp of it all
All that could help me feel

Demons suffocate me
Demons

Suffocated by hatred
Memories I can't erase
I've been in a hole for days
I close my eyes and wish everything would change

You break me down
I know I'm never alone
When my demons are around
It's such a lonely road
I must walk on my own
And bare my scars
So everyone knows what's happened to my heart

Am I nothing? I feel my demons coming
They never stay asleep for long
Where did I go wrong?
Should have known it all along

Can't turn away now
They're holding me down
My demons suffocate me
Won't keep me around

You break me down
I know I'm never alone
When my demons are around
It's such a lonely road

You break me down
I know I'm never alone
When my demons are around
It's such a lonely road
I must walk on my own
And bare my scars
So everyone knows what's happened to my heart

What's happened to my heart?

Downpour - Suffocated

The Weight

With their new single "Barely Afloat", the band opens up about their shared experiences with mental health struggles:

“The song was born during a period when Jesse [guitar/vocals] was facing serious health
challenges. I connected deeply with that, having fought my own battles with health. Together,
we were able to channel those experiences into something that, despite its origins, radiates a sense of positivity.” - Richard [vocals]

LYRICS:

Yeah
Bleugh

My time stood still
It's a struggle and I just won't heal
No hope for me
I don't think I'll ever escape this grief

Through all of this the world just keeps on turning
I'm sinking faster than before and nothing's working

I'm breathing barely afloat
I'm so broken but I just want to know
Is there strength in these scars I show
Am I healing when I say
Or just fading by day

Because nothing's easy like it was before
Nothing seems to add up anymore
Is the path beneath when all this was easy
The days before I lost hope

Forgotten, these four walls are a part of the problem
Rock bottom, I'm sick of the same staring into nothing

Reaching, reaching for hope
Reaching, reaching for hope

I'm breathing, barely afloat
I'm so broken but I just want to know
Is there strength in these scars I show
Am I healing when I say
Or just fading by day

I'm breathing
Just let me cave in
Barely afloat
I'm way past saving
I'm breathing
Just let me cave in
Barely afloat
I'm way past saving

I'm breathing barely afloat
I'm so broken, I just want to know
I'm breathing, barely afloat
Is there strength, is there strength in these scars I show

I'm breathing
I'm breathing, barely afloat
I'm so broken but I just want to know
Is there strength in these scars I show
I'm breathing
I'm breathing



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